you can find my f/o list and a more in-depth about here.
you can find my byf here, which is largely just for additional information! (obviously i can't stop you from interacting or following, but please know a block is nothing personal!)
warning that you may find adult content or dark content on here. i will tag everything of that sort for the sake of followers of course, but if it makes you uncomfortable please do not follow and/or you can go ahead and block me! it's okay, i understand! i've been through a lot of traumatic things myself, and everyone heals differently. do what is safest for you.
i will make a page for more information about my s/is in the future, and this post will be edited then.
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ultimately i want this to be a place for me to relax, enjoy my f/os, and have fun with others. which means that the content of this blog is largely my own interest and may be quite self-indulgent!
i reblog ask games multiple times, and i'm always accepting asks from them, just maaaaybe specify which game your asks are for? i promise, i want you to ask me about my f/os! just specify which f/o it's for!
i hope you all have a great day! thank you for reading!
[LIMITED TIME QUEST] Accept a MESSAGE from your F/O
F/O:
[ID: A black and white drawing of a smiling person holding up a large heart with the words "please take care of yourself i love you so much and i don't want anything bad to happen to you" in the center of the heart. /End ID]
non-corruption arc version of my s/i with dottore i think would go rather differently. the suspicion and distrust lasts much longer. he's still trying to draw out a darker side of her, yes, but he's also fully aware she's actively fighting the fatui. so why not send agents to make sure she knows he's still interested? purely academic, of course. leave behind a note or two so she knows he sent them. little things.
eventually it clicks for her that this is his idea of flirting and she just kinda starts feeling bad. like. mans really gets to the "oh no i like someone" stage and never gets past the initial panic, huh.
of course that isn't exactly the case, and she's fully aware he isn't the safest person to be with. literally his track record is plastered all over sumeru. i'm not sure if/how they'll make him playable or defect from the fatui, but it's kinda funny to think that just. this random chick with a psych degree manages to talk him into maybe not doing war crimes as much and he listens because he thinks she's cute.
i imagine he'd still call her "miss imunlaukr" though, if just bc he knows it gets a reaction out of her.
2nd Feb - đ"Small displays of affection": How do you and your F/O show each other small affirmations of affection? Do you touch hands, bump your head against their shoulder, make a soft little 'a' noise at them occasionally? đ
âEl! Elllllll!â
The summoner looked up in confusion, just in time to be tackled by someone roughly her own height. She managed to catch herself, stumbling backwards as her arms wrapped around her assailant in turn. Almost immediately said assailant began to purr, bunting their head against Elâs chin.Â
âGood morning, Nowi,â El said with a smile, gently patting Nowiâs head. âIâd ask whatâs gotten you so energetic, but youâre always quite excitableâŠâ
Nowi laughed, her arms still tightly around the summoner. âIâm super happy to see you, for one!âÂ
It wasnât as if theyâd been apart for long. Sometimes Nowi got separation anxiety. El hoped it wasnât one of those daysâ she hated seeing her upset. Nowi was still happy, though, drawing back after one last squeeze and taking her hands in hers.Â
âYâknow the Day of Devotion is coming up! We should go and celebrate early!â
âEarly?â
El tilted her head a bit, looking confused by Nowiâs proposal. Nowi began to walk, lacing their fingers together and swinging their hands back and forth all the while.Â
âYeah! I know youâre gonna be busy on the actual day, and I donât wanna take up too much timeâŠâ Sensing Nowi would be pouting a bit, El leaned over to return the gentle, affectionate headbutt from before. âUgh, really! I mean it! I know everyone else has stuff for you to do, or stuff to do with youâŠâ
âYou know you were the first, right?â
Nowi stopped in her tracks, looking up at her in confusion. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
El reached over and began to gently run her fingers through Nowiâs hairâ smoothing her ponytail a bit. Nowi closed her eyes, starting to purr again.Â
âThe others told you about the world Iâm from, right? Where the lives of the Heroes are all stories? The World of Awakening was the first one I experienced for myself. The first one I ever saw was the World of Radiance, but⊠While I saw the story of the World of Awakening, one character always stuck out to me. One Hero. One girl.â
Nowiâs cheeks flushed, as if sensing where this was going. El hugged her close, her hand gently resting on the back of her head.Â
âI canât begin to say I know exactly everything you went through, Nowi. But⊠I saw parts of myself in you. And all I wanted was to make sure you could be happy. So that⊠so that you wouldnât have to feel as lonely and sad as I did when that story first made its way into my hands.â
El smiled, placing a soft kiss on the side of her head. âSo even if the next few days have me busy⊠letâs find something special to do, okay?â
Nowi laughed, her smile brightening as she pulled back to look at her. âYouâre the best! Iâm gonna find you the cutest kitty plushie ever at the Day of Devotion market!â
âThen Iâll have to find the cutest dragon plushie ever for you, wonât I?â
nsfw and reference to corruption arcs below the cut!
thinking about post-corruption arc for my s/i. her skin still has that slight dampness and warmth from the shower she'd taken to wash the blood off of her. but now she's blindfolded and arms bound above her head, the lesson her corrupter was so keen to drill into her mind rolling over and over again. be selfish for once, he told her.
and so she's being selfish, best she can-- and her whimpering cries for more, please, please more are met with nothing but praise and action. one of zandik's arms is around her, the other hand between her thighs, and his lips against her ear.
things not to picture in the uni library when you're trying to be quiet and not a nuisance: ur mad scientist doctor f/o with the "think! could it be SEPSIS" sign up somewhere in the lab
1st Feb - â€ïž"Will you be my valentine?": You/your F/O ask the other to be their valentine! Is it a first confession, is it being sweet in an established relationship? â€ïž
âHiii~ El, are you busyâŠ?â
She looked up from the book she was reading, rubbing her eyes a bit. Elysia walked over, the ever-present spring in her step giving the other woman a bit of a boost.Â
âNo, no, I⊠needed to take a break anyway,â El replied, yawning a bit as she replied. She stood up, meeting the otherâs smile with one of her own. âIs something the matter?â
âOh, no, nothing like that. I had a question for you, actually.â Elysia stepped closer. Closer still. Soon enough they were close enough she could feel the otherâs warmth. Were sims supposed to be warm outside of the Elysian Realm? She wasnât entirely sure⊠âI did a bit of reading⊠but I was curious. Could you tell me a bit about Valentineâs day?â
El tilted her head curiously, leaning back against the table. Elysia stayed close, her hands resting on either side of her.Â
Donât make it weird, donât make it weird, El thought frantically. Perhaps she had already asked Meiâ traditions were rather different between east and west after all. âDid you not have a holiday like that in the previous era?â
âSort of. But I was curious how you celebrate this one.â
âWell, I donât know a lot about the saints or anything,â she began, her eyes darting away. Elysia was so pretty, but sometimes it felt like if she stared into her eyes for too long her heart would explode. That mentioned nothing of how her outfit, combined with how she was standing, leaning over just slightly, left her cleavage so close to her face. âBut the holiday was named for a saint. Eventually it turned into a holiday celebrating romance. Thereâs some conspiracy theories that it was all just pushed by the candy industry to sell chocolate, but⊠I think itâs nice having days to look forward to each month, yâknow?âÂ
Elysia nodded, smiling. âYes, but what do you do?â
âUm⊠back in grade school, weâd all make little mailboxes out of tissue boxes. Weâd all go and pick out little cards with candy at the storeâ they had whole sets of them with different themes, like characters or animals⊠weâd all trade and get a bunch of cards together. Of course that changed as we got older⊠itâs more difficult to do an exchange like that when you have to change classrooms. But as adults, itâs sort of the day couples really have an excuse to be romanticâ you ask the person you love to be your Valentine and give them little gifts, like candy or flowers. A lot of people without dates get cranky about it, though.â
âAww, thatâs so sadâŠâ Elysiaâs eyes widened, drawing Elâs attention away from the area behind her and back to her face.Â
âSometimes people call it âsingles awareness dayâ. Which feels kind of silly to me, butâŠâ
Elysia hummed in thought, one hand going to her chin. Her smile returned, bright and shining as she abruptly put her hand back down, leaning in even closer to Elâs face.Â
âHey, El. Will you be my Valentine?â
El felt her face heat up so fast she feared for a moment Elysia had suddenly gained pyretic abilities. But no, that wasnât the case. She was pretty sure, at least.Â
âI donât have flowers or chocolate for you, but⊠Pretty please?â
Her head spunâ she wanted to ask why her? Elysia was so beautiful and she was close to so many in the Realm. Eden and Mei especiallyâ so why her? Just some girl randomly chosen who struggled to fight outside the RealmâŠ?
But Elysia looked so hopeful and she was always so honest. Something told her that Ely would have never even considered lying about this, even if every apprehensive nerve said she was.Â
â⊠A-are you sure? Youâre not joking?â
Elysia leaned just a bit closer, leaning her forehead gently against Elâs.Â
âI know youâre nervous. Itâs okay. Youâve had a broken heart before, right? I canât promise Iâll fix it. But I promise⊠weâll make some wonderful memories together.â
El closed her eyes. Was this really happening?
âC-can I⊠could I hug youâŠ?â
Elysia laughed, throwing her arms around El. The gesture was soon returned, with El burying her face in Elysiaâs shoulder.Â
âYou can hug me whenever you want, okay? My lovely Valentine~â
having thoughts of the non work safe variety about a couple of my f/os but i dont know who to throw them at so i feel like a dog aggressively shaking its head holding a squeaky toy in its mouth which as a feline aligned person is a very strange feeling
