Heart Pumping Hard From Stress, Feeling The Rush As Your Veins Start to Bulge, & Your Breathing Gets Heavier...
It’s been a long 6 months of constant work and playing catch up In life, making it time to get more serious in life climbing up the status level.
My heart… starting to feel the weight, The Stress entering my Veins filling my arteries with adrenaline. As the veins around my heart start BULGING, and getting wider for more blood to enter my chambers as my valves begin to open and close more quicker than usual… My poor pump is feeling the STRAIN on playing the catch up in life, leading to where now it is starting tax my heart. The STRESS is no longer fading away, even with One or Two days to relax. It is now a permanent weight that my heart is now starting to feel even when I think I have winded down.
Maybe my pump is starting to feel a little more exhausted, therefore explains to why I am now having sudden moments of my heart having times where I suddenly feel a skip or double beat, even triple PVC’s from time to time when sitting down, relaxing, or while at work, or more work at home behind my desktop with long hours mentally challenged to not quit my goals.
It could happen anywhere, anytime where my heart will flutter, stumble, and pause, or feel it very jumpy causing those mini rushes making me feel the need to gasp and take a deep breath to catch my rhythm again as I place my hand on my chest feeling how hard those beats inside my chest slam against my fingertips/palm of my hand. For a fact I know if someone had laid their hand on my chest it surely would be visible making it where both of us can see how my heart is causing visible palpitation on my chest…
However. The bills, don’t stop coming. The future of my life must go on in order to succeed and achieve freedom. As I continue, every beat, every road block, every stressful moment my heart takes in.. the Rhythm starts to stumble more and more…
95BPM: Lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub…
Sudden palpitations:
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And the problems that needs to be solved in my life in order to progress… my poor pump is taking all the blows as its pumping keeping me alive to continue. The veins in my body feeling the rush of the hecktic moments. Remembering that things need to be done at a certain time, taking care of my loved ones and doing everything to make sure things are normal and up to date. It’s only a matter of time until my heart starts to feel a weight of so much burden.
The coffee and energy drinks, having some green and vape at night to wind down, and perhaps cracking a cold one now and then feeling how my heart beats with all that in my system, causing a rush of euphoria in my pump. Palpitations.. visible suddenly HARD THUMPS from the effect, my HEART RACING intensely knowing those are not good for the heart, but feel the need to take them in order to continue pushing through the day…. The greasy food I love to enjoy, the sugary yummy drinks I also love… I know it’s not good, it’s unintentional that I developed a weight than Normally then what I had before, and these are no longer good habits, knowing they are not good for my heart and rhythm, eventually experiencing a hour later or in the moment feeling the heavy carbs entering my arteries and my belly, making it harder to breathe.. no time to work out.. my veins.. my heart.. needing to pump harder.. the veins around my heart.. BULDGING as my BELLY gets bigger, and I know… having a belly is not good for my health I am aware. But unable to withstand how my heart is reacting to all the pressure… all the stress… all the hard work, and no break… is certainly… giving my heart rythm the funky BEATS that can be felt to day to day, reminding me I need to take it easy on myself, and care for my poor pump that is now constantly feeling the PVCS and flutters from time to time especially when bending down.. squatting… out of breath…
lubDUBDUBA… LUBA DUBADUB DUDU dubalubdub lubdub lub dub lub.. DUBA LUBA… lub dub lub dub…
if a Doctor gave me a quick check to how my heart is beating in the moment after these long hours and constant work… oh hell for sure they are in one heck of a surprised when they get to listen on how my pump is sounding, and hanging on after a busy lifestyle awith burdens...
~Lub Dub duba dub DUBAH LUB DUBA DUBA DUBAH.….