A chaotic person.

Crazy thoughts, running my mind.

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I hate my family. I hate my home.

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Little by little.

I get zoned out a lot lately, day dreaming at my desk, feeling nothing at all. My memories isn’t getting better. Sounding like an old hag, but really i forget things so easily. Tend to spend the days alone. Walking through the void, hanging out with the cats next door, taking photos of the nature. Listening to songs that made everything turn into a music video. Cool breeze swept over the tops of the trees to make them sway. Every step i take, feels like I’m stepping on water.

Little by little the time ticked pass.. I’m just day dreaming i realised. 

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A random little thought.

When i want to go out, i look through the contact. I thought to myself, “I have no friends to go out with”. So i’d layed back in bed, tuck myself up.

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The Stranger.

You took a piece of me day by day, little by little you got to know me more, i’ve told you what i’ve been through, and also you told me the little things that you do,  you said i made you smile like I’m your family. We both are being a dork to each other. You waiting for me to text you. Together we have the same interest, also the things that are happening around us, but the only difference is the time, being apart but supporting each other mentally, we are always asking each other not to upset by what’s happening now, don’t get frustrated  by those who let you go, learn to let them go. As time passes, you said you were leaving, you kept on saying that, i felt like part of me is gone... you and me just faded apart like this. Now we’ve become back to phase one, being strangers.

I’m still glad to know you even if it has become memory of both of us and maybe someday we will be two people meeting again for the first time again.