the empty internet

This is for poetry

[artisticstuffetc]

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This is better. Working on this process.

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what?! it's me?

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Fuck it

Get out of her, go

Get out of here

I don't have to listen to what you want

Make the inscision

Make the inscision

Cut away

Cut away

Bleeding edge,

We'll take what we want

Such a shame

Such a shame

Decisions are wasted

All this new age crap

Go get wasted

And don't look back

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Shame

This period of uncertainty has gripped me

I feel trapped in it's maw,

Not ready to be chewed up

I'm not ready to surrender,

Or give up

I'm compelled to see the bigger picture

The possibility there's something amiss is frightening

There must be a simple trick to end this fight in me

Inner anguish clashes between extremes

A certain balance is serene,

But how can it all be so simple then?

Titans tower above

I am not powerless

I am grounded

There is hate without love

Cowardice debases

Corruption unfounded

Antithesis of what is

Confusion begets poor choices

Consequences bear down on those undeserving

Truth is withered

Voices go unheard

In this calamity there must be peace

A calmness and serenity

Placid as a tree with no breeze

Leaves frozen in time

But very much alive

Amid animosity an olive branch resides

A hand out in generosity,

A common decency presides

Servility of the soul only to bend at ones will

Modern enchantments lament freedom,

While logistically the people are chained

Wealth is not shared, given up, sacrificed,

But eshewed shrewdly, chaste in pact

In society merit is tarnished,

No golden rule

Politics is haunted by fools

Wages are garnished biasedly, opportunistically, prejudiced leaving the majority out to dry

Progress is labor intensive

There is no doctrine that houses the ideological framework of the american dream without betraying individualism or the betterment of man

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The show must go on

My soulfire bled out with one breath

A candle, my life, it's flame flickering

In death

Sounds from afar I lift my head

Those who sleep are deaf

Be watchful of predators lurking

Dreams come slow to those standing in wait

Wonder what could they do instead

T.V.s burn through thier retinas,

Hit the backs of their skulls

My heart pounds, flesh aches for the taste

Flashing lights and SOS messages go out

Get in the life raft 'fore the whole thing goes down

Virtigo grabs me and rips me away

Power at my finger tips zap and burn

Breath foul, when will I learn?

Politics aren't all polite niceties

My will is jagged and torn

Stitch it all together

It's all to late

We say what we mean

How can it be so?

The gaps are too far apart 

All the world is melting

It's sucking me in

I'm drivin to win

I can't stop

I can't stop

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I don't deserve a song right now

Bleed in the name Culture vanity Step up the game Instant insanity Is speaking will you hear it Skipping on the magic carpet I lost the point A giant voice Guides the way i could never behave I could not have Aggression grabs my collar Shall i remain quiet or holler Simply put its a bore until i rip out the cord Your vocals are distorted Till you get better i report it Contort it my truth is sordid I took the sword and all My gravest mistake will befall A manner i keep secret Stashed indiscreetly A freak kid lost in the drink Green as a stem shoot or twig Bitching up hell i cant stand still Its useless now Call for help Ive lost control Of this show i used to roll Seems legit Excuses made me quit

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Glore

Glory to those whose hearts forever burn May your last moments stretch into infinity Fasten your swords lest they be raised Against a undue foe unwanted in our midst

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I wonder at power Does it lower or cower The sow grazes I am a single blade We are the grass that cuts Some say unity is found between us Feeling far away Distance is grey Actions are stagnant Thoughts just fragments Find strength in the everyday Stuck in a lengthy stay Love is a stale, doves frail, Painstakingly cascading palisade

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you never find any dumb luck

these bitches pass out on the dump truck

can’t keep on running duck

cover under every passer by fuck

when you gonna learn?

flag a fly flow fancy free

tuck and cover in the huddle

burn on the curb in a pile of rubble

ash on the grass but the stash cannot 

two turntables and knocked up

forgot to lock up now im gutless

the robber man come by and get rusted

no stanky fly got a homie bound for hundreds

i can’t bind the books always got em undercooked

till the man come by with a mask to overlook

my hands are tied but at least i’m one to trust

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(Personators)

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Radio weather

Coming up short Lost a lot Never the sort To complain Been here all along Stammering through the song And dance I can't explain Heavenly bodies surround the earth My heart threatens to burst When the sound calls Out your name The music starts to play On a radio far away Me ears are tingling But it shorts in the rain

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https://soundcloud.com/random-jk/zero

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on top

saved from the brink

a malevolence sunk

harsh words and skunk

deliverance via drink

links in the mind

tell us be kind

a plea from me

yet I am nothing

not from in front of you

nor in a dream

my reality

is far and in principality indisposed of hierarchal retribution

thats what I love

a sense of evolution

in the sight of over pollution

the starving brain

carving insanity

systematically 

out in a mature world

of uniform cure

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Never be found

Listen to Never be found by Personators #np on #SoundCloud

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the problem with you

too far is how they like it

you’ll be playing into their game

frustration and pain

go and fuck the rain

I can feel like a mountain

so much for subtlety 

a crash in the right direction and for it they say,

“I love the way you do.”

magic buttons be so lovely 

in the dark

with a match

that spark is burning my lashes

 I think I stood too close

now its all froze

stuck in the action

wrenching like a fashion

could it be society, 

raised by lies and fear?

the day we meet our tail is one we’ve won

for us 

forever