ruedness

Just some random reposts and poems

[lizclimo]

[rudejane]

I love beetlejuice

[rudejane]

Metaphors of Rain 2.0

Rain, rain go away

Bring with you this pain

Rain on me when i'm ready to move on

By that time cleanse my body and soul

As of now cover my skies with darkness

So I can realize my foolishness

But if he ever finds someone better

May he pour her with love as pure as water.

[rudejane]

[rudejane]

Metaphors of Rain

Rain, rain, go away,

Come again another day.

Please take this pain away,

And pour it to his fucking face.

Rain, rain, go away,

Come again another day.

Take this tears with you clouds,

Cause I’m already sick living with doubts.

But still I thank you rain,

For with every drop of tears,

You cleansed away my pain,

and made my heart clear.

His love was never mine,

So i’ll wait for my time,

But if love will never stay,

May he pour it to someone deserving one day.

[rudejane]

It's been raining lately. My emo state is starting, huehue ~~

[rudejane]

Even the flower from a pumpkin is still a flower

[rudejane]

I finished watching Moon Lovers Scarlet Heart Ryeo yesterday. I couldn't stop crying. Whenever i remember some of the scenes i would almost cry TT my heart aches literally that while watching, my tears almost dried out that i feel like i can't shed a tear anymore. Huhu. Da feels~~

#moonlovers #scarletheartryeo

[rudejane]

Space, dot, line

[rudejane]

All flowers are pretty but not everyone are picked

He picked a flower who was lonely Showed it to his family very happily The flower bloomed from all the flattery But he returned the flower to the garden so quickly.

He poured her with water but only a drizzle But the flower’s feelings is so brittle So she defended herself to avoid wilting And hid her pollens from hurting.

Time passed by but he visits only sometimes Small talks to make her feel his time But the flower wasn’t sure what his true intention, Is he here to pick the flower again or just for love pretention?

The flower layed low and didn’t showed The color she hides and how she truly glows Now he seldom visits her still in the garden they talk Small talks to be exact but she still thinks he wants her back

‘Til one day she knew, From one of the gardeners a news blew He picked a flower he once loved So she smiled even if her world turned black

He’s with a flower with petals wide and pretty While the flower stays in the garden feeling herself a pity She looked at herself and thought, Maybe one day with her beauty someone will get caught.

[rudejane]

I just want to use the word fool

I was fooled,

Because I let him made me a fool.

Or was it I who made myself a fool?

Maybe I should stop ending the lines with fool,

And the ending of my lovelife as a fool.

[rudejane]

I am sadness

How sad and lonely,

This girl who had many problems to worry.

Scrolling through social media sites,

Liking happy posts but is dying inside.

She dreams of rainbows and sunrise,

But hopelessness is evident in her eyes.

After scrolling and skimming,

She lies down to sleep trying to forget this feeling.

[rudejane]

To infinity and beyond

To infinity and beyond Too bad your love is now gone Those words together we chant But then you said no more, you can’t

Like toy story it ended You’re Andy who left me brokenhearted My friends they say how foolish of me To hold on to the words that made me unfree

So to infinity and beyond Our love story was a sad one You said you had to go and leave But i know from the start your heart was never with me.

[rudejane]

A response to Annie's Song poem

Though our love was quickly stolen, By death that made us two forever broken, But the vows we said you should never forget, I love you, my love, but forever is something we can never get.

[rudejane]

Courage

Their eyes do tell a story that you haven't heard,

What courage they hold to soar like a bird,

Exploring the world with a clean newly bought white shirt,

A blank canvas ready but still afraid to be painted with colors or maybe dirt.

But how surprising the courage these people keep hold,

Liken to the light in darkness, strength in weakness,

Like the motivation when you're helpless and the happiness in sadness,

Some may find it pointless, to some its useless

But for us people with courage we can see,

How colorful new experiences can be.

[rudejane]

Her name was just a word they heard A word their eyes had seen, Tried to find its meaning, But couldn't fathom deeply So they pretended to understand Forgot her name though they knew it existed But will never resurface their thoughts to be spoken.

[rudejane]

Thinking, asking Who am i in this world? Where real identity and real feelings are strained to be accepted by others.

[alexander]

This is seriously one of the cutest things. So smart

[kageyama-remade-deactivated2017]

@koushls

[rudejane]

will always make my day