omg rek I KNEW you were slowly moving on from george when you first started shitting on him and i'm so proud of you. it's a common phase of this vicious circle (i have felt this way about several online men rip...) and it's sooo liberating once you realize you're finally moving on.
it doesn't help that this fandom is fucking dead and only the same delusional stans are left who keep holding onto nothing 🤭 I truly enjoyed your snarking phase so much but I'm also really happy for you!
ps. I used to be an active golo blog on crit but kept lurking your blog even after I left after gituation lmaoo ✌ rest in glizz
GLIZZ??? Wait, is this who i think this is omg no way!!! 😭😭😭😭 I MISSED YOU! i wish you were still around cus you left me with all the crazies now 😵💫 lol had no idea you were keeping up with me tbh i thought u’d didn’t like me anymore LOL
but omg yeah 😭😭 i knew i was started to move on since at least september of last year. i’ve been trying to actively find a new interest because of how frustrating i found being here was these days, and its funny cus i never thought i’d fully lose interest since i mean, as im sure u know, apart of me genuinely wanted to be with george, but i just feel like i can’t do it anymore. like the constant disappointment and dependency that this fuck ass man will do anything substantial is just too much, and i realized i couldn’t stay like this miserable forever, and so in that time i tried to actively find anything else to cling onto and it didn’t fully stick until recently. apart of me admires the golos nowadays bc they truly live in delusion still finding anything positive about him, i wish i could be like that i wish i didn’t find everything wrong with george, but i cant help it. i cant unsee him for who and what he is.
again like ive said, the chance i’ll *fully upping and dipping are slim, yes i private this blog from time to time but its not really due to me leaving its just cus i like doing that sometimes LOL and ive made some really close friends here that i do truly love, kflan being one of them <3 so its stuff like that that makes me wanna keep up being here, but atp its not bc i just wanna keep up with george anymore. i tried to see if maybe it was just cus i just havent engaged with his content in awhile so i tried turning on his update account’s notifications on and just turned them back off a few days ago after those wedding pics, cus i realized im clinging onto fucking nothing but a man who i’m not even sexually attracted to anymore 💔 and he turned me off all on his own btw...... imagine having negative fucking rizz? ffs.
but yeah, im happy about my disinterest, but also slightly sad abt it. but ik its def for the best in the long term and atp ive just started to embrace it. ilysmm i missed you and endgayme all the time HOPING someone like y’all would come back or make a similar snark-type blog but alas we just got more and more crazies in the process… SIGHSSSS but whatever. its okay. <3
