A NIGHTMARE, A DREAM.

she talks with wolves without knowing what sort of beasts they are: WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE? they ask. WHERE HAVE I BEEN ALL MY LIFE? she replies. ind. xmcu original character, written by august. est. 2013.

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WHAT’S SYNONYMOUS FOR A STATE OF BEING WHEN YOUR OWN BODY DOESN’T WANT TO BE YOURS ?

––––––––––––––––– independent Gregory House, MD, @needanswers​ !

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DEAD POETS SOCIETY (1989) // SENTENCE STARTERS

feel free to change pronouns / descriptors !

now remember, keep your shoulders back. 

you’ve been away too long.

you have some big shoes to fill, young man.

i’ll do my best, sir.

come on, son. chin up.

i don’t want to go here.

i hear we’re going to be roommates. 

he looks like a stiff.

what’s his specialty? bootlicking? 

that’s not my fault.

he flatters me.

don’t you ever dispute me in public! do you understand? 

you do as i tell you. is that clear?

that’s my boy!

why doesn’t he let you do what you want? 

i wouldn’t lose too much sleep over it. 

i don’t care. i don’t give a damn about any of it. 

come along, pal.

slow down, you horrible phalanx of pubescence.

because, believe it or not, each and every one of us in this room is one day going to stop breathing, turn cold, and die. 

seize the day, make your lives extraordinary.

terrible. awful.

that guy could eat a football.

all the good ones go for jerks, you know that.

did you see her naked?

we’re not laying pipe, we’re talking about poetry.

we shouldn’t be doing this.

this is a battle, a war. and the casualties could be your hearts and souls. 

i have a little secret for ya’. huddle up. huddle up! 

we don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. we read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. and the human race is filled with passion. medicine, law, business, engineering, these are all noble pursuits, and necessary to sustain life. but poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for.

what will your verse be?

funny, i never pegged you as a cynic.

not a cynic, a realist. 

i doubt the present administration would look too favorably upon that.

no shit, sherlock.

i’ll try anything once.

for god’s sake stop chattering and sit down.

cut out the racket in there.

arrrrr, i’m a dead poet.

it was a dark and rainy night, and this old lady, who had a passion for jigsaw puzzles, sat by herself in her house at her table to complete a new jigsaw puzzle. but as she pieced the puzzle together, she realized, to her astonishment, that the image that was formed was her very own room. and the figure in the center of the puzzle, as she completed it, was herself. and with trembling hands, she placed the last four pieces and stared in horror at the face of a demented madman at the window. the last thing that this old lady ever heard was the sound of breaking glass.

i love that story.

come on, you twerp.

are you a man or an amoeba?

for the first time in my whole life i know what i wanna do.

bullshit! nothing’s impossible. 

whose side are you on?

i’m not like you. all right?

i can take care of myself just fine.

to indeed be a god!

you push it, stretch it, it’ll never be enough. you kick at it, beat it, it’ll never cover any of us. from the moment we enter crying to the moment we leave dying, it will just cover your face as you wail and cry and scream. 

today’s my birthday.

go have some whiskey, pal. 

hey, would you not worry about your precious little neck? 

it’s for you. it’s god.

wipe that smirk off your face.

assume the position.

i always thought the idea of educating was to learn to think for yourself. 

that was a pretty lame stunt you pulled today. 

there’s a time for daring and there’s a time for caution, and a wise man understands which is called for. 

don’t you dare talk back to me!

how can you stand it?

i came to apologize for the other night. 

look, i acted like a jerk and i know it. 

you can’t be in here. if they caught you, you’d be in big trouble.

you are so infuriating.

god, i’m so proud of you.

c’mere, you!

wait, wait – what. where are you going?

go on, get some sleep.

i was good. i was really good. 

it’s all right. it’s going to be all right.

oh no! oh, my son! wake up!

calm down, shhh. it’s okay. it’s okay. 

leave him be.

he wouldn’t – he wouldn’t have done it. 

his father killed him. he made him do it.

thank you. thank you so very much. 

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Harry Mckenzie

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The shriek of an animal deboning itself for flight. / The shrill of living close enough to air to vanish. // I remember living inside that sound.

Natalie Wee, from “Sayang,” published in The Margins (via lifeinpoetry)

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‘i didn’t think it’d be a big deal.’

stranger things.

          ( accepting – mutuals / @tenccs )

          in the grand scheme of things, it’s not. if sam knows someone who ought to be here –– well, she’s had others invite people before. maybe it’s his own hesitation that makes this seem strange, out of the blue, but it doesn’t deserve half the trepidation she’s treating it with. she forces the hard lines of her face to soften, though she can’t quite manage a smile. “it’s not. sorry, i didn’t mean to –– sorry.”

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Man of any size lays hands on me, he’s going to bleed out in under a minute.

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i’m not letting you do this alone.

turn.

          ( accepting -- mutuals / @codenamemockingbird )

          there’s something snaking up in her chest, a sense of hopelessness, almost, that very familiar feeling of being trapped, backed into a corner. there’s no we with her and bobbi, and she doesn’t know when she ever stumbled into even the remote possibility of it. i shouldn’t trust you. she doesn’t want to. bobbi might be exactly the type of person she would’ve jumped behind in a minute, once, but she’s also –– she’s also exactly the type of person she knows she should stay very far away from, too. for both of them. a pair of women like them can only lead to trouble, can’t they?

          “there’s nothing ––” her voice tightens, all jagged edges, and she shakes her head, drags a hand through her hair. “i don’t need your help.”

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bright sunlight can also be very sad have you noticed?

Mary Ruefle, from “White Buttons,” published in Poetry (via lifeinpoetry)