Breathe ;;

It's okay if your breath gets short. No one is blaming you. You can make mistakes time from time. .

[rxnhannah]

officerkoenig·:

Will paused for a second, considering Hannah’s confession. His initial instinct was to protect her at all costs and volunteer to go into the basement alone so that she wouldn’t have to think about anything sad. But he knew Hannah better than that. Hannah was very brave. It was one of the things he admired about her. So they would go into the basement together. He would be there to support her in any way she might need though. “If there’s any boogeymen down there I’ll scare them off,” he promised. He knew that it wasn’t boogeymen lurking down there but painful memories of people who were no longer there. “Not that you need it. You can definitely kick butts yourself cause you’re awesome like that. I wouldn’t blame you if you don’t want to go down there though, too many spiders. I’m not a big fan of them myself.” He was giving her the opportunity to back out if she needed to, if it was too painful. “With you at my side though, I think I might be able to handle it.” He was reminding her that as long as they had each other, they could face anything together. All the while he was being silly and attempting to keep the tone light and playful, while he knew the true meaning behind his words would be understood because Hannah was not just brave but also very smart. Will reached for her, giving her hand a comforting and gentle squeeze with his own.

Hannah found Will adorable, he wasn’t like the guys she used to date before she became a wolf but that was because she sought out the bad guys. She wanted to rebel and do things she wasn’t supposed to do and bad guys were good at that stuff. Today she finds it very silly, she was so stupid back then and Will was different, a nice kind of different. Hannah could understand what he was trying to do, the basement was filled with memories, filled with stuff from people that were no longer or people that were wolves at the current moment. Sure it hurt sometimes seeing their stuff but there were a lot of things that were painful. Like the way she left things with her birth family. She hadn’t seen them since she was 16, even if they hadn’t seen her for who she was she missed them but she had accepted her fate. Hannah had learned to live with the pain, so yes going down to the basement could end up being painful but Hannah would do it because she was used to being hurt. The female looked over at Will and smiled squeezing his hand gently back “We will face the boogeymen and the spiders together.” she replied appreciating the offer of getting out of going downstairs. Holding his hand she led the two of them to the door of the basement, opened the door and turned on the light and then walked down.  

[rxnhannah]

officerkoenig·:

Truthfully Will had not put a lot of thought into hobbies. He didn’t know where to begin. He didn’t know poetry like Sam. He definitely didn’t know anything about playing or writing music and he did not have a very pretty singing voice. He considered that it was starting to get cold outside so outdoor activities were not going to be any good. Couldn’t risk anything happening to Hannah. “Let’s try art,” he suggested. “I saw some art supplies in a box in the basement, didn’t look like anyone had been using them anymore.” Perhaps one of Beck’s people had used them at one time and now they weren’t human anymore. He didn’t really want to dwell on that thought. “There are all kinds of painting tutorials online. How hard can it be?” He was definitely going to embarrass himself, but he found that he didn’t really care if he looked silly as long as he was having a good time with Hannah and seeing her smile.

Hannah didn’t mind what they would be doing, she knew sooner or later something would happen and she would shift back to the wolf. She brushed the thought back to her head not wanting to worry or waste her time with Will thinking about it. “We can do art!” she replied with a smile “Right? it shouldn’t be too hard, we can even try following a Bob Ross tutorial” she added taking a another sip of her coffee “Should we go down the basement and check out the art supplies?” she was sure the person that had been using it wouldn’t mind, they weren’t anymore and it was better to not let things go to waste. Hannah stood up “It’s been awhile since I went down the basement” she admitted. 

[rxnhannah]

officerkoenig​:

Will smiled in response. He couldn’t help it. Whenever he was around Hannah he found himself smiling a lot. She made him happy. “You’re probably right,” he admitted, sipping his coffee. “Maybe you can help me find one,” he suggested. “We can try a few out together. That might be fun, right?” He didn’t know if he would like any of the hobbies, but he would have fun spending time with Hannah for sure. He never would forget about the wolves, but when he spent time with her he could put it in the back of his mind for a while, just focusing on enjoying her company and thinking how lucky he was to be in the presence of such an amazing and beautiful girl.

“Sure, I can help you,” she replied and nodded “It could be fun, I mean I am great company so I don’t see why not.” she lightly joked with a laugh and took another sip of her coffee. She wouldn’t mind trying out a few hobbies with him, it was nice spending time with him. He made her forget just for a moment that she was a human that shifted time to time into a wolf. With him she was just Hannah, the complicated situation didn’t exist for a brief moment. She was just a girl hanging with a boy she liked. “Anything you’ve been wanting to try? maybe we can start there?”

[rxnhannah]

thegirlwholovesawolf·:

The rabbit was fully devoured within minutes, only 3 members of the pack getting anything to eat. Soon, they started to run off into the woods again, searching for more prey. But Grace’s eyes lingered back to the house, seeking the scent of familiarity in which her lupine brain could not comprehend. She began wandering toward the edge of the woods, getting lower to the ground as she became closer. She could see a human girl, or more so smell one. Her deep brown eyes searched across the barren yard, then to the girl, then back to the yard. She couldn’t decide what she wanted to do. Her instincts were telling her one thing but something else was telling her another. She stayed still, though, trying to blend into the trees.

Feeling like someone was watching her, Hannah looked around but saw no one. Sighing she pulled her legs close to her chest and rested her head on them as she watched the woods quietly. And then she felt like she saw something, it was not moving but it was there and Hannah knew who it was instantly “Hi, Grace.” she whispered quietly. She wasn’t really scared. 

[rxnhannah]

officerkoenig​:

Will’s Day Off

~~~

Will’s job was his life. He didn’t take days off. He had a passion for his work and truly did enjoy it most days. Being an officer in a small town like Mercy Falls wasn’t always exciting or glamorous. Sometimes his days only consisted of reprimanding some teens for shoplifting a candy bar at the gas station, settling a neighborly dispute about who was playing their music too loud, or telling the local drunk to go home and sleep it off. Other times the job was more stressful than he’d ever imagined, like when he was trying to stop some powerful men from hunting down the wolves in the woods who were not actually wolves. He sometimes feared that if he took a day off, something bad would happen to his werewolf friend and he wouldn’t be there to help. He was the only officer who knew their secret, which was both a privilege and a heavy responsibility. Today he was being forced to take a day off wether he wanted to or not. His superiors had insisted.

He tried to sleep the day away but when that proved impossible, he went out seeking a friend. “I don’t know what to do on my day off today,” he confessed. “I never take days off.”

Hannah poured coffee into two mugs before she moved to the kitchen table and handed one of the cups to Will. She, herself, sat down in front of him with her own cup in her hand. She took a sip before placing the cup on the table and then lifted her leg pulling them to her chest as she spoke “I think what you need is a hobby, and no you can’t say your job is your hobby or that us the wolves are. You need to find something that is just yours” she replied with a small smile “Yeah well you should be taking more days off, you work way too much.”

[rxnhannah]

thegirlwholovesawolf·:

Grace’s pace quickened when she caught the scent of the pack as well. One of the wolves had caught the rabbit between it’s teeth, and growled at anyone who tried to take it. They were all starving, so nobody would share. Especially not something as small as a rabbit. Grace stayed in the outer edge of the circle, other wolves snapping and biting at each other over who would grab a leg or an ear of the rabbit. The wolf who had it stood tall, the hair on it’s neck standing straight, and it’s upper lip curled in a sign of, “this is mine/stay away”. Grace’s stomach churned and growled, empty. She just stood and watched the pack go wild over a small rabbit that was not even a quarter of the amount of food one wolf need to even feel full.

Hannah knew that Grace was long gone into the woods but still she stayed on the porch watching the forest in its winter glory. She wondered how long it would be when she would shift back and what they were doing right now. All she really hoped was that they were safe. And at least they had each other out there while she was now all alone. 

[rxnhannah]

thegirlwholovesawolf·:

Grace just stood there in the woods, her dark brown, human, eyes staring through her wolf skull. Her head turned quickly, looking off behind her into the dead forest. An image of a rabbit had come to her, and she could smell the fear of the animal as it ran from the pack. She turned her head back once more to look at the house, then shifted her weight and loped off, disappearing into the cold.

Hannah watched Grace and then the wolf turned around and disappeared back into the forest. Hannah felt lonely again even though she knew they couldn’t even talk to each other. Hannah swallowed and got layered up before she walked out onto the porch and sat down watching the forest. 

[rxnhannah]

thegirlwholovesawolf·:

Grace was still a wolf with human eyes in her head, running through Boundary Wood with the pack. Hunting, sleeping, surviving. The only things in her thoughts were the images given to her by the others, and the bare necessities of food, water, and shelter.

At that time, she was quite close to the house. Anyone inside would most likely be able to glimpse out and see her light grey coat, speckled with dark grey throughout. The woods were barren and cold, and it was harder to find food this time of year. She could smell life coming from the house, which is what led her to come closer. She stayed within the woods and what little cover they offered, but stared and watched the house to observe any changes that may take place.

There was no voice that called back and Hannah let out a little sigh before she moved around the house. Being inside the warmth she started taking the extra layer off as she wondered around the house, just taken in the scent and the familiarity of the house. She walked from room to room, stretching her body along the way. 

It was quiet and though Hannah usually liked the quiet, she felt lonely. She had often been human on her own but somehow this time it felt different. Passing a room that was open something caught the corner of her eye from the window. Hannah stopped and looked through the window noticing a wolf in the forest. Hannah tilted her head and walked into the room noticing the wolf’s brown eyes, similar to her own “Grace?” she whispered knowing full well she saw he rthrough the window. 

[rxnhannah]

Open;

Four paws hit the snowy ground, a brown eyed wolf running through the white covered forest. There’s nothing particular on the creatures mind, other then finding a prey but its alone and thus difficult to hunt. But smaller preys would do, sniffing the ground the wolf picked up a scent by rabbits near by. Following the scent, the brown eyes notice their prey on a hill but the prey noticed its hunter too and made a run for it. So did the wolf but in a mid jump on the hill something snapped within the wolf and instead of an animal landing on all four feet, a naked human rolled down the hill, in the freezing cold. Hannah let out a gasp like she hadn’t been breathing and it took her a second to register what had happened, the rabbit long gone, she had changed to human in middle of winter? Hannah didn’t know what day or month it was, it had been long since she was human and she wasn’t going to change back. Quickly standing up Hannah noticed their checkpoint cabin and made a run for it. She could feel the wolf fighting inside of her to come back out but Hannah ignored the feeling and made it to the cabin. She started instantly working on getting herself warm while she found herself some proper outdoor clothes so she could walk back home. 

It didn’t take her too long to get to the house, it looked empty and Hannah doubted anyone would be human at this time of the year, it felt strange and she could feel the cold biting at her. Entering the house she looked around, it was quiet but Hannah decided to call out a greeting anyway “Hello? anyone here?” and after a bit she added “it’s me Hannah?” 

Alternate ending for those you want to reply but their characters wouldn’t be in the house of the wolves:  Hannah waited a bit but there was no answer, so she started looking for her phone which still had some charge. It was December. Hannah had been very lucky to change back but now she was worried it wasn’t going to last long. Checking on the food supplies Hannah noticed they were running short so after doubling up on clothes she grabbed the keys to Beck’s vehicle and made her way to the store. After parking the car, Hannah got out and made her way to the store’s entrance and nearly bumped her way into someone on the way in “Sorry,” she spoke, the brown eyes looking up at the human in front of her.   

[ilya-rozanova]

LOVE, ROSIE (2014) | dir. Christian Ditter

[littlehobbit13]

#MOOD

[rxnhannah]

baranova-victor​:

Hunted | Hannah + Victor

baranova-victor

Hannah’s steps remain ahead of me as we run, despite her injury. I notice her cater her weight to the healthy side slightly, unconsciously. But it doesn’t seem to be bothering her too much. The need for warmth, for home, outweighs all other feelings.

My ears roar, the only sound audible my own labored breathing as we run, counting the time between breaths in my mind, trying to ground myself, keep my thoughts focused on something other than the cold seeping through my jacket, through my shoes, chilling me to the bone.

Time seems to move in slow motion as we reach the yard, slowing our pace ever so slightly. I jog ahead of Hannah to find the spare key hidden under a rock at the bottom of the porch, the vacant driveway indicating no one is home.

I fumble with the lock, my fingers feeling swelled and numb from the cold, swearing under my breath as I drop the key – twice – before it finally clicks into place, allowing us inside. 

We waste no time, pushing hastily into the house. I don’t bother taking off my shoes, immediately going to the thermostat to crank the heat, although the house is relatively warm. God knows I would never want to see the heat bill of this fucking place.

Jarred from our run, I rest my head against the wall as I stand. My arms braced on either side of my head, heaving deep breaths as I fight to regain my breath, I try to push away the increasing trembling in my body, the nausea in the pit of my stomach.

Once I gather myself, I stand upright, toeing my shoes off and tossing them onto the mat next to the door with a satisfying clunk. Hannah leans her back against the door, head tilted back, eyes closed, soaking in the heat. I can practically feel the relief radiating off of her. We made it.

“What a rush, right?” I crack a sarcastic smile as she opens her eyes to look at me. I unzip my coat, slowly taking off layers, wanting my own clothing. Something that doesn’t consume my senses with the smells of the woods and the wolf-stenched shed. It only makes it harder to remain human, as if it awakens something inside of me, begging to be released.

The female didn’t care about the pain that ran through her body, the need for warmth, the need to feel like a human was much stronger. Hannah didn’t want to turn into a wolf again, she wanted to be human, feel like a human, be around other humans. the brunette was tired but they were so close, so close to home. Giving up now wasn’t an option. 

Hannah focused on her breathing, in and out, it was unsteady because of all of the running and heavy. she allowed Victor to jog ahead to open the door as she was feeling way too exhausted and shaky to do it herself but it seemed like Victor was just as exhausted as her.

They finally get inside and a rush runs through her body as she quickly closes the door to keep the warmth inside the house while Victor cracked up the heat. She had missed this place, she had missed the warmth, she had missed being home. She was home. They had made it, they survived for another day. steady the breathing, you’re okay, breathe, you’re okay. Steady the breathing and then change into warmer clothes. the thoughts ran through her head as she took one step at a time, with her eyes closed she breathed in and out slowly steadying her breathing as the adrenaline ran high through her body. 

the female opens her hazel eyes and not helping smiling back at the male “Tell me about it, sure got my adrenaline bumping” she admitted as kicked off her shoes and winced when she kicked her hurt leg. She kept forgetting about it but she needed to check on it and clean it properly. Hannah took off the layers of clothes she had wrapped around herself until she was just wearing jeans and a tshirt. 

She made her way to the kitchen and found the kettle, turning on the sink, she filled the kettle with water and then turned it on, thinking some warm tea might help “Do you want anything? I can cook after I have gotten dressed into my own clothes and checked the wound” she spoke as she walked out of the kitchen and into her room, she didn’t bother closing the door, he had already seen her naked before as she went and changed into a oversize sweater and leggins. 

[cinemafannotes]

Lilly

[baranova-victor]

Hunted | Hannah + Victor

[rxnhannah]

baranova-victor

I have no intention of leaving Hannah behind. I don’t dare speak this aloud, though. Instead, I nod in agreement, and open the door, the frosty air immediately biting through my gloves.

Hannah follows closely behind me as I kick the shed door closed with my foot, and we trudge through the frozen leaves, our breaths icy and suspended in the air.

I burrow my hands as deep into my pockets as they will go, shoulders tensed together, every limb retreating into my body, seeking warmth and comfort that isn’t there. When I cast a look to Hannah, her lips are tightly pursed, a look of fierce determination on her face, eyebrows furrowed together and eyes squinted from the cold air.

We break into a run, Hannah half a footstep ahead, my heart thumping wildly in my chest and ears roaring, my feet numb and head swimming with thoughts that are half-wolf, half human. I watch the little pom-poms from Hannah’s hat dangle past her ears, bobbing against her shoulders with each footstep.

Not

much

further

Vic

There is always a certain feeling of danger lingering in Hannah each time she goes outside. Especially when it’s cold. Hannah braces herself as Victor opens the door and the both of them get outside. Her face gets focused and she brings all her attention to the mission on getting home. 

it’s cold when they get outside, the chilly breeze bites her cheeks and she instantly wants to turn around and go back inside the cabin, but as much as that sounds like a safe and warm idea, it isn’t. They walk slowly at first and each second is a nightmare to Hannah but then they break into a run. 

She doesn’t feel any pain in her leg anymore and she assumed it was mostly healed by now. She tried not to overthink, if she would overthink then the wolf inside of her would gain more control and Hannah didn’t want that. She wanted to go home, she wanted the warmth and her bed. 

She glanced at Victor that was right behind her making sure that he was okay, she could almost see the house in the distance and it made her heart beat faster. She ignored the cold as much as she could though the wolf did it’s best to crawl its way out of her skin. 

[octopusmagnificens-deactivated2]

Lily Collins, March 2020.

[regulublack-deactivated20200422]

Happy Birthday, Lily.

You are one of the best people that the world has had the pleasure to meet. I love you a lot. ❤️

[twililycollins]

happy birthday, lily jane collins!

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