Just To Feel Alive

Audra. 23 but I look 12. BS Exercise Science. ACSM-CPT. A mixture of running, nature, music, and whatever is on my mind. Insta: @ayarbsfit

[born-to-grow]

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instagram | gulshanlondon

[running-inthefire]

What’s up folks ya girl is alive! Super busy lately. Went on a cross country road trip, started a new job, and have learned how to truly grow. Happy, healthy, and getting closesr to being at peace every day.

[andlifemovesonn]

[kloudzzz]

I’m honestly the most understanding person you could ever meet so if you push me to the point where all I want to do is walk away then you really fucked up

[beduusd]

i always try to be happy and optimistic and worry-free and a success story but my brain just does not allow it. The highs are super high but always followed by the lowest lows. I am not overreacting, this is how I am wired.

maybe that is okay too.

[tessarecovering]

I took Hazel my hedgehog to a pumpkin patch. I think she enjoyed it! Isn’t she a cutie?! 🎃 P.S. You can follow Hazel on Instagram @ heytherehazel

[accessiblecoldtimes]

[id: pictures of a hedgehog perched on top of a pile of small flat pumpkins that are approximately her size]

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I’m trying so hard to be resilient.

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So glad to hear you're doing good, congrats on the kitty~

Thank you :) I hope you are doing well as well!

[running-inthefire]

Things are better, getting there, at least. Thank you, I love you, unconditionally.

I’m glad things are getting better. Everything will come with time, you are strong and can withstand the storm. Much love to you <3

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Update 8/15/19

Haven’t posted anything in a while so why not do an update on my life!

Haven’t been lifting as much but I’m finally getting back to where I enjoy running so that’s really nice. That’s also given me time to do some longboarding too which is amazing and I love itttt

Max and I moved in together!! And we got a couch!! And it’s T-1 week until we can bring our kitten home!!!!

I competed in my first Spartan Race in Asheville, NC in the end of July and placed 20th in the elite women division and somehow qualified for the North American Championships! I absolutely loved it and I’m excited to train for more and actually compete if I qualify for NorAms next year 😉

Aaaaaand I lost my job. Lol. Trying to keep from getting discouraged while I hunt for new and better opportunities. Thankfully you can actually make decent money Ubering so that’s relieved a lot of stress.

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LOTS OF LOVE AUDRA!!!

❤️❤️ same to you!!!

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I’m away from tumblr for like a week or two and come back to the weirdest memes wtf

[running-inthefire]

Screaming. At the top of my lungs. Silence. Remember love. Tearing. My breath feels numb. Tightness. Let go, blossom.

Are things okay??

[fleur-aesthetic]

instagram | ariellevey

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Malfunkt

[running-inthefire]

You are free, darling, love & be love~

This is what I did all weekend. I made a tough decision to do what was best for me and with that I did whatever the hell I wanted to this weekend. Thank you ~ ❤️