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A little method I use when my mind feels messy and I’m stuck looping, especially with manifestation. Or the contrast shower method
What is a contrast shower.
I think many of us have experienced it: the mind keeps going in circles, frustration builds, old beliefs creep back in, and it feels harder to connect with our desires.
When that happens, I do something really simple. It’s not a universal method or something I tested a lot or studied carefully like usual, more of a personal practice, but you can try it if it resonates.
I go into the shower and alternate between cold and warm water. I start with cold for about 30 seconds to 1 minute, then switch to warm (not too hot, just comfortable). I repeat this cycle 3–5 times. Each time I switch, I silently affirm something in my head.
Alternating between hot and cold is the way to go
After this, my mind feels more open to new beliefs and calmer when manifesting. Sometimes I pair it with a breathing exercise, but not always.
The symbolism I use:
- Warm = comfort → the belief I want to accept
- Cold = discomfort → the belief I want to let go of
- In between → powerful affirmations of what I desire
You can switch up the way you like.
It also works well for easing anxiety or strong emotions, while gently reprogramming the mind. Outside of that it has many great benefits for the body and the mind.
Happy manifestation
How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too
I don’t plan on posting anything other than this or starting a blog, so I don’t need anyone to “believe” in me. The only person you should trust is yourself—trust yourself to resonate positively with what you see online and click away if it doesn’t serve you. This is here for you to take from if it resonates. I literally only made this blog to post this here. My hope is that it reaches at least one person who can take something from this and apply it to their shifting journey. If not, and this post ends up here untouched, I’m just glad to finally get everything down in words and off my chest.
Jumping straight to the answer because I’m not going to make anyone sit through a long post for it. The rest, the "advice," is here if you want to read it.
The "method"
I figured out what works specifically for me as an individual instead of following everyone else’s journey. Everyone has their “thing” that makes shifting click, a sweet spot that makes reality shifting possible. For me, it’s a combination of the law of assumption and inducing an altered state of consciousness.
During the day, I spend time affirming—or sometimes just reminding myself or keeping a little note nearby—things like:
I can shift.
I know how to shift.
I could shift tonight.
Shifting is accessible to me.
At night, I watch videos, look at Pinterest boards, or listen to music that reminds me of my DR. This ingrains where I’m going in my brain. Sometimes I do this for fun, and other times I skip it entirely.
When I lay down, I always lie on my back and stay somewhat still because I like the feeling of my body going numb. This isn’t necessary to shift, but I enjoy it—it lets me feel the symptoms of hypnagogia (that in-between state of wakefulness and sleep).
To meditate quickly, I count from 1 to 100 with a few affirmations in between to remind myself of what I’m doing. I do this until my body goes numb, and I start messing up the counting. Usually, the mistakes or random, nonsensical thoughts are my signal to start shifting.
At this point, I begin affirming the things I affirmed during the day:
I could shift right now.
I have the ability to shift.
I have the power to shift at any moment.
While I do this, I focus on the feeling of being in my DR—not my surroundings, not my senses, just the internal feeling of being there.
This is where “brazen impudence” comes in. I hard-force myself to feel like I’m in my DR. It’s not about imagining my surroundings but purely about embodying the feeling of being there.
Hypnagogic imagery and sensations like floating often kick in at this point. These are symptoms of your body falling asleep so your awareness can take shape in that sweet spot for shifting.
I continue this, then stop and start counting from 1 to 100 again, with affirmations like:
I can shift.
I know how to shift.
I could shift right now.
Then I repeat the process: using brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I’m in my DR.
Eventually, I reach that threshold between sleep and wake—a liminal state of pure consciousness. Body asleep, mind awake, I call this the “rabbit hole” which is honstly just a deep state of hypnogogia. It’s a state where anything is possible: lucid dreaming, astral projection, slipping into the void, shifting—anything.
When I’m in this state, I use brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I'm shifting to my DR and don't take no for an answer (I tell myself I'm in Barbados and shut the door in my own face). This can involve affirmations or just talking myself through it, either way I wake myself up there. Occasionally, I simply relax, expect to wake up in my DR, fall asleep, and wake up shifted.
Does all that sound complicated? Let me simplify:
Lay down and get comfortable.
Count from 1 to 100 on a loop with affirmations in between until you mess up the counting, get sleepy, or have your mind wander. Like this:
Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations* Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations*
On a loop until...
Persist in the feel of being in your DR—not focusing on surroundings or senses, just the feeling. Feeling is the secret.
Alternate between steps 2 and 3 until you’re in that relaxed body asleep/mind awake state, OR just straight up hypnogogia tbh. (That is, if you don’t already shift lol)
From there, choose what feels right: shift from a lucid dream, affirm, slip into the void, or just feel yourself in your DR like I do, convince yourself that either you shifted and are there, or are shifting and will end up there.
One thing I’ll tell you now—regardless of your circumstances, how long you’ve been trying, how long it’ll take, who you are, etc—is that you already know how to shift. You, reading this right now. You know how to shift, and there’s nothing you did to learn it. There’s nothing you can do to unlearn it. It’s something that will stay with you until the end of time.
Why do you think people shift randomly without prior knowledge of shifting? Even people who don’t believe in it? It’s because everyone can shift. You can shift.
Right now, stop reading this post and say in your head or out loud, “I already know how to shift.” Or, if that doesn’t feel right, “I already have the ability to shift,” “No matter what, I have the power to shift,” or “My mind knows how to shift no matter what.”
Can you argue that? No, you can’t. And if your mind starts throwing out “buts,” go back and read that again.
Shifting isn’t difficult, and no one struggles to shift. I’m sure you’ve heard it before—that shifting is simple and happens in seconds—because it does. You don’t struggle with shifting. You can shift; everyone has the power to. What you “struggle” with, so to speak, is figuring out what works for you, what your brain likes, how it operates—because everyone is different.
What ended up working for me more than anything was figuring out how I operate and modifying shifting to fit me—not forcing myself to fit shifting.
Will my method work for everyone? I have no idea. Unless you assume it will work for you, this is what works for me. I’m me, and you’re you.
Before you say “Oh, but I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked so far” and expect me to sit here and ask you “but have you really tried everything? <3” , listen to me.
I could shift perfectly well with my own personal method before I started shifting regularly. I knew it worked well for my brain, but the thing that “blocked” me (so to speak) were my assumptions.
When you sit there and say “I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked” that’s your assumption about yourself. You believe that nothing works for you, that you don't know how to shift, that you’re this powerless, lost baby shifter who needs guidance.
There’s nothing wrong with this, it’s not your fault, and theoretically you could shift even with your “blockages” (I really hate that term), as shifting waits for no one.
This is why so many people shift randomly and with poor assumptions without meaning to. But you clicked on this because you want to know how you can shift consistently + on every time, and this is the answer I’m giving you.
You find out what works better for you, be it affirming, visualizing, scripting, shifting awake, shifting asleep, shifting with hypnagogia, shifting with hypnopompic, shifting through lucid dreams, shifting with brazen impudence, through SATs, robotic affirming, through letting go, through putting your DR on a pedestal, through listening to music, through law of assumption alone, and many more.
If that sounds overwhelming, please note that all of these are the same vehicles that get you to your destination. Just in different shapes and colors. Like how some people drive a car, others drive a motorcycle, others walk, others swim. The movement forward is always the same.
What you’re doing, no matter how you’re doing it or in whatever state of consciousness you’re doing it from, will always be:
Assume it's true, feel it, receive it. “Assume and persist,” “ground yourself in the assumption,” you’ve heard it all before.
How to Find What Makes You Shift On Command
You could either test different techniques (affirmations, visualizations, scripting, lucid dreaming, etc.) and see what feels natural to you.
You could (and I love this one because it’s a cheat code) Assume you already know what works, and let the law of assumption guide you. “Manifest it” so to speak.
Pay attention to your life, because you already shift on command, you've been doing it your whole life, but I guarantee you haven't noticed it. Pay attention to you, like how easily you slip into hypnagogia, your dream recall, or how strong your intuition is, maybe you put too much emotion into a scenario you don’t want in your life and it inherently manifests, things like that. Pay attention to the thing that makes you go “huh, that was weird”
“But Clover, I tried everything you mentioned above and still haven’t found my method!”
My darling. Listen up. Come closer—I’m about to let you in on a secret. The way you apply the law of assumption isn’t one-size-fits-all, because assumptions and beliefs are not linear. It's the same every time, yes, it's a law. But just like you, the way you can use it is unique to each person.
Let me tell you how easy it is so you don't think I'm over-complicating it
You could, for instance, believe you’ve got $1000 in your bank account right now and act like it, fully living in the end. Or you could believe you’re going to have $1000 in your account and act like it’s already on its way. Or maybe you believe something’s going to happen that’ll bring you that $1000.
The same applies to shifting. It’s been a game changer for me. I used to struggle so much with things like:
“You’re already in your DR, just act like it.”
“Ignore the 3D.”
“You’ve already shifted.”
Do those methods work? Absolutely, they work beautifully. But like I said, if it doesn’t feel good or true to you, don’t force it.
My dearest, darling reader. If the story you see in your 3D is that you can’t shift, can’t find what makes you shift, are you just going to sit there and accept it? What is more satisfying? Think with me here: accepting that you don’t know how to shift and cannot shift, or persisting that you do know how to shift?
“Clover, but I’ve been trying for 4 years! I’ve tried everything and I still haven’t shifted”
So that's your story? Your story, your assumption is that you’ve been trying for 4 years and haven’t shifted? If you’ve resonated with the phrase above, that’s your story. And there’s nothing wrong with it, but! there will be no magic solution for shifting. Or a magic method. Or a person like me giving you advice, that can make you shift without you changing your assumptions first.
“But I don’t want to reprogram my mind! It doesn’t work for me. I don’t want to do robotic affirming 24/7, I want results now!”
I know, right? It’s annoying having to do these 100-step methods, and drink charged water, and have to beg the universe for your desire, and loop affirmations in your mind that directly contradict what you’re experiencing in the 3D.
“Oh ignore the 3D, the 4D is your only real imagination!” they say, as you sit there, clutching your phone, rocking back and forth in bed, repeating affirmations you don’t resonate with while dreaming of being railed by your S/O.
Believe me, I've been there, wondering what the hell was wrong with me. I asked myself why couldn't these basic steps that worked for everyone else work for me. I blamed myself for not trying hard enough, for being lazy, for inconsistent. When all that time, the answer was me. I needed to manifest/shift in a way that felt good for me.
Just remember, the law of assumption isn't complicated, and the way you apply it is not one-size-fits-all. Reprogramming the mind through continuous repetition and affirmation works, and if that resonates with you or feels effective, you should absolutely go for it.
However, at its core, you don’t inherently need to reprogram your mind. It’s as simple as assuming your mind has already been reprogrammed and watching it unfold before your eyes. You do what feels right to you.
For example, if person A does better with visualization and listening to music, why on earth are they affirming and listening to subliminals?
If person B feels better scripting in a notebook, why the hell are they reprogramming their mind?
If person C feels good reprogramming their mind, why are they taking the simple route?
Funny, isn't it? Which is why if you've read all of this so far, and you have not resonated with it, just click away. Go find another post or advice that feels true to you. The words I'm writing right now are not universal, they're not the absolute truth. That's the beauty of the law of assumption. Whatever you believe to be true, becomes true.
I didn’t feel good with the affirmations “I’m already in my DR” and “I already shifted.” Do they work, are they true? Yup, but I didn’t feel good ignoring the 3D, even when I knew the 4D was the true reality. So I swapped them for affirmations like "I'm shifting to my DR", “I’m going to shift to my DR”, swapping things like “I already shifted” to “I’m shifting” because those are the kinds of affirmations my brain loves.
I've heard a silly bit of misinfo that these affirmations stating future events put you in an infinite loop, and that they don’t make you achieve your desire. That’s not true? At all? Makes me laugh, really. Because here I am, “master shifter” or whatever name people give it in this reality, shifting as much as I want to wherever I want with these types of affirmations.
Yet here I see every day on the internet, people implanting stubborn little rules and regulations to a practice that has been done for ages, a universal law that will work even when you don’t care for it to work.
How I Shifted The First Time
The law of assumption is what made me shift in the end. Initially, I surprised myself at the beginning of my shifting journey because I shifted three months after starting it. I woke up one morning in my DR room, felt it was real, knew it was possible, but accidentally shifted back because it was too good to be true.
What followed was a period of losing my mind; I shift back to my DR for a few seconds (mini-shifts), fully shifted to different rparallel ealities, and filled the hell out of shifting journals with my discoveries as I went along. But I never fully shifted to my DR and stayed there. I wanted to permashift. I was so focused on leaving my CR and going to my DR permanently, frustrated because I knew I could shift, knew how to in theory, but was stuck in this endless loop of assuming I couldn't make myself shift and had to rely on spontaneous shifts.
And then one night it clicked when I was reflecting on the law of assumption and reality shifting. I knew shifting was real. I knew I could shift. Everyone can shift. I had shifted before. I would continue to shift even if I gave up on shifting. I could shift that night if I wanted to. I could shift that night even if I didn't want to. I knew how to shift. And so do you.
These are all assumptions I went to sleep with in mind, laying there, feeling like an idiot as it all clicked for me.
If there was no doubt in my mind that I could shift that night, why wouldn’t I be able to shift?
What followed was an overwhelming sense of peace washing over me. I let go. What more was there to be done? I could shift. There was no crying or screaming that could make me shift more than I could right then.
I laid there and started my process. Just like I mentioned earlier. I began counting from 1 - 100 on a continuous loop. With affirmations that I could shift, I knew how to shift , I could shift that night.
And then I reached hypnagogia, and began inducing the feeling of being in my DR, just like I mentioned earlier. That liminal space rabbit hole shortly followed. I could go anywhere I wanted then. I could lucid dream. I could astral project. I could slip into the void. I could shift, and I did. Just…letting go and inducing the feeling of being in my DR. Not the surroundings, not the 5 senses, no affirmations. Just knowing that I was in my Dr.
It was peaceful.
I was at ease.
And then I was woken up by a violent crack of thunder because my dumbass scripted my DR wakeup scenario to be in the middle of spring, and it was raining -_-
I woke up in my DR, fully grounded, fully there, pinching my skin purple because I couldn't believe I was looking out the window at my DR city.
I wish I could tell you that I remained cool, but I so didn’t. I sat in bed for a good 10 minutes, mouth agape, repeating “oohh fuck it’s real….ohhh my god it’s real…whaaat the hell.”
And then I paced around my room panicking, giggling like an idiot, checking my DR phone because all my friends and DR life was on there as evidence, opening drawers, looking at myself in the mirror, and straight-up freaking out.
What followed after that was incredible, something I lack the words to describe. I spent a few weeks in my DR before shifting back, spending a few weeks here and then shifting back–here, back, here, back and forth, spending more time in my DR then my CR to the point where I consider my DR my true reality, and this one as my “other” reality.
I shifted back here in early December of last year, and I’m here now before I shift back permanently—meaning, I’ll shift there, and then the next time I shift will be to another DR or a waiting room somewhere in the multiverse. I’m taking a "break" so to speak and hanging out here until events I scripted in my DR start to happen, and my life changes (positively, all good things I assure).
I’m not sure if the person or people who find this post will care, but my other reality was originally called my “Witch DR”, where, as the name suggests, I’m a witch :) But not the fun kind, with a broomstick, a cauldron, and a pet cat though 😂The kind where I have to be up early for work in the mornings, can’t keep a cat because the building I live in doesn’t allow it, and have more responsibilities there than I do in this reality.
One thing I didn’t expect about shifting before I lived there the first time is that—it’s life. You will have good days. You will have bad days. You will fuck up. You will laugh so hard that soda comes out of your nose. You will cry more than you ever have. And the people you once saw on a TV screen are very real, and can be very annoying lol. I miss my DR friends dearly right now, but I can’t go poking around the internet for videos and pictures of them because it feels so weird.
Gut feelings are strange. I use them as a compass in both realities whenever I have to manually flap the butterfly’s wings and take a route. I felt compelled to write this post, and I’m not sure why. But if what this post has the power to help one singular person and help them realize their power, I'll be beyond happy.
You wanna share anything embarrassing your freak of a man has done?
I had to explain to him what the Irish potato famine is. He also doesn't like cars or tech cause he's medieval as fuck and he hates having to use em lmao
But in terms of "embarrassment", I think that man has had too much nobility training to actually do a goof 😔
I measured my butt crack three times
And it was longer each time
I'M SPLITTING INTO TWO PEOPLE
You should kiss your clone
I'm still here btw, haven't been run off ;P Just busy w shit n stuff n things <3
2025 shiftblr is so boring!!!
I miss those storytimes from 3am of people who just came back from a shift and were crying while typing.
I miss people being excited about their dr and writing the most embarassing scenarios for everyone to see.
Now all i see is
“You already have your desires”
or long ass fancy paragraphs telling me i’m a god.
“Stop overconsuming information! you already know-“ THEN PLEASE TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE 😭😭😭 (edit: i’m not hating on anyone who makes these posts ofc, I just miss that sparkle shifting content used to have.)
the posts i used to read at the start were so exciting, they made me actually want to go there, to experience things, made me happy for what those people accomplished.
and now i’m here, doomscrolling and with my only sources of motivation being my bestie and tiktoks.
Lowkey sucks, yeah.
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Do you want to enter the void ?
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If yes, you are in the good place.
Hey,I'm here! I'm launching a structured protocol for entering the Void, and you’re invited to join.
It’s 8 days total:
→ 2 days of prep
→ 3 days of active protocol
→ 3 days of pause/integration
The idea? Test a calm, grounded approach to the Void, no pressure and no overthinking, just exploration and guidance.
There will be 3 quick surveys (start, middle, end) to track how people respond and what actually works the best.
What’s inside:
A private group with links + resources
Documents and guidance for each step
A Q&A channel
A general chat to share and to support each other
This is free, open, and made to help you connect more deeply with the Void (or at least get closer to it). You don’t need to be perfect, just curious.
To join, click the Discord link below. Everyone’s welcome.
Découvre la communauté Shifting protocol and test sur Discord - discute avec 12 autres membres et profite du chat vocal et textuel gratuit.
Thanks you very much to everyone that will participate!
as a long insider and member of the dangerous cult who, i am proud to say, is terrorising the beloved platform of tumblr, and as a pr manager (after i manipulated the nation in order to get into a position of power), i feel the urge to make our final statement: a bunch of unemployed 20 years old should really start talking with humans outside of a screen..... and we are all really concerned for of you guys. seriously. our hands are sweating and the hair started losing their curls by the stress. it's obvious that your loneliness (perhaps, envy for not being part of the supreme court) got into your head and your inferiority complex is making you all see patterns that you guys are committing.
i suggest they touch grass. in fact i am begging them .
(saying this here in case i get blocked Ha Ha)
Once again you're just proving the point, that you’re a group of harassers. You weren’t even mentioned, and yet now you’re all teaming up to silence our voices.
We’re a mix of adults and minors. Some of us have jobs, some don’t. Some of us are alone, some are not. Shaming people for being lonely or mentally struggling just makes our point even louder (and is kinda ableist but at this point we're not surprised anymore)
It’s clear to everyone that you take pride in bullying people who dare speak up against your behavior. Also, in case it wasn’t obvious, it’s vacation time in many parts of the world.
Thanks so much for pretending to care about our mental health if you really did, maybe you would’ve acknowledged the impact of your harassment instead of making fun of us for naming it.
You're just confirming everything we’ve been saying.
Believe all victims of abuse, until the abuser is someone you like.
do you know how genuinely it is to call someone an abuser? ONLINE? ngl, delete tumblr. delete ur entire account at this point. like this is sensitivity to an entire level. if ur that afraid of getting on tumblr, delete it.
i want u to think critically for a second. do you know how insane it is to think that ur being bullied and harassed by a 17 year old online? in a niche shifting community? this is so jarring like wallah i have never seen this. grow up 😭
i have seen the "exposing" documents. and in all the ss of liz and whoever being harrased it was mostly them pointing out misinfo about the void state. yes emma's followers can be insane at times but those are the actions of her followers not her. she has made far too many posts stating to stop. at that point it stops becoming her problem. all the part series of this corny ass take down had been.. lackluster.
and bitter.
emma is not racist. if she was i wouldnt defend her like this, im not down to defending random white women online. i know how she is. the people who are defending her on this post can attest to that. we are in a group chat with her, if she was racist it would have shown already. shes always careful and sensitive enough on issues. what her followers do or what others do is not her responsibility.
like atp admit u dont like her. thats fine. and its within ur right. but these "exposing" shit for the sake of dialouge comes across as the most pathetic and unhinged shit ever. ive written better exposing docs on amino in 2020.
Actually, nah I think I won't. In fact I'm gonna debunk your claims right here.
It's funny you believe
1) that age is any kind of excuse. She's "17" supposedly, which is very much old enough to know that attacking people for their beliefs is stupid. We don't know how old she actually is given she's jumped between 15 and 19 multiple times but if you are going to use the defense of age, at least have a solid number. As the post mentioned, some people are minors as well, so where's the sympathy for them?
2) The fact that the shifting community is niche doesn't mean there can't be insane people, as you yourself just stated. So why is it suddenly that this one person who multiple people are now speaking out about can't possibly be one of those crazy harassers after she's getting into a new drama every week?
3) If you want to claim support for mental health and victims of bullying, you would acknowledge that cyberbullying is just as damaging. Especially if there were moles via her friends/followers constantly checking up on the people being targeted and reporting that back to her. That is stalking. That is mental abuse.
4) People are responsible for their Audiences. You see it all the time with YouTubers. Fans go after anyone they don't like because Big Papa got criticized. First example that comes to mind is Dream, because he used the same excuse of "I don't control my fans" after people BEGGED him to do something about his wild fanbase. Of course, there are always going to be strays, but when it's an entire mob always acting out of the name of their idol, that's when it becomes the creators responsibility to say something. It's part of Dream is widely hated. The same tactic is being employed here. If multiple people, including your own moots, are saying "hey your audience scares me", you have an obligation to denounce that, not encourage it by making multiple posts shitting on one of the victims after youve supposedly "apologized".
I don't know anything about her being racist so I'm not going to touch that.
These "exposing shits" are people coming out about constant harassment and attacks and instead of hearing them out, people have gone on to attack them. Who gives AF how good the document is, maybe it was whipped up quickly. Given the time between the initial drama and the first post, I wouldn't be surprised. But to denounce their testimonies based on age, small community size, the internet and lack of responsibility? You don't actually have a rebuttal to the allegations, just excuses as to why we shouldn't consider them.
If you ACTUALLY want to defend Emma, provide evidence to support her instead of attacking her accusers. You're proving their point more.
hi! the feelings of mental health and sympathy stop when the entire 3 part series is people weaponizing mental illness as if every other bitch in this community isnt fucking ill.
sympathy stops when theres reblogs talking about emma being disgusting, a bully, etc, etc. simply because they don't like her energy. they are minors, some are even emma's age, and yet still somehow emma is acting the most mature here. thats when it stops. my point of emma being 17 is that grown ass adults my age are saying they feeling scared and traumatized about coming onto tumblr as if emma is some big bad wolf. you cant handle it? delete tumblr.
its that simple. delete it.
sympathy stops when aka @/realityiswhateveridesire and everyone who hates emma come in a couple of hours after she deactivated (during the time she did delete hrrtshape) commenting on every single post being at the scene of the crime saying emma is lying, emma is this, emma is that and then getting mad and downright nasty when someone simply asks where emma is because they dont like emma. i have ss. i really dont need to lie.
emma has constantly said to her followers to not do shit. she makes post repeatedly shes always apologizing. her making posts to her followers to do not do that is taking accountability. shes stated this repeatedly multiple times. it comes to a point where yall need to accept that people are going to act whether you say something or not. emma has the right to interact with the shifting community. i know yall hate to accept it but if someone does something regardless of someone else saying not to it becomes person B problem. not person A. this is literal basic common sense.
lets keep it a bean. yall don't like emma. its within ur right. if u were upfront about it i would respect it. but ur not, ur all going through these roundabout ways, with allegations that don't even make sense.
do yall know how demented these "proofs" look. "someone has a name so it must be emma!" this account is acting suspicious so it must be emma!"
this a sign for help. and no im not gonna hold your hand. get the fuck off tumblr. ur showing genuine signs of psychosis if u think any suspicious account is emma.
emma is not stalking yall. ngl, who are yall to even stalk. like genuinely. ask urselves this. who are yall to stalk. im waiting! what exactly would you (anyone in general) have that emma would want to stalk.
idk who you are specifically and have no issue until now but since u reblogged this and are harrassing emma to the point shes thinking of deactivating again this will go to anyone.
As someone actually studying psychology and mental health, I can tell you you do not know what psychosis is, for one. If anything, the mob mentality towards the victims is much more akin to group/mass hysteria, hellbent on defense instead of listening to something they don't like. Which ironically, is how this whole thing started.
Firstly, most of them now are defending themselves against the vast waves of backlash for even coming out about their experiences. Emma is barely even their focus anymore. If you're so pressed about people defending themselves, you could do exactly as you recommend and ignore it. Go off Tumblr. Instead you choose to further attack them, further proving their point. I don't see how you can't look at this and go "oh this might be serious" instead of "lying fucking psychosis weirdos".
And yes- she's constantly having to apologize. That's the point. It shouldn't be a recurring issue. An apology without change is not an apology, it's a way of killing the heat.
Who are they to be stalked? Have you ever had a toxic friend who stalked their exes? Stalked ex friends? Checked anyone's profile during an internet argument? Their relationship to her doesn't matter because these things aren't uncommon. I've known a few toxic people who just can't let go of criticism. I remember even when H3r4life was here, after her beef had died down for a month or two, Emma brought it back up. It's not unreasonable if it's already been proving these things stay on her mind.
Keep in mind. This all started because she had a multi paragraph meltdown over someone not sharing her beliefs. No one held a gun to her head and forced her to be nasty. In any of these situations. This isn't harassment of her, this is people speaking their truths and holding her responsible for the damage she caused to them.
I also don't know nor care who you are, but saying we shouldn't care about victims well-being because everyone is mentally ill here? That's like saying "why should we treat your cancer, lots of people have cancer!". It's dismissive, disgusting and very telling of your character. Again. "Believe all victims" until the perpetrator is someone you like. If this was Emma posting the doc, it would immediately be sympathy and warm hugs, but when it's against her, it's not possible to have a lick of truth.
Since you don't actually have any evidence that would support Emma, I won't be responding further to any sticks and strings excuse you throw at me.
as a long insider and member of the dangerous cult who, i am proud to say, is terrorising the beloved platform of tumblr, and as a pr manager (after i manipulated the nation in order to get into a position of power), i feel the urge to make our final statement: a bunch of unemployed 20 years old should really start talking with humans outside of a screen..... and we are all really concerned for of you guys. seriously. our hands are sweating and the hair started losing their curls by the stress. it's obvious that your loneliness (perhaps, envy for not being part of the supreme court) got into your head and your inferiority complex is making you all see patterns that you guys are committing.
i suggest they touch grass. in fact i am begging them .
(saying this here in case i get blocked Ha Ha)
Once again you're just proving the point, that you’re a group of harassers. You weren’t even mentioned, and yet now you’re all teaming up to silence our voices.
We’re a mix of adults and minors. Some of us have jobs, some don’t. Some of us are alone, some are not. Shaming people for being lonely or mentally struggling just makes our point even louder (and is kinda ableist but at this point we're not surprised anymore)
It’s clear to everyone that you take pride in bullying people who dare speak up against your behavior. Also, in case it wasn’t obvious, it’s vacation time in many parts of the world.
Thanks so much for pretending to care about our mental health if you really did, maybe you would’ve acknowledged the impact of your harassment instead of making fun of us for naming it.
You're just confirming everything we’ve been saying.
Believe all victims of abuse, until the abuser is someone you like.
do you know how genuinely it is to call someone an abuser? ONLINE? ngl, delete tumblr. delete ur entire account at this point. like this is sensitivity to an entire level. if ur that afraid of getting on tumblr, delete it.
i want u to think critically for a second. do you know how insane it is to think that ur being bullied and harassed by a 17 year old online? in a niche shifting community? this is so jarring like wallah i have never seen this. grow up 😭
i have seen the "exposing" documents. and in all the ss of liz and whoever being harrased it was mostly them pointing out misinfo about the void state. yes emma's followers can be insane at times but those are the actions of her followers not her. she has made far too many posts stating to stop. at that point it stops becoming her problem. all the part series of this corny ass take down had been.. lackluster.
and bitter.
emma is not racist. if she was i wouldnt defend her like this, im not down to defending random white women online. i know how she is. the people who are defending her on this post can attest to that. we are in a group chat with her, if she was racist it would have shown already. shes always careful and sensitive enough on issues. what her followers do or what others do is not her responsibility.
like atp admit u dont like her. thats fine. and its within ur right. but these "exposing" shit for the sake of dialouge comes across as the most pathetic and unhinged shit ever. ive written better exposing docs on amino in 2020.
Actually, nah I think I won't. In fact I'm gonna debunk your claims right here.
It's funny you believe
1) that age is any kind of excuse. She's "17" supposedly, which is very much old enough to know that attacking people for their beliefs is stupid. We don't know how old she actually is given she's jumped between 15 and 19 multiple times but if you are going to use the defense of age, at least have a solid number. As the post mentioned, some people are minors as well, so where's the sympathy for them?
2) The fact that the shifting community is niche doesn't mean there can't be insane people, as you yourself just stated. So why is it suddenly that this one person who multiple people are now speaking out about can't possibly be one of those crazy harassers after she's getting into a new drama every week?
3) If you want to claim support for mental health and victims of bullying, you would acknowledge that cyberbullying is just as damaging. Especially if there were moles via her friends/followers constantly checking up on the people being targeted and reporting that back to her. That is stalking. That is mental abuse.
4) People are responsible for their Audiences. You see it all the time with YouTubers. Fans go after anyone they don't like because Big Papa got criticized. First example that comes to mind is Dream, because he used the same excuse of "I don't control my fans" after people BEGGED him to do something about his wild fanbase. Of course, there are always going to be strays, but when it's an entire mob always acting out of the name of their idol, that's when it becomes the creators responsibility to say something. It's part of Dream is widely hated. The same tactic is being employed here. If multiple people, including your own moots, are saying "hey your audience scares me", you have an obligation to denounce that, not encourage it by making multiple posts shitting on one of the victims after youve supposedly "apologized".
I don't know anything about her being racist so I'm not going to touch that.
These "exposing shits" are people coming out about constant harassment and attacks and instead of hearing them out, people have gone on to attack them. Who gives AF how good the document is, maybe it was whipped up quickly. Given the time between the initial drama and the first post, I wouldn't be surprised. But to denounce their testimonies based on age, small community size, the internet and lack of responsibility? You don't actually have a rebuttal to the allegations, just excuses as to why we shouldn't consider them.
If you ACTUALLY want to defend Emma, provide evidence to support her instead of attacking her accusers. You're proving their point more.
as a long insider and member of the dangerous cult who, i am proud to say, is terrorising the beloved platform of tumblr, and as a pr manager (after i manipulated the nation in order to get into a position of power), i feel the urge to make our final statement: a bunch of unemployed 20 years old should really start talking with humans outside of a screen..... and we are all really concerned for of you guys. seriously. our hands are sweating and the hair started losing their curls by the stress. it's obvious that your loneliness (perhaps, envy for not being part of the supreme court) got into your head and your inferiority complex is making you all see patterns that you guys are committing.
i suggest they touch grass. in fact i am begging them .
(saying this here in case i get blocked Ha Ha)
Once again you're just proving the point, that you’re a group of harassers. You weren’t even mentioned, and yet now you’re all teaming up to silence our voices.
We’re a mix of adults and minors. Some of us have jobs, some don’t. Some of us are alone, some are not. Shaming people for being lonely or mentally struggling just makes our point even louder (and is kinda ableist but at this point we're not surprised anymore)
It’s clear to everyone that you take pride in bullying people who dare speak up against your behavior. Also, in case it wasn’t obvious, it’s vacation time in many parts of the world.
Thanks so much for pretending to care about our mental health if you really did, maybe you would’ve acknowledged the impact of your harassment instead of making fun of us for naming it.
You're just confirming everything we’ve been saying.
Believe all victims of abuse, until the abuser is someone you like.
part 2: realitycanbewhateveridesire
I am not sure if my testimony will amount to anything, because I am not a perfect victim by any means, if I can call myself one at all. Because of how i reacted to Emma attack and fueled into the "drama circle." I was upset and had difficulty managing the way i reacted to this. Since i'm really sensitive and have anger issue, (which is on me.)
I am sure that many of you who are Emma’s followers know me as a controversial figure.
I have made many mistakes and my behavior was by no means a correct course of action. I would like to publically apologize for it. I sincerely apologize for the cat-spamming. I apologize for the aggressive tone of my criticisms towards Emma. I apologize for my outbursts and any hostility towards Emma’s followers. I would also like to sincerely apologize to intimidaid (cncs) and delaythings for any unjust accusations.
And while the context of it doesn’t absolve me of what I did, I would like to provide it. Some accusations Emma did about me weren't true.
As many of you know, I have mentioned multiple times that the conception of the whole controversy stemmed from me being baselessly accused of enabling abuse. It happened in January, when Emma made a “red flag” post containing a screenshot of another shifter’s post.
Specifically, the portion that contained all the people scripted out of that shifter’s fame dr. That shifter had decided to script out Amber Heard, which was the sole reason Emma had accused the person for enabling abuse. It was nothing regarding rape or domestic abuse itself, as Emma later tried to claim, in what I feel might have been an attempt to make herself look better and make me look worse. I will not lie, I still don’t understand the logic behind the accusation as much as I did not back then. Many shifters in the community script people out of their drs, simply because they find them annoying. I actually defend amber heard in this reality and I agree that she suffered a wave of lynchings, and I support her.
Anyways, I wasn’t sure what to comment. I wanted to point out, that Emma’s post could have potential of causing harassment against the person in the screenshot, as she had not bothered to hide the blog’s url. But I feared since Emma had a large following that me pointing that out, no matter how gently, would lead to misunderstanding and potential harassment of me. Keep in mind, despite months passing…the tumblr staff situation regarding their blatant transphobia and trans mysoginy was fresh in my mind.
(For context: I am referring to mass termination of trans (specifically, transfemme) blogs by the tumblr stuff, for no apparent reason. The mass harassment campaigns and fake callout posts initiated against them. And the most well-known example: a transfemme blog having a the literal CEO of tumblr (Matt Mullenweg) personally join in the harassment, going as far as personally dm’ing people defending that blog, as well as following that trans girl onto another platform to continue harassing her following the termination of her blog. One of the blogs I have known and been friends with have also been terminated, about 2-3 months later. I can only speculate but I feel that the termination was caused by them being non-binary. Anyways, I'm getting off-track…)
Fearing my comment could be misunderstood, I settled for a simple “this is such a non-issue”. And simply for that I was branded an abuse enabler , which had enormous consequences given the size of Emma's community compared to mine. Personally, I find that ridiculous. I had not even stated any opinion that would warrant an accusation of such sort.
(I feel like this post is getting too long, so I’ll try to not get distracted from my point.)
The rest of what happened is history. Throughout what happened over the next few months, Emma had first doubled down on her accusation, then denied it and accused me of lying to harass her. As well as making a variety of claims regarding me, with little to no evidence.
I’ve refuted her claims already, so I am not gonna further go on about that. But I will about the effect it had on myself.
While currently undiagnosed due to lack of financial resources to seek professional help, I am a person struggling from mental health issues. From the age of twelve, I have struggled with depressive thought patterns and self-image issues. While I can say, that as I got older I slowly progressed from the lowest I have been…The controversies regarding me and Emma, and the overwhelming amount of hate (and often times outright harassment) I have received has set me back again in my journey. I did not realize that at the time, just how much it all affected me.
It only became clear to me now, when the outright hostility I’ve been receiving from Emma’s follower base has reached a boiling point. I have developed intense paranoia and fear even months before it came to that. I know that it does not absolve me from my actions, but that paranoia has made me turn onto my own friends and mutuals. It culminated in episodes of outbursts. Me accusing others. That was precisely what happened, in regards to intimidaid and delaythings. The feeling of being watched and seeing so many vague posts about me only made me spiral further into self-destruction and bad behavior, and again, I want to apologize for that. Many others victim admitted to becoming paranoid after being attacked by Emma, her friends and her fans.
Intimidaid made a post reinforcing the (false) narrative of me harassing Emma. But as I said, I will not discuss that. I have talked about that enough. She is the person who attacked me first and from then on the situation only made it worse in the bad direction, whether it was by my behavior, or by the attacks of Emma, her friends and her community.
Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your
What I will say though, is that it hurt me that intimidaid would make a post instead of confronting me personally in the dms. I would have explained and apologized to you, if you had only done that. But instead it was publicized. And for what reason, I ask.
Currently, I am actively fearing for my safety. I do not know, what Emma’s followers are capable of doing. Or even, what Emma is capable of doing herself. I have received hate messages, been called names and insulted, have had a plethora of vagueposts made about me. All of that rooting back to me defending myself against an unjust accusation?
(For example: This person had come into my dms to harass me, screaming, calling me names and throwing accusations at me. I tried to respond calmly and then decided to not engage, considering it futile. And although it is deleted now, the same person tried to use those exact same screenshots of them harassing me as "proof" against me.)
(Further examples. Again, with accus)
I have sincerely hoped, that shiftblr would prove to be a safe space for all. And I did believe that for a long time. But it is obviously not the case.
And also, I am aware that Emma has claimed she apologized to me.
To that, I will have to say yes and no.
When sheezu reached out to me as a messager of Emma, proposing me and her talk discord (with sheezu as a mediator), i expected a genuine conversation, where both sides would bury the hatchet and admit their wrongdoings. This was not that. I have admitted my faults and apologized, but when I expected Emma to do the same? She once again denied what she had done. I have felt hurt and tricked, by the clear double standard of this “mediation” talk.
And at the time I begrudgingly accepted this “apology”, simply because I was tired of all of this. I feel like it doesn’t do me any justice. Even more so, a half-assed one I had to force out of Emma by threatening to leave the conversation. I would also like to point about how her “apology” is structured. How it is essentially a non-apology.
“i’m sorry if i hurt your feelings or you felt like they weren’t acknowledged” is not an apology for any of her actions. It is a way of phrasing, a technique used by manipulators to shift the blame of any of their actions back onto the victim. It's a deflection that moreso says “I'm sorry YOU reacted poorly to my words and actions” rather than “I am sorry my words and actions caused this reaction”.
This pattern of apology is also present in her “apology” directed to zazaiafe2.
Finally in the light of provided evidence and speculation by zazaiafe2, I have to point out the hypocrisy of Emma, who has accused me of being a stalker myself.
It is truly hypocritical of you to do so, while you seem to exhibit such behavior yourself.
I have noticed a pattern of you displaying all of the behaviors you accuse others of doing.
From the aforementioned accusation of me being a stalker to accusing others of attacking you, when you are the instigator.
An example of it here, which the blog owner has agreed for me to share.
Finally, I encourage anyone who has also had bad experiences (like harassment,stalking, attack...) with Emma and her group to speak up.
Thank you very much for taking the time to listen to us.
AYE I THINK I CAN PIECE TOGETHER WHO SENT ME THAT ASK, AS THEY FOLLOWED ME NOT LONG AFTERRRRRR
now that you mentioned it about the whole 'shady things are until much later'... didn't they mention they had to leave the site because they were being danger irl unless i am recalling the whole incident incorrectly?
Personally, I was doing an offline detox during the time hrrtshape deactivated so I don't know what led to it happening. Either way, maybe someone else remembers what happened or perhaps has a ss or link as to the reasoning why
It's not a drama, this is our experience with Emma and her groups
Part 1 : zazaiafe2
Hi, i'm here to share my experience.It took me a long time to decide if I wanted to post this or not, but after talking with multiple victims of Emma (and some other bloggers too), I decided I couldn't stay silent anymore. This isn’t the first time emma has done this. She and her friends created waves of harassment so intense that it seriously hurt the mental health of smaller creators. So this isn’t just an isolated case, it's a pattern. Emma knows exactly how to push pressure on her victims and shift the blame onto them. she’s good at that.
The first thing I wanna talk about is my blog about the void. it blew up a lot, mostly cause Emma reblogged it. but again i just wanna remind people that the void doesn’t have solid or rooted origins. The person who created the void back in 2020 was basically a liar and honestly not a good person. I'll link the post about that here.
DISCLAIMER: before i even start, i just want everyone to know that this post wasn't made with the intentions of starting drama, nor does it
A lot of people asked me to do research, and I did. Even though I already knew a bit about it, I still learned a lot. especially about similar states in other cultures like in hinduism. I'm planning to post something about that soon.
What I meant with the void thing is just that it’s not 100% foolproof. like it doesn’t always work the same way for everyone. From what I see it’s something that can be gradual. it builds up over time. but there's usually one thing that makes it void and it’s ego dissolution. ego death sometimes. When I said inner resistance, I mostly meant the conflict between what the consciousness wants and what the ego wants. that fight inside.I also wanted to talk about how the void experience can be really diverse. It doesn't always carry the same spiritual weight or outcome for everyone. The void isn’t only about shifting or manifesting either, to me it’s before anything else a deeply healing and grounding place.
When I said people have different ways of integrating affirmations and that beliefs aren’t really a “choice,” I wasn't trying to be controversial. I just meant that it’s been shown many times that how someone builds or installs an assumption or belief varies a lot from one person to another.I never said that being neurodivergent means you manifest less or can’t shift. The post made it sound like I said that and it really hurt, because I actually talk a lot about how amazing and inspiring it is that so many neurodivergent and traumatized people shift, even on command sometimes. it was never about “neurodivergence = failure” or anything like that.
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This is literally my survey on the cognitive profiles of people who shift on command. I never implied that neurodivergent people had more difficulty, just that it was often different.
I myself deal with chronic anxiety, I'm autistic, and I have OCD. and I've still shifted. That's not the problem here at all.What I meant is just that we all need a personalized approach. The whole “one shoe fits all” method is really dogmatic and can actually hurt people more than help them. Not everyone processes or integrates beliefs the same way and that’s ok. I never saw myself as some new age Jesus either. Honestly, I'm very critical of the new age movement. it’s not a current i align with especially bc of all the cultural appropriation. you’re free to believe in it ofc, but it’s not really something i vibe with personally.Now if we go back to the definition of an assumption, yes, an assumption is something you believe to be true. I don't have much to add on that part but the keyword really is “believe.” assumptions need faith. faith in yourself, faith in your beliefs. Neville, Florence, and a lot of others have said that.Overall I think the biggest issue here was a mix of miscommunication and people twisting my words. I actually really enjoy debating. me and emma even debated on our first interaction
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and it went okay. We didn't agree on everything, but we also had mutual respect and I clearly said she was free to believe what she wanted.
If I talk about the law of assumption on my blog even if i don’t really believe in it it’s because I still see it as a really powerful tool. and i want to help all kind of people even the one who believe in loa or the void. But like… it’s still my blog. so when people ask me things I'm gonna answer with my own opinion. just like emma does on hers. There's nothing wrong with that.I hope this part is clear now. I'm not here to fight. I just wanted to explain my post better and the intention behind it.
Also I just struggle with the idea of “misinformation” when it comes to something as spiritual and personal as shifting. cause misinformation means we know what shifting actually is. and the truth is we don’t. not as a community. We're still all guessing and building theories. Maybe it will change later with new trends and stuff. but for now we gotta admit a lot of things are based on belief. and sometimes even dogma. I just wish we could be a little more open minded. try to hear other povs too when possible. Also even if you want to correct what you perceive as misinformation (which I did once about the subconscious.) You don't need to take one specific creators for an example or to reblog, You can just speak your truth kindly without targeting anyone on your Tumblr account.
Since the moment emma reblogged my post everything went downhill. like i’m a really sensitive person so i didn’t even understand why she reblogged it. It made me feel super humiliated like I had done something really awful. mostly cause emma use a very harsh and cold tone. a lot of ppl told me “it wasn’t about you” but like… I'm the one who wrote these words. I typed them. if it’s about “correcting misinformation” it still mean that someone human wrote it right ? like i’m here. i exist. I'm not an abstract concept.
At first i tried to focus on the nice comments and messages. but quickly i got tons of super mean and hateful reblogs and i’ll show some of them. i just wanna say this… it’s 100% possible to have a debate:
Things I received in comments or reblogs https://www.tumblr.com/salemlunaa/789449245755408384/is-it-guaranteed-that-once-im-in-void-and-i?so
Open this with Google doc, if you open on google everything will appear blurry, this isn't even everything I received
1) Without insulting
2) Without belittling
3) Without being cruel or attacking the person
If you attacked me personally. if you said i was saying bs. if you told me i was dumb or that i needed to educate myself. If you sent me mean or hostile ask… Then sorry but that’s not “correction” anymore. It's harassment. and it hurts.I get that people l might not agree with me. like i know my take is not exactly aligned with the mainstream discourse so yeah obviously some people l won’t agree. but even if you think a post is “problematic” just... Take a moment to read it fully ? Try to understand ? Don’t jump to wild conclusions about what someone meant. I saw people saying that i basically said ppl can’t manifest or shift in the void ?? When all i said was that i don’t think it’s 100% foolproof. Like maybe it’s 90%. maybe 80%. That’s not an attack.
A lot of her friends and fans reblogged and said “she’s telling the truth” or “clock it Emma” and then twisted my words or called me dumb. That's something i really really hate. i know not everyone will read everything I write. I don't expect that anymore.
But personally emma’s reblog triggered a full anxiety attack. I cried for like an hour non-stop. and yeah you can say i’m sensitive. i am. and i’m not ashamed of it. I was bullied badly when I was younger and stuff like this... it triggers me easily. especially when it’s followed by waves of hate. and Emma did nothing to calm it down. actually she kinda made it worse with the way she behaved
The day after that I wanted to make a clarifying post. I still wasn’t even sure if it was all coming from her or from others. But after i posted it I thought maybe things would calm down. Instead emma reblogged it again in a “you’re wrong and I'm right, period” kinda way. she ignored everything I said about how her words affected me. I didn't talk about the hate I got. nothing about her tone. she just redirected and deflected and acted like she had no part in what happened. But her tone wasn’t just harsh. it was completely disproportionate. and hurtful.
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Anyway emma made another post about me this time to apologize and even if i felt like it was kinda back handed I accepted it and unblocked her. i tried to send a message in dm after that but i got scared and blocked her again... then later i sent a second one. she didn’t reply for hours even though she was clearly active like reblogging and posting and stuff. so i just assumed she didn’t really want to talk in dm or maybe she was busy and since i was kinda scared she’ll make another blog or ask about me i just deleted. I'm assuming she didn't saw but since she was active, rebloging and answering others person I'm not sure about it.
The first message didn't stayed long the second one stayed for 4-5hours if I remember correctly, yeah I know the message are similar,I didn't know what to say and I didn't know if she had seen the first message.
her "apology"
But even with the apology Emma didn’t do anything to stop the asks or messages from her followers who kept flooding my posts and inbox. The only reason it kinda calmed down is just time. and even today when i’m writing this, sunday july 20th, i’m still getting some stuff.you gotta understand that with her platform vs mine it’s really not the same weight like at all. it’s two different levels. I'm not in a position of power in this situation. It took me a lot of courage to write all this because I was super scared and i still am. scared of possible backlash or people twisting my words again
They made me look like an aggressor or like a toxic person when in reality I just shared an opinion. Yeah, it was strong maybe but still respectful. I didn't insult anyone. I didn't attack anyone personally. I didn't try to put anyone down In total, Emma made like 6 clear posts about me. first was her reblog on my post about loa (that one was respectful tbh no problem with debating even if i didn’t like how it was like pushed as some universal truth) but the 3 others were really condescending and mocking and caused a whole wave of hate and disrespect and just people being mean plus one vagueposting post that i know wasn’t fully neutral even if i won’t take it personally i know i was partially aimed at. so in total 9 posts and none of them were started by me. The first time Emma reblogged me. the other times too or she answered ask . and even the apology post happened when she was blocked. I don't like drama at all. Not even sure it was only 9 post ngl.
The vague post that ig was about me
Answering an ask about me
I know this will probably upset a lot of people and I'm not even doing this out of kindness or anything. For three whole days I had this awful knot in my stomach just opening tumblr so I ended up blocking most people who reblogged Emma's post or the comments under. some of yall asked why you were blocked just for a “simple disagreement” but like.
Either you called me stupid or said i was talking bullshit. Or you reblogged her post. Or I was just really really scared of this whole harassment wave. in any case if you want me to unblock you just ask me here i don’t mind.
Now i wanna talk more specifically.Some ppl defended what she did 100% like sheezu or gothcowgrl most of these people are Emma's friends which make me things they all purposely targettes me. Others were more open to actual talk and i really appreciated that.
Now I'm gonna talk about the suspicions I have about stalking from Emma or her group.
The first thing is this account. it's super suspicious and they also commented kinda aggressively on my post wishing i’d never manifest. When I looked a bit closer I saw that there was a lot of liz’s stuff reposted there. liz is a tumblr creator who was basically pushed off the platform and literally harassed by Emma and her group. stalked relentlessly. she doesn't really wanna be part of this anymore but like here’s some screenshots
The tumblr account did the same thing with Liz which I'll explain to you after basically reposting things about her in a weird way .
All the screenshots on the weird account that stalked Liz and reposted weird stuff about me. I think it was a little bit before she desactiv
Liz's testimony
I blocked this account but honestly i have strong suspicions it's either emma or someone close to her.
The same day someone else just shows up and keeps asking to join my protocol group (I'm not 100% sure abt this person tbh that part is more speculative thank you, maybe it was just a person totally eager to join it but the way they spoke to me made me suspicious). I told them no, but they kept pushing and asking again and again. the acc was super empty like no info no posts, same for insta. it just felt weird idk. i’ll let you be the judge of that.
The number 1 weird account that asked me about the group I’m honestly not as suspicious as the others but I remain on my guard.
Then the day after that again someone started reblogging my masterlist and it immediately felt weird cause like nobody ever reblogs it usually, so I thought okay maybe they just wanna keep track of my blog or something but still it felt off.
Later I was making a new post and saw that same blog reposting my stuff again. So i go check the acc and like i barely do reblog chains or anything like that i only have 2 mutuals cause i like my page clean and ordered.
So yeah i get surprised cause that blog had lots of reblogs but mostly from sheezu and emmanation only. So I block right away and keep doing my stuff. then boom another acc shows up with a lil more effort put into it and it starts reblogging my things again but same order same vibe like copy paste and also filled with reblogs of sheezu and emanation just like before like exactly like what happened with liz, so again i block and it calms down a bit but i was scared honestly. I really feel like it’s emma or someone from her group cause that exact thing happened to Liz too and to others apparently. I don't know why they are doing it, it's just creepy. they’ll say i got no proof but the patterns are too disturbing. and it gets worse. my friend actually dm’d the first acc and told them “emma i know it’s you stop stalking and reblogging immediately” or something along those lines and like right after that the acc got deleted which is like super sus.
Proof about the similarities and things that weirded me out (also there is a video of that if you want I can update with it)
I really didn’t want it to go this far. I'm just writing all of this cause I know other people got hurt by her too and I feel like it might happen again. Like that kind of stalking and harassment can really push someone to a breaking point especially if tumblr is like their only safe space.
Liz was so scared she deleted everything cause they even found her insta and followed her on twitter too,i’m scared and i just want other victims to be able to talk and find peace too, Emma and her friends apparently also got racist to Liz, I just wanna say this before anything else bc i feel like i have to protect myself emotionally now,there’s a big chance emma or ppl close to her are gonna use some classic manipulation stuff like darvo (deny attack reverse victim and offender) you know like suddenly i’m the big bad person now even tho i literally said nothing mean nothing harsh nothing insulting and just shared a thought respectfully (even if yeah strongly worded maybe)i just want ppl to be aware of the pattern bc it already happened to others too (not just me) and I really think she might use strategies like:
- saying that she’s the one being harassed and that we're all lying
-pretending she was just “correcting misinformation” and that i “overreacted”
- twisting the story so it looks like i attacked her first
- acting like i’m dangerous or manipulative just for blocking or expressing how scared i was
None of that is true. I was just overwhelmed and hurt and tried to clarify my side. I never insulted anyone. I never encouraged hate. I didn't start this.I just want peace now but i rlly think ppl should know these tactics exist so you don't get tricked. Sometimes people with more followers and more "reputation" can twist a narrative so fast and make the victim look like the aggressor. pls just keep that in mind if things start shifting in weird ways.I'm not trying to start anything, I'm just scared and tired and I want to protect my space and my truth.I’m pretty sure there are other victims. Please don't be afraid to speak up and spread awareness. This is only part 1 with me There will be other testimonies and this account was created just for that, I also hope that we can hear your experiences and open a community open to talking about harassment on shiftbrl.
No victim was perfect and I wasn't either I know that.
Thanks you for listening to me. And hope you'll be able to listen to the others
The random age changes, even if it were attempting to manifest, we're happening at times really convenient for them
The whole thing to me just reads as a big red flag. It could just be little nothings but perhaps I'm downplaying it. I have a habit of not realizing how shady things are until much later 💀 As I mentioned, your age doesn't make you impervious to criticism. It's even less of a defense when it's constantly changing and in reality, we don't actually know your age.
didn't they previously have a birthday where they were strictly 17? where are all these new numbers coming from? almost like it's being used as an excuse.....
That's exactly what I thought, and I know when they said "no I'm 15 I'm turning 16 in a week", someone asked "wait didn't you say you were 19 before???" I thought they were 17, so I looked through their blog, and sure enough they had listed different ages at diff times. I thought, maybe theyre trying to manifest their age? But if that's the case, they can shift/manifest on command, so why wouldn't they immediately just jump to a reality where they are that age???? I brushed it off as weird at the time and now I'm just like that's really odd????????????? What's the point???????? Idk it doesn't really matter that much in the grand scheme of things but it's still confusing
You're a grown 22 year old person attacking an 18 year old, grow up!
Oh she's 18 now? I thought she was 16. And then 17. And then 15 going on 16. And then 19.
Also, age is not excuse for harassment. No one held a gun to her head and told her to go off on someone sharing their viewpoint.
I don't think you understand the difference between attacking and criticism. Saying "hey bullying someone who did nothing to you." Is holding someone accountable for their actions. "You don't deserve to manifest anything because you have a different opinion" is harassment. If you're going to criticize me, do it correctly, please.