jessie

never cared- 4urlly

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Stefan or Damon?

After many years, I pick Damon... Here's why.

When Stefan and Damon were out with Katherine in 1868 or something. Damon was the one being smart, he didn't really mean to sell Katherine out. It's just that he was truly an innocent soul led by a father with hatred in his heart.

Stefan was always emotional... Too impulsive, as to why he went back and ate his father alive. For the betrayal of Katherine, he set out against his own brother only to also hate Katherine in the end- make it make sense.

Then, for hundreds of years- He separated from Damon for God knows why and made sure that he would be hated everywhere. Even mystic falls, Damon is actually a really 'out the way' kind of guy. He watches and only steps in when he, or someone he loves will be hurt.

Damon evolved into what I think is the 'elite' vampire. Not too sweet, not too sour. Stefan was always controlled by his past, always operating from a victim mindset.

When it came to Elena, Stefan was always jealous. Of her life, he showed up to her door after stalking her? 🙏😭 Yeah, overall just a weird and possessive guy!

*Also when you think about it. Why was Stefan in Mystic Falls? BECAUSE KLAUS SENT HIMMM! HE WAS GOING TO SACRIFICE HERRRR. BUT! :0 Damon had arrived FIRST, they met 1st... And so of course, Damon can always tell... If it's Katherine or Elena. Stefan was always pulled between the two. Always making others collateral damage.

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I am a Lord, and that is the Lore.

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i think this generation is conditioned to be horny cause why was "talk dirty to me" by Jason Derulo charting, and other like purely sexual songs from early 2010's? It was like a peak, plus online games which were also provocative at times.. hmm

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It is a lot of pressure. This is what I thought it would be like, more regulated… I make myself, I ought to be. Blue skin, Purple hair… Green eyes. Alien. Only explanation. Some sort of experiment, I cannot describe the volatility of the actions. However, it makes me wonder; was it ever safe? To go out there- When the gravel hits the ground… Can you hear the sound? Do you know how to yell? Can you tell when it’s safe? There is so much darkness- can’t you see it? Everywhere, in pools of magic. Infiltrating and succumbing to the contortionists around it. Wherever you go, there lies a demon. A gargoyle, gigantic and furious. And somehow an entity attaches itself to you. People walk blind in their own wallows, looking for a mate- a partner. How can you be so sure? Of what you saw, who planted that idea into your mind? Are you even sure you know what you saw, who you met… Where you met them?  How you met them? Are you ever really  on turf you recognize? 

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ᵀʰᵘʳˢᵈᵃʸ ¹⁶, ²⁰²⁶ ⁻ ᴵˢ ⁱᵗ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᴶᵘˡʸ?

ᴹᵒʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇʳᵃⁿᶜᵉ⁻ ⁱˢ ⁱᵗ ᵒᵏᵃʸ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ? ᴵˢ ⁱᵗ ᵃˡʳⁱᵍʰᵗ, ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᴸᵉᵗ ˡᵒᵒˢᵉ, ᵃ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵇⁱᵗ? ᶜᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃⁿᵈˡᵉ ⁱᵗ? ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ᵐᵘᶜʰ, ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵘⁿᵈᵉʳˢᵗᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵃᵇʸ, ᴬ ᵇᵘˡˡᵉᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵐʸ ᶜᵃˡˡⁱᵇᵉʳ? ᴳᵒˡˡʸ, ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ᴿᵘⁿ.⁻ ᴮˡᵘᵉ ᵉʸᵉˢ, ᵃⁱⁿ’ᵗ ᵗʰᵉʸ? ᶜᵘʳˡʸ ˡᵒᵒˢᵉ ᶠʳᵉᶜᵏˡᵉˢ? ᴬ ᵐᵒᵛⁱᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳ, ʰⁱᵈᵈᵉⁿ ⁱⁿ ᵃ ᵍʳᵉᵉⁿ⁻ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ. ᴼʰ, ᵐʸ ᴳᵒᵒᵈⁿᵉˢˢ. ᴵˢ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ?

ᵂᵒʷ, ˢᵒ ᵈᵉˡⁱᶜᵃᵗᵉ. ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿⁿᵒᵗ ᵘⁿᵈᵉʳˢᵗᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵘᵗ⁻ ᶜᵘʳʳᵉⁿᵗˡʸ, ᴵ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ. ᴬⁿᵈ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ, ᴸᵃʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵈᵒʷⁿ, ᴵ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˢᵐᵃˡˡ. ᴵ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵖᵉᵗⁱᵗᵉ, ᴵ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉˡʸ, ˡⁱᵏᵉ… ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵏⁱˡˡ ᵐᵉ ⁿᵒʷ ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵒⁿ’ᵗ. ᴵ’ˡˡ ˡⁱᵛᵉ…

ᴿⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ, ᴵ ᵖʳᵃʸ ᵗᵒ ᴳᵒᵈ⁻ ᴼⁿ ᵃ ᵖˡᵃˢᵗⁱᶜ ˢⁱᵍⁿ. ᴿⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ, ⁱᵗ’ˢ ᵇᵃᵈ ᵗᵃᵗᵗᵒᵒˢ ᵒⁿ ˡᵉᵃᵗʰᵉʳ ᵗᵃⁿⁿᵉᵈ ˢᵏⁱⁿ. ᴿⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ, ᴿⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ.

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mfs is secretly usain bolt

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I cannot compromise my goals.

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POEM Highschool walls, what was I like back then? Always, well- you tend to forget, your mind wants to. A collective simulation shared between realms A massive tail of superstition and mixing Other faces and lives you won’t know until you ask People you may or may not remember in the next class That’s Highschool Becoming who you wanna be If by your senior year You aren’t a dropout You’ll probably play football, But if not that, maybe you’ll enter A season of doubt That’s what happened to me A long season of doubt Characterized by infuriating opinions Lengthy conversations I knew nothing about Vigorous talking heads and existential dread I wanted out- so I carved out.  I realized I need to lie, I need to die,  I need to cry- I need to realize. 

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omg

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nobody will ever pour milk into my belly

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life been 2 sexy