You
I never realize that these whole years, I’ve already liked you (Correction : Love you).
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Ive known you long time ago (Around five or six years perhaps?)
It’s so funny if i try to remember our memories
We were so ugly and nerd back then (especially you, no joking)
I can’t remember how can we be that close that time
But all I know, you’re a very kind human in the world.
You never know how good u are in my eyes, don’t you?
So I’ll let you know here (I bet you probably won’t ever read this, #sadgirl)
One of the reasons is, you used to teach me about math and physic patiently since i really bad at numbers (u know, u really good at those subjects!). U must be mad (just didn’t show it, right?) because u had to teach me like bizillion times hihu I am sorry :(
Even though I’m bad at numbers, I liked it when it came to physic or math because i had reason to call you or text you to taught me hehe.
And there are more reasons but I wont write all of them here, to anticipate you will read this someday (aamiin, lol jk).
Long story short, as time flies, we’re not that close anymore.
We went to different school, take different major.
You live your own life, so do I.
Our promises before we off to college seems forgotten. “BFF selamanya?” I asked. “Yes” u answered. Remember?
--- Until I realized that i can’t stop thinking about you, i’ve tried looking for another men, but it always you. It always been you.