just bc

a place for me to leave edits of characters i like / share random thoughts as they pop up. enjoy

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at this point, being american is a humiliation ritual

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You'd be prettier with some makeup. And you could try to put some effort into your appearance. And you have zero sense of style, its almost embarrassing. But I love you. And your interests are silly, I don't want to hear about them. And your voice is annoying. In fact, a lot about you is annoying. But I love you. And your opinions aren't worth listening to. And you don't need to act so smart, 'cause you're not, you know you're not. But I love you. And you do this and that wrong; god, why can't you do anything right? And its like you're trying to piss me off. And do you ever shut up? But I love you. And, no, I don't want to touch you. And your body turns me off. And you don't need to be so dramatic about everything, you're always like this. And, yeah, I know they treated you like shit, I'm still not going to cut them off. But I love you.

I love you. I love you.

Why don't you believe me?

Goddamn, you're so sensitive.

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i bring a "you have hurt me in a way that escapes words. you have destroyed me in a way i can never repair. inextricably, you have changed me for the worse and i shall never know myself, again" kinda vibe to the party that the people who've shattered me really don't like

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if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"... i hope the store is always sold out of the clothes you like in your size

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope that, no matter how you sit, your legs get pins and needles after 2 minutes

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope your socks bunch up in your shoes

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope every restaurant you order from gets it wrong and doesn't reimburse you

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope your car breaks down repeatedly and no one can figure out why

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope you stub your toe on every corner in your house

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope your shower is always either too hot or too cold and you can never get it to the perfect temp

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… i hope you get nasty streaks every time you try to clean your windows

if you've ever shamed a victim of abuse for not "just leaving"… I hope you get trespassed from your fave places. bc, let's face it, with your shit attitude, you're probably terrible to staff, anyway

if you've ever told a victim of abuse that they deserved it, or that it's their fault, or that they were weak, or that they're "thinking like a victim", or that they "just need to forgive and move on"... i wish nothing but terrible things for you, because you are a genuinely shitty ass person who deserves nothing good in their life, ever. fuck you

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