Last night turned out to be quite refreshing, a stark contrast to the grave mood that seems to have accompanied this visit. Silvermoon may not have changed…much…but there is no arguing that I have.
I met Ry in the Row last night as per our custom. The job here is nearly done and we will be moving on soon. She spoke of an offer in Stranglethorn. Seems her pathetically lovesick pirate is making yet -another- attempt at getting her in his bed. It’s actually quite sad to watch and I find myself happy I’m not compelled towards any one person in such a way that I would make as much a fool out of myself as he does. Oh well.
Rule Number 46 of Alistaire’s Code: You don’t have to like them. Gold is gold and it weighs a lot heavier than feelings.
We depart in a few days, and maybe that’s a good thing. I have tested my camouflage upon some old acquaintances and nobody has so much as batted an eyelash, but its entirely too easy to get comfortable here among our own kind for once. Goblins are fun for a while, but soon enough they’ve turned into little green piles of annoyance and explosives which makes them especially hard to be rid of. The company is nice, but the truth is I can’t afford it and I know that.
Last night was a risk, throwing myself into the open just to mess with Ry…but she had it coming. She did tell me to relax, after all, and what better way than to make some new friends? True, I probably shouldn’t have abandoned her there with Random Street Loiterer A with the pretty eyes who was clearly sweet on her, but what are friends for? The woman needs to get laid, anyway.
Ultimately, I’m glad I left her when I did. The shadows which are always with me seem stronger here. I can feel them, writhing around me like a thousand tiny snakes though I do not fear their presence any longer. I’ve come to think of them like armor, another weapon in my arsenal. Still, my suddenly acute awareness of them worries me.
Again did sleep elude me for a time though the tingle of Merialeth’s presence has become more of a quiet comfort than anything. It seems I had just closed my eyes when I was so rudely awakened by being thoroughly doused in my best rum. She drained it all, every single bottle wasted on the ground.
I guess Rythlin doesn’t like my friends.
She wouldn’t speak to me afterwards, and probably won’t for a few days. I’ll have to put my hands in a few pockets before we leave to make up for the liquor she destroyed.