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I’m like.. riding the waves of inspiration ('O')oOoOoO

[rub1anauruu]

✎﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏hi!!!

call me RUBY, i’m here to write au or something (anime, manga fandoms etc.) when i feel like it, so i can’t promise to be very active.

she/her — 21 — eng isn’t my first language, but who gives a shit?

masterlist (first au); my twt acc:3

- do not copy, repost, translate and blah blah blah my work.

[rub1anauruu]

STOP LIKING MY AU I PROBABLY WONT CONTINUE IT IM SORRY😭

[rub1anauruu]

should i come back?..

[rub1anauruu]

i have several excuses... i play l&ds, read books and bedrot… SO SO SO SORRYYYY i’m more active on twt rn🫶🎀

[rub1anauruu]

ins-s-securities.

7 — one small step.

!!/notes from me:

FINALLY WIWNSJDKEKS!!! i'm really really really sorry that the continuation of my au is only coming out now. the semester is over and now i'm on holidays, so i'll publish more. i like how this little part turned out:3 thanks to everyone who waited for the update!🩵

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[moonlitwitchdaisy-deactivated20]

being the strongest— it sounds simple.

some are marked by destiny from the moment they’re born, others earn it by saving countless lives.

but have you ever felt it? truly felt like the strongest?

when all they see is a weapon, forged for their will. when the battles you fight take more than they give— costing you the ones you love.

they call god solitary, the honored one above heaven and earth, needing no one.

the summit is lonely, a throne for one. only the best may claim it.

yet when you sit upon that mighty throne, why is there no joy? why are you still waiting— for someone to save you?

the honored one is invincible, after all.

but even if i lost you before you can answer, each time i meet your gaze, those endless blue eyes, i see the man who lost his youth.

the strongest, they call you. yet, you do not know yourself.

remember this— no one can save you but you, if you wish to remain the strongest.

- to the man whose youth was stolen. happy birthday <3

[rub1anauruu]

so beautiful💔

[rub1anauruu]

I have exams now so I won't be able to post au chapters for a while. sorry!!!!! I promise to come back and post more often after this hell is over❤️

[rub1anauruu]

ins-s-securities.

6 — silent game.

!!/notes from me:

i need to seriously lock in cuz final exams are soon. but i chose happy life and watching arcane✌️

+i changed my account appearance here. hope you like it! (GOJO COME BACK) i’ll remake my pinned post too.

ALSO GUYSSSS you can find me on twt - @/suguw00. i don’t make interesting content, i speak into the deep void, BUT i like interactions and hyping people up❤️

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[rub1anauruu]

i'm gonna change my pfp and all that stuff soon, also remake navigation post/post abt me, so don't lose me!!

[rub1anauruu]

ins-s-securities.

5 — first and last.

“just stay out of my way,” bakugo reminded for the umpteenth time.

“okay…”

you understood his annoyance perfectly. while the rest of his classmates coped with their tasks without any extra weight, bakugo was forced not only to tolerate your awkward steps next to him, but also to protect you if something happened. it was a mistake to think that you weren’t nervous. the phone, ready to be used at any moment, was clutched in your hand; your thumb soothingly stroked the screen of the gadget.

while you genuinely didn't want to be a burden for bakugo, you kept thinking about the possibilities. maybe some villains would show up, maybe someone here would need help. in those scenarios in your head, bakugo would neutralize the bad guys, you would get the right shots from the right angle, and everyone would be happy. including his friends, who had already managed to express their excitement about the future footage before the patrol began. and managed to tease bakugo. he blew their asses. you split up with them. that was it.

looking around, you took in the deplorable state of this part of the city. while it was slowly and surely continuing to be rebuilt by civilians and necessary quirks of heroes, its outskirts in places still remained seemingly abandoned. it was these areas that became the target of the underground world of villains, places where the shadows of the events of two years ago could crawl.

“sooo... U.A. often sends you to areas like this,” you assumed hesitantly, just to start some kind of conversation between the two of you. the silence was weighing on you, and you felt obligated to be proactive. “yeah. sometimes due to emergencies,” bakugo confirmed without further elaboration, looking at you out of the corner of his eye. you returned the gaze.

pause. and somewhere there you are banging your head against the wall.

“oh! those school armored trucks,” you quickly pointed your thumb behind you, “this is my first t-time riding in one of those.”

“well, enjoy your last ride,” katsuki said slightly grumpily and turned away, adjusting the belt on his winter suit. under the dark fabric, you could clearly see the flex of all his muscles, especially his biceps, which begged the question of how the fuck he got into such perfect shape? bakugo was seriously buffed and you couldn't help but stare at his side. there were no boys like him in your class. and god, it was kind of flattering to be paired with him for your project. it was reasonable after all.

bakugo tsked and asked with an emphasized jerk of his chin at your device: “so what? your shitty camera will be able to perfectly capture my explosions?”

“of course! i made sure i had the r-right settings for filming something that p-powerful,” you stuttered, instantly cringing at how jarring it sounded to your ears. you couldn’t even look at bakugo for fear of seeing discomfort on his face, but all you could hear from him was an amused huff. “yeah. you better do your best. you won’t have any more chances to see something so badass.”

just bakugo bragging. somewhere there you are now breathing a sigh of relief.

the two of you walked around the street assigned to katsuki for another ten minutes - no signs of illegal activity. you managed to take a few shots of the surroundings for documentary purposes, a couple more with a reluctant bakugo, which was surprisingly funny to you and contrasted with the sadness that overwhelmed you from the empty streets. kids' laughter no longer rang out here, in the evenings the bright streetlights no longer illuminated the path for families who went out for a walk...

“nothing will ever be the same again, right?” you asked bitterly, the colorful arcade sign to your left reminding you of the simple happiness and carefree times that were lost during that horrible period. bakugo didn’t miss your mood and rolled his eyes. “no, it will be better,” katsuki assured you and you thought ‘yes, everything has to be better. nothing less than better’. your attention was caught by a plush and strangely clean rabbit lying in your path, the size of a palm, blue as the sky and with a bow of the same color around its neck. probably used to exchange tickets from the arcade machines for it. you couldn’t resist and stopped to pick up the toy, pocketing your phone, until bakugo noticed and did the same with confusion a few steps ahead. “what?”

you curiously turned the rabbit over in your hand and felt the pull string on its back with your fingers, without thinking you wound up the toy, and a hissing melody began to play with barely discernible distorted lyrics of a children's song:

“wind me u-up and watch me go,

spreading joy in every row-w-w,”

nothing seemed suspicious to you. as the song continued, the string gradually shortened. just a cute rabbit with a creepy-sounding song.

“hopping here a-and hopping there,

with lo-o-o-love and laughter—“

“holy shit, drop it!” bakugo's suddenly wary voice cut off the end of the line.

“everywhereee…”

!!/notes from me:

i hope you’ll like the text part. i decided to add some interesting twists hehe. thank you for waiting for this update🩷 a little tmi: i watched venom 3 (COOL!) and haikyuu movie (OMG THEY ARE LIKE A NEW BREATH OF AIR I LOVE THEM SM).

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[cashmoneyyysstuff]

i feel like when people say "katsuki won't change for you" they mean it like, completely and literally. but tbh i really really don't see it like that.

like yeah, he will never change his personality for anybody. he's still him because if you liked him romantically you'd already know what he's like. but he'd most definitely change his behaviour towards you. ofc im not trynna say he's gonna like do a whole 180 and kiss the ground you walk n shit but like..you're still his partner,, does that make sense ?? like it always confuses me when ppl say stuff like " he wont give you any special treatment he'll treat you like he treats everyone" and to me its like..no.., y'know ?😭 like at the end of the day you are still his partner. you're dating and he loves you so why would he treat you like some rando.

at most i see him like being awkward at the beginning of the relationship when its still new cus he doesnt know what to do (lol loser) but i still know he'd very much try. cus thats the thing youre not just a random you're his person. you're his one and he's obv gonna show you that because otherwise whats the point

m not sayin he's perfect, he's gonna mess up at some points maybe be a bit snappy because that's just how he is and you know that, you knew that when you got with him. BUT you still love him and he still very much loves you and he shows you that and he tries to make it up to you because you're different and he CARESSS!!! thats my whole thing!!!

[rub1anauruu]

YES YES YES!!!

[rub1anauruu]

ins-s-securities.

4 — leniency (no).

!!/notes from me:

it's been two weeks and finally I decided to post this part. sorry sorry!!:( i thought a lot about the order in which and what things i want to write in the au. from the news: i watched the new mha movie, i’ll skip the new sylus card in love&deepspace and i’m going to cry in the corner. also next time I will try to make a text part🤍

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[rub1anauruu]

I'm really REALLY sorry that the next part of my au ‘insecurities’ is delayed. I'm trying to cope with my mental state..☹️ BUT I will try to do everything as soon as possible!!

[rub1anauruu]

(NO SPOILERS) I WATCHED THE NEW MHA MOVIE TODAY EIWJQLAJSHEJWJ

my first mistake was to come at the earliest session, because there were very few people:( my second mistake was to go to the cinema with my brother, who knows nothing about mha… BUT it didn’t ruin my mood and I liked the movie!! I can say that the first two movies are much better than this and the previous one for me personally (they are more exciting idk), however, this movie also had moments that gave me goosebumps. I really missed all the characters, so it was nice to see them again🫂

because of this here is my small sketch of bakugo. he looks like a cute little boyyy (actually I don't know anything about how to draw and stuff… but i love his scar sm omg).

[heartswithinreach]

sylus always answers your calls. always. no exceptions.

he could be in the middle of a gun fight or a messy interrogation but when he hears the inside joke of a ringtone he set for you, he uses his evol to shackle everyone in place while he answers, calm and collected as can be.

“kitten, it’s late in linkon — you should be sleeping. no, i’m not busy at the moment.” a cold glare is the only warning his enemies get to stay quiet. “what do you need?”

some of the world’s most powerful and feared men have had their final agonizing moments prolonged by listening to the leader of onychinus sweet-talk you.

[rub1anauruu]

I LOVE THIS MAN

[rub1anauruu]

ins-s-securities.

3 — face card.

!!/notes from me:

(on the last screen it's not 'man' but 'men' aoneduiqjwhsj) i had a lot of fun making this part:> also thank you all for reading this au, your support is very important! now I'm trying to pull myself together and actually start studying but all I've been doing these days is watching heartstopper.. MY SINGLE ASS IS TWEAKING SOMEONE WANNA BE MY LOVE??

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[rub1anauruu]

ins-s-securities.

2 — meet and tense.

read in order, obviously aha

what should have been a night of healthy sleep turned into a nervous twitch of your fingers over the keyboard. and what should have been a rough draft almost turned into a detailed analysis of promotion steps. it was far from perfect, because there were still a lot of calculations to be made, for which in the future you would have to start from things you didn’t yet have, for example, an audience. but - shake your head - it didn’t matter now.

the U.A. library where you and bakugo agreed to meet was different from what it was like before the war. with the new building came an updated design. a few sheets of paper were folded in your hand, your leg was bouncing, and your eyes were watching the entrance. of course, you rehearsed the contents of the typed text countless times, as if you were preparing for a public speech. and you already felt mentally tired (let’s forget the physical one), and everything hadn’t even started yet.

bakugo's appearance made you straighten your posture and put on a soft smile. your arm was raised up with a slight wave so he would notice you, and when he did, you braced yourself for the awkwardness that your 'non-public speech' would bring…

!//notes from me:

writing text parts is a bit difficult for me because of the eng but I think sometimes they are necessary to emphasize the characters' feelings. also HOW DO YOU MAKE THESE STUPID DIVIDERS?

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