the only ryusaito blog on this website

aitsf spoilers - panta felis, use whatever pronouns are funniest NSFW twitter account is @ryusaidate, bluesky i use for complaining about the fact i can't post NSFW is also @ryusaidate

[ryusaidate]

hi, and welcome to my blog!

you can call me panta or felis (pronounced like 'felis' catus) and i make yaoi. i call it yaoi because it's the funniest word for it. sorry.

this is not a place of honor, what is here is dangerous and repulsive to us, this place is best left shunned and uninhabited, etc. etc.

the entire blog from top to bottom is spoilers for the entirety of AI: The Somnium Files. there are occasional spoilers regarding Nirvana Initiative, all posts including them will be tagged "#aini spoilers"

overall content warning for abusive/toxic relationships (romantic & parental) and mental health issues, but there'll be a lot of other dark topics so please don't hesitate to tell me if you need anything tagged!

talk to me! asks, submissions, private messages, i'd love to hear from you! questions, comments, concerns, anything about my post annihilation saito/ryuki au, compliments, hatemail, telling me about new ryusaito content, (if it's on ao3 i promise i've already seen it but anything else is worth sending just in case!) sending "fill this out with your favourite character/ship" memes, media recommendations based on my horrible taste in ships, prompts, requests... whatever!

faq is here, navigational post with tags is here (i know the theme is scuffed, i made it by blindly swinging a hatchet into the html until it started looking passable, but if anything makes the blog genuinely unusable for you let me know and i'll try my best to fix it!)

[ryusaidate]

[segamascott]

[nongunktional]

i really hate the way the "boobs vs butt" thing got broken down into this implicit idea that butt is the nobler stance. it's really stupid. personally im a woman guy. [realizes how that sounds] [purses my lips in thought] [nods confidently] im a woman guy

[theredjenny]

Threesome between you, me, and who I used to be

[ryusaidate]

happie birthday...!!! please tell me about eito aotsuki. any strange evil thoughts about him that you cant share elsewhere. alternatively just whoever is your favorite thlldacharacter. cery sleepy while sending this sorry

it's fine i've hundred line posted on here before (hold on did i put the companion redraw here or just the goldfish picture... :V). that's good trivia though

unfourtunately i have got no secret evil thoughts. i feel pretty comfortable posting whatever the fuck about hundred line because it's got a very high "media cooties" bar, thirty different routes all directed by different people some of which are dogshit, and also it's the danganronpa guy. effuses most "i pretend that part doesn't exist :). it was a translation error. the blue guy is manaka" IME

i can shoot you my posts about multiple and second scenario if/when you've finished them....... i've really gotta play more at some point. i'd do it right now but 6 hours are going to disappear if i do that

[ryusaidate]

thought about it again in the kitchen (second scenario spoilers)

bust out laughing because i thought about how "guy designed in a lab to save humanity who just absolutely fucking hates every single other person alive" is one of the funniest character concepts ever created, also, Like Oh My God. imagine being the most tortured child alive and coping with it through believing you are god's chosen soldier and all this suffering has a purpose, and then you find out that's true but in an entirely different way, and the suffering you've been experiencing was a total oversight. they didn't even know. did not give a single shit about you. God is real and wanted you to die in a war and also did not care enough to save you from what was provably 100% pointless trauma and torture. it's so good.

thinking about how the one person most on-board and most willing to fight is the one person who was not designed in a lab to do that. thinking about nozomi spending her birthday eating cake in front of a photo of her dead mom trying to come up with reasons not to kill herself. thinking about nozomi. thinking about nozomi.

[rickyapologist]

pornhub.com/roommates in pajamas

pornhub.com/bunk beds

pornhub.com/jealous suicide baiter

pornhub dot com/homoerotic homophobia

pornhub.com/fatal gunplay incident

[rickyapologist]

pornhub.com/roommates in pajamas

pornhub.com/bunk beds

pornhub.com/jealous suicide baiter

pornhub dot com/homoerotic homophobia

pornhub.com/fatal gunplay incident

[ryusaidate]

“House of leaves slashfic” is just house of leaves

you rushed over here to send this before i could put the post on tumblr. i'm posting this first so everyone knows that

[ryusaidate]

okay now that i've actually posted the context: house of leaves is house of leaves fanfiction obviously but what do you contend is the homoerotic relationship happening in house of leaves textually

[ryusaidate]

[ryusaidate]

“House of leaves slashfic” is just house of leaves

you rushed over here to send this before i could put the post on tumblr. i'm posting this first so everyone knows that

[ryusaidate]

[ryusaidate]

[ryusaidate]

[khadajade]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but there is always a way to turn your fav character into a more disgusting immoral predatory version of themselves <3 never give up

[ryusaidate]

thank you for the birthday wishes and posts and five (5) us american dollars. today was pretty good which sucks because i love moping about how aggrieved i am to be so tortured on my birthday of all days

[ryusaidate]

As resoroutes #1 hater I genuinely cannot think of a complaint for 3 months later, its a nice lil bow on top of the route. Wtf r ppl complaining about?

because people hate wome- (LOUD COUGHING) sorry eyeball stuck in my throat. it's bad because it should have been mizuki route instead and in This Canon Timeline Experienced By The Characters The Only One That Mattered date neglected mizuki and he shouldn't do that because i like him. and he should have had a custom model for the ten minute scene. and he shouldn't be dating hitomi because that's messy and painful due to the nature of date's identity, and the game is clearly saying that it's good and normal and there's no problems with it because they put it in the epilogue for the Canon Ending.