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[russianxfemme]

Do I save $500 orrrr spent $180 at the salon on hair color + gloss and only save $300.. or go to sally beauty supply and spend like $40 on dye myself hmm… the thing is I have a LOT of hair and it’s longgg and I don’t want to get dye on my bathroom

Half my hair is grown out dark brown and the other half is old black dye… I loove blue black cool tone hair so much and it looks so hot on me but my friends voted I grow out my dark brown :/ like are yall trynna sabotage

[carmenbelair]

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[pretty-and-paid]

KEEP BUILDING YOUR WORLD UNTIL YOU GET OUT OF THE ONE THAT YOU'RE TRAPPED IN

[scorpionlafemme]

[florial]

[volarei]

[russianxfemme]

Broke alcohol sobriety on day 22 with my sd, had sex on a boat, finally paid overdue bills I was super stressed over thank fuck

God I did not miss the hangovers 🫠 time to sip electrolytes, nap, then get a smoothie & hit the ATM. Maybe a little sushi too. For some reason I really like having a stash of cash savings

Now we reset 🧘‍♀️ … unless I end up on the boat again today then we reset tomorrow 🫠

[martysimone]

Lise Charmel | Éclat Joaillerie

[studywithsmiski]

be proud of all the progress you’ve made, no matter how small

all pictures are from Pinterest

[russianxfemme]

I had my first sober regular date with a guy my age yesterday and it was so nice. Met for ice cream, walked around a park, chatted, a book shop, had a nice kiss in the parking lot.

Maybe there is hope for me to get a regular higher paying job, stay sober, date normally, and move on with my life.

But I want to get a few bills out of the way & save up more just for a little while first..

[mournfulroses]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from his novel titled "White Nights," originally published in 1848

[hearts4percy]

every time you reblog, a colleen hoover book gets burnt to crisp

[kosmogrl]

just because you’re not where you want to be yet doesn’t mean you haven’t come far

[overclassy]

[russianxfemme]

19 days sober 🥳 applying to higher paying jobs in my city and the city I want to move back to.

Want to try some dating just for fun and connect with fellow cinema / videographers..

But the itch to have martinis and sugar daddies is still very much there. Ugh.

[yfffy]