YOU CANNOT HURT ME BITCH I'VE SEEN IT ALL

I AM AN INTERSEX TRANS MAN I WILL EAT RADFEMS AND TME/TMA FOLLOWERS FOR BREAKFAST

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hi, i'm fungus and i'm the co-host of the paradise lost system

uh we're bodily 19 [so in turn so am i? idk] and my pronouns are it/its or vile/viles only, anyone referring to me as he or they or godforbid she will be blocked instantly

i'm a hispanic (colombian) trans male boygirl, and i'm also intersex. i am uhhh questioning if im still aroacespec or just full aroace, we will. get back to that one. we often switch between using me + i and we + us, no we do not have our head straight.

i am a therian ; irish wolfhound and variable bush viper specifically. i don't talk about it much, but during specific moods i will ramble on and on about it.

i am not a doormat. if we're going to be friends, you're going to unfortunately have to reach out first, because i am done giving my all to people who don't respect my being.

we are professionally diagnosed with c-ptsd, rejection sensitive dysphoria and c-bpd. sorry if you can't handle us visibly being mentally ill but them's the breaks. we can't control our symptoms ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

we have some sensitive topics that we avoid talking about for our own sanity, so if anons bring that shit up the inbox will immediately be closed without a second thought (not putting up w being goaded into spiralling once again)

06/10/26 UPDATE: url change. zenlessnova->rustpunx

tags list :

#shrike art - self explanatory

#shrike talks - base talking tag, asks go here too

#shrike reblogs - reblog :]

#shrike journal - journaling pages are posted here when i want to post them

#shrike friends - friend tag :)

#shrike edits - my editing stuff! like moodboards i make for ocs and shit lmao

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cakejumper's gaelic cover of kyoufuu all back my beloved

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occidens by ginkiha my beloved

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anyways who up anxiously eating they feelings

(nervous about my meeting on thursday)

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anyways on that topic. gethsemane being about damocles and his pre-timeskip girlfriend. who is conveniently. named gethsemane

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anyways god i want damocles to kiss a man. [says this while obviously volunteering him

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thinking about damocles again....

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holds out hand

i am listening

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grabs your hand.

what if he had internal homophobia issues pre-timeskip and then is openly gay post-timeskip

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AUH the story would be delicious imagine

different supports of him talking to certain people trying to figure out his feelings and then his A supports being locked behind the post timeskip and after the 5 years he's visibly happier and able to be himself

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YOU GET ME

his a supports not even being a visible option until post timeskip....

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yeeessss

dimitri has this where his a support is locked behind the post timeskip, and specifically after the battle of the eagle and the lion iirc

but for damocles it would just make more sense that post timeskip he's mentally in a better place (despite the, yk, war) and maybe is even inspired to fight for a world that would allow others like him to finally be themselves

byleth obv being supportive and happy for him

aUHHH i just love thinking about it

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YESYESYES

the entire reason he came back after the promise was because he was finally in a place where he didn't constantly feel like he had to be "normal" to be accepted

and he's fighting alongside those at the monastery to see a fódlan where people like him won't have to feel like they have to hide themselves

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thinking about damocles again....

[uncreative-cryptid]

holds out hand

i am listening

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grabs your hand.

what if he had internal homophobia issues pre-timeskip and then is openly gay post-timeskip

[uncreative-cryptid]

AUH the story would be delicious imagine

different supports of him talking to certain people trying to figure out his feelings and then his A supports being locked behind the post timeskip and after the 5 years he's visibly happier and able to be himself

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YOU GET ME

his a supports not even being a visible option until post timeskip....

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thinking about damocles again....

[uncreative-cryptid]

holds out hand

i am listening

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grabs your hand.

what if he had internal homophobia issues pre-timeskip and then is openly gay post-timeskip

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thinking about damocles again....

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GIRL THEY'RE MAKING A FURBY BISHOUJO FIGURE I NEED HER

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stares at the ceiling

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wow. genuine coincidence lmfao

i'm thinking about damocles and i immediately get lost in thoughts all alone (azura's song from fire emblem fates)

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thinking about his favorite tea type + items

favorite tea is pomegranate because like father like son

andddd i think his favorite items would be ancient coins, riding boots and monarch studies books

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i think if damocles was a real character he'd only have s-rank supports with men. fuck your bisexual characters. have a gayboy

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gay boy!!!!!

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stares at you with my autism eyes

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i think if damocles was a real character he'd only have s-rank supports with men. fuck your bisexual characters. have a gayboy

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jaboner

Jaboner,