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— AYA! ⋆˚࿔ ⋆ 9TEEN SHE/THEY ⋆ CERTIFIED FAYE VALENTINE AND SHOKO IEIRI LOVER!
[ ☁ CARRD ⋆ MLIST ⋆ KPOP BLOG ] ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 RECENT WORKS: WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER . T. FUSHIGURO
every time i return to my tumblr blog its like a cute little time capsule && im gen just in awe of where life takes me. like. i think i began writing fics here in 2021? i wanna say? and back then i was a horrifically depressed and pretty aimless 15/16 yr old !! this yr im turning 21 which,, holy shit btw,, and im still unsure of where exactly my life will take me,, but heeyy im graduating uni a yr early and pursuing fashion/jewelry designing which is so crazy !!
life changes sm,, my writing changes sm,, my interests changes sm,, and i change sm !! that is insane to think abt,, but thank u all for reading my silly little sentences <3 even tho i doubt i’ll return to writing fics at the same frequency i used to && will instead prob write a fic once every so often,, i’m grateful for everyone and the continuity of time that propels us forward
WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER . T. FUSHIGURO
“smells good,” a deep voice suddenly breaks the silence, startling you as you involuntarily lurch forward a little and lose your balance.
“woah, steady steady,” toji plants his hands securely around your hips, “i got you, don’t worry,”
“i can never get over how easily you sneak up on me like that,” you sigh, twisting your torso to face the stove before dipping a spoon into the pot of soup and cupping your hand beneath as you bring it over to toji’s mouth, “taste please! but careful, it’s hot,”
“could’ve warned me earlier,” toji grumbles, fanning his searing tongue as he pivots your body back to the stove and wraps his arms around your waist to hug you from behind, “if anything i’d think you were trying to kill me,”
“please,” you roll your eyes, “you’d already be dead if that’s what i was trying to do,”
“shit, you’re right. i’d probably walk into any trap of yours. think i’d do it gladly too,” toji chuckles, “soup’s really good by the way,”
“yeah?” you smile, craning your head to face toji as you comb his messy black hair away from his eyes, “so good that you’d eat it even if i poisoned it?”
“told you already, any trap you set up i’d fall into,” toji shrugs.
“wait, like, knowingly?” you question, peering up at him curiously as he looks away, remaining silent, “oohh, you would, got it!”
“just don’t take advantage of me,” toji grumbles, turning back to face you as his eyes bore into yours, “you’re too good to ever do that anyways,”
“i won’t, promise,” you grin, craning your neck up to kiss his cheek, “now get us rice, please?”
“you got it,” toji nods, letting go of you, as he walks over to the rice cooker at the other end of the kitchen, “don’t add shit to the food while i’m not looking!”
“adding cyanide right now!” you laugh, wheezing a little when toji storms over and nearly tackles you into a close embrace, “kidding, kidding! just adding some pepper you big lug,”
“you’re killing me,” toji groans.
“i love you too,” you beam innocently, pressing another kiss onto his cheek, “now say it back please,”
“damn right i love you too,” toji nods, hands moving back to your waist as he tugs you close and kisses your lips, “love you too much for my own damn good,”
SHUT UP! . S. GETO ⤷ high school!geto x reader, fluff, shoko ult wingwoman, gojo is a menace, geto is hot. 1.3k (wtf this was supposed to b so short n silly)
“i’m blocking suguru,” you announce to your roommate, “i need to block this man. expeditiously, actually,”
“ok first, sit down,” shoko instructs, hiding her snicker as she watches you flop over her bed, “second, what happened?”
“this man. this evil, evil man decided to text me ‘i miss you’ while he’s gone. who the fuck does that? what is wrong with him? why would say something as evil as that?” you groan, flipping over and burying your face into your arms.
“wait, wait, that’s bad?” shoko frowns, rhythmically patting your back as you lift your head and scrunch up your face.
“yeah, it’s terrible. absolutely disgusting. honestly? might be the worst thing he’s ever decided to do,” you lament dramatically, “putting the idea that he misses me in his brain. what do you mean you miss me? acting like you like me or something when you’re not allowed to, the fuck?”
shoko sighs, “you know there’s nothing barring you guys from actually dating, right?
“no, i know, i’m just being dramatic and hateful right now,” you mutter, “ugh, but like also what if we break up and our friend group also gets affected? what if you or gojo decide it’s weird?”
“i feel like you have no faith in gojo and i,” shoko rolls her eyes before pausing, “actually scratch that, never have faith in gojo,”
“truer words have never been spoken,” you giggle as shoko nods and continues, “but like there’s no weird ass notion in our group that nothing romantic can ever happen and we all have to take some purity oath or swear each other off. especially not when you two basically act like, you know. and besides, geto already kinda talked to gojo and i about it, for no actual good reason by the way,”
“but us four have such a good dynamic alrea– wait did you say he asked? like asked you guys about us dating? he what?” you blink, staring expectantly at shoko as she purses her lips with shallow guilt.
“um, so anyways,” shoko gives you an awkward grin, “they’re coming back tonight so, you know, yeah,”
“so he’s asked,” you press further, sitting up now. a million thoughts run through your head, conflicted over your best friend and where the two of you stand, “so he means it? fuck, like he’s serious?”
“yeah, why wouldn’t he be?” shoko questions, “isn’t this a good thing?”
“it is,” you admit, “i’m just, fuck, i don’t know. i’m just worried about nothing probably. fuck, he just texted and said he’s at the station now. what do i do?”
“make out with him or something, i don’t know,” shoko offers unhelpfully.
“thanks for the suggestion, i’ll keep that in mind,” you reply, unimpressed, “i should probably go get him from the station, right?”
“yup, please leave the room so i can take a quick nap thank youu,” shoko smiles, feigning complete innocence and kindness after suggesting that you kick yourself out of the room.
“fuck, ok, i’m going now. i’ll talk to him. it’ll be fine. everything’s going to be good. this is a good idea. ok!” you psych yourself up, fussing over your appearance briefly in the mirror before standing up straight, “i’m off,”
“good luck! and call me if you guys get food so you can bring me back some! i’m gonna nap and won’t see your text!” shoko waves, slipping into her bed and pulling the covers over herself as you step out of the room.
you rush off the jujutsu tech campus as a pace one could barely describe as a walk. your legs rapidly propel you forward in a beeline towards the station, mind completely focused on getting to the closest entrance near the bakery that you guys would always enter and exit at as you go on autopilot mode, walking faster, and faster, and faster until you see him.
suguru exits the station alone, with gojo abandoned somewhere in the station marveling at the little stalls of desserts. he’s dressed in his deep navy jujutsu uniform, with one hand tucked into his pocket and the other holding onto a duffel bag. his hair’s still in the same updo you adore, with loose, unkempt strands splaying from all over, likely due to him napping on the train back.
you momentarily pause your furious strides to just watch suguru, in slight awe and abandoned self consciousness. he’s there. it’s him.
once suguru finally looks up, his face breaks into a friendly grin as he removes his hand from his pocket to wave at you, and you instinctively mirror him. when he makes his way over to you though, your breath hitches and reality resumes.
“hey y/n! what’re you doing here?” he pulls you into a hug once he reaches you, and you can only feeble return it, delicately patting his side as he glances down at you, “what’s up? i missed y-“
“shut up,” you groan, “shut up shut up shut up don’t say that,”
“and why should i?” he frowns, confused by your sudden shift in attitude, “is there something wrong with me missing my better half?”
“god yes, it’s shit like that that you say so easily,” you continue, trying to push yourself out of the hug that suguru now has you trapped in as you refuse to make eye contact with him even though his pointed stare nearly burns into the back of your head, “makes me think too much about stuff,”
“me missing you makes you nervous?” suguru muses, frown dissipating as he catches onto the heavy beating of your heart, “me wanting to be around you makes you feel something?”
“i hate you,” is all you can muster as he lets out a soft laugh.
“i miss you y/n, i miss my better half,” he smiles, “now are you gonna look at me so i can properly confess?”
you stop fidgeting and finally glance up at suguru to see a warm, kind smile gracing his face. any sign of teasing or mirth has vanished, and all you can see is suguru’s feelings being worn on his sleeve, his face, everything.
“hi suguru,” you whisper when your eyes meet. even amidst the nearly empty sidewalks, the two of you keep everything shielded away from the world.
“hi beautiful,” suguru whispers back, “i like you,”
“i like you too,” you quickly respond. the words strangely don’t feel scary to say. instead it feels natural, like a statement you’ve known long to be true.
“good,” he nods, “i’m glad. really glad, actually,”
“yeah?” you smile, “why’s that?”
“because now i feel more confident asking you to get dinner with me,” he hums, “as a date and hopefully as your boyfriend,”
“hmm, i guess maybe you can take me out,” you grin, “you wanna be my boyfriend?”
“yes,” he breathes, “more than anything,”
you reach your hand out, a little hesitant at first before letting your fingers rest against suguru’s jaw, pausing for confirmation that you instantly get as his eyes glance down to your lips. you pull him in for a brief, sweet kiss and once the two of you break the kiss, you finally respond, “you’ve got the job suguru,”
"good," he grins, kissing you again, "i'll do the best fucking job at being your boyfriend then,"
BONUS SCENE
“EWWW ARE THEY FUCKING KISSING? OUT HERE? IN PUBLIC? WHERE CHILDREN CAN SEE? WHERE I CAN SEE? HAVE SOME DECENCY!” gojo gasps, scandalized by the sight as he shields his eyes dramatically while shoko elbows him.
“can you shut up and let them have a moment?” shoko hisses, rolling her eyes as she contemplates the likelihood of success if she were to attempt to murder the egregiously tall (and annoying) man standing next to her.
“i am! that’s why i’m hiding behind the stairs here with you and not out there with them,” gojo reminds shoko kindly, “aren’t i just such a kind, amazing, and considerate friend?”
“no you’re an ass,” shoko grumbles, “anyways you owe me a meal because them finally getting together happened because i told y/n that liked them,”
“huh?”
“oops sorry geto, but also you're welcome! and good job y/n for taking my advice!"
WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER . T. FUSHIGURO
“smells good,” a deep voice suddenly breaks the silence, startling you as you involuntarily lurch forward a little and lose your balance.
“woah, steady steady,” toji plants his hands securely around your hips, “i got you, don’t worry,”
“i can never get over how easily you sneak up on me like that,” you sigh, twisting your torso to face the stove before dipping a spoon into the pot of soup and cupping your hand beneath as you bring it over to toji’s mouth, “taste please! but careful, it’s hot,”
“could’ve warned me earlier,” toji grumbles, fanning his searing tongue as he pivots your body back to the stove and wraps his arms around your waist to hug you from behind, “if anything i’d think you were trying to kill me,”
“please,” you roll your eyes, “you’d already be dead if that’s what i was trying to do,”
“shit, you’re right. i’d probably walk into any trap of yours. think i’d do it gladly too,” toji chuckles, “soup’s really good by the way,”
“yeah?” you smile, craning your head to face toji as you comb his messy black hair away from his eyes, “so good that you’d eat it even if i poisoned it?”
“told you already, any trap you set up i’d fall into,” toji shrugs.
“wait, like, knowingly?” you question, peering up at him curiously as he looks away, remaining silent, “oohh, you would, got it!”
“just don’t take advantage of me,” toji grumbles, turning back to face you as his eyes bore into yours, “you’re too good to ever do that anyways,”
“i won’t, promise,” you grin, craning your neck up to kiss his cheek, “now get us rice, please?”
“you got it,” toji nods, letting go of you, as he walks over to the rice cooker at the other end of the kitchen, “don’t add shit to the food while i’m not looking!”
“adding cyanide right now!” you laugh, wheezing a little when toji storms over and nearly tackles you into a close embrace, “kidding, kidding! just adding some pepper you big lug,”
“you’re killing me,” toji groans.
“i love you too,” you beam innocently, pressing another kiss onto his cheek, “now say it back please,”
“damn right i love you too,” toji nods, hands moving back to your waist as he tugs you close and kisses your lips, “love you too much for my own damn good,”
SHUT UP! . S. GETO ⤷ high school!geto x reader, fluff, shoko ult wingwoman, gojo is a menace, geto is hot. 1.3k (wtf this was supposed to b so short n silly)
“i’m blocking suguru,” you announce to your roommate, “i need to block this man. expeditiously, actually,”
“ok first, sit down,” shoko instructs, hiding her snicker as she watches you flop over her bed, “second, what happened?”
“this man. this evil, evil man decided to text me ‘i miss you’ while he’s gone. who the fuck does that? what is wrong with him? why would say something as evil as that?” you groan, flipping over and burying your face into your arms.
“wait, wait, that’s bad?” shoko frowns, rhythmically patting your back as you lift your head and scrunch up your face.
“yeah, it’s terrible. absolutely disgusting. honestly? might be the worst thing he’s ever decided to do,” you lament dramatically, “putting the idea that he misses me in his brain. what do you mean you miss me? acting like you like me or something when you’re not allowed to, the fuck?”
shoko sighs, “you know there’s nothing barring you guys from actually dating, right?
“no, i know, i’m just being dramatic and hateful right now,” you mutter, “ugh, but like also what if we break up and our friend group also gets affected? what if you or gojo decide it’s weird?”
“i feel like you have no faith in gojo and i,” shoko rolls her eyes before pausing, “actually scratch that, never have faith in gojo,”
“truer words have never been spoken,” you giggle as shoko nods and continues, “but like there’s no weird ass notion in our group that nothing romantic can ever happen and we all have to take some purity oath or swear each other off. especially not when you two basically act like, you know. and besides, geto already kinda talked to gojo and i about it, for no actual good reason by the way,”
“but us four have such a good dynamic alrea– wait did you say he asked? like asked you guys about us dating? he what?” you blink, staring expectantly at shoko as she purses her lips with shallow guilt.
“um, so anyways,” shoko gives you an awkward grin, “they’re coming back tonight so, you know, yeah,”
“so he’s asked,” you press further, sitting up now. a million thoughts run through your head, conflicted over your best friend and where the two of you stand, “so he means it? fuck, like he’s serious?”
“yeah, why wouldn’t he be?” shoko questions, “isn’t this a good thing?”
“it is,” you admit, “i’m just, fuck, i don’t know. i’m just worried about nothing probably. fuck, he just texted and said he’s at the station now. what do i do?”
“make out with him or something, i don’t know,” shoko offers unhelpfully.
“thanks for the suggestion, i’ll keep that in mind,” you reply, unimpressed, “i should probably go get him from the station, right?”
“yup, please leave the room so i can take a quick nap thank youu,” shoko smiles, feigning complete innocence and kindness after suggesting that you kick yourself out of the room.
“fuck, ok, i’m going now. i’ll talk to him. it’ll be fine. everything’s going to be good. this is a good idea. ok!” you psych yourself up, fussing over your appearance briefly in the mirror before standing up straight, “i’m off,”
“good luck! and call me if you guys get food so you can bring me back some! i’m gonna nap and won’t see your text!” shoko waves, slipping into her bed and pulling the covers over herself as you step out of the room.
you rush off the jujutsu tech campus as a pace one could barely describe as a walk. your legs rapidly propel you forward in a beeline towards the station, mind completely focused on getting to the closest entrance near the bakery that you guys would always enter and exit at as you go on autopilot mode, walking faster, and faster, and faster until you see him.
suguru exits the station alone, with gojo abandoned somewhere in the station marveling at the little stalls of desserts. he’s dressed in his deep navy jujutsu uniform, with one hand tucked into his pocket and the other holding onto a duffel bag. his hair’s still in the same updo you adore, with loose, unkempt strands splaying from all over, likely due to him napping on the train back.
you momentarily pause your furious strides to just watch suguru, in slight awe and abandoned self consciousness. he’s there. it’s him.
once suguru finally looks up, his face breaks into a friendly grin as he removes his hand from his pocket to wave at you, and you instinctively mirror him. when he makes his way over to you though, your breath hitches and reality resumes.
“hey y/n! what’re you doing here?” he pulls you into a hug once he reaches you, and you can only feeble return it, delicately patting his side as he glances down at you, “what’s up? i missed y-“
“shut up,” you groan, “shut up shut up shut up don’t say that,”
“and why should i?” he frowns, confused by your sudden shift in attitude, “is there something wrong with me missing my better half?”
“god yes, it’s shit like that that you say so easily,” you continue, trying to push yourself out of the hug that suguru now has you trapped in as you refuse to make eye contact with him even though his pointed stare nearly burns into the back of your head, “makes me think too much about stuff,”
“me missing you makes you nervous?” suguru muses, frown dissipating as he catches onto the heavy beating of your heart, “me wanting to be around you makes you feel something?”
“i hate you,” is all you can muster as he lets out a soft laugh.
“i miss you y/n, i miss my better half,” he smiles, “now are you gonna look at me so i can properly confess?”
you stop fidgeting and finally glance up at suguru to see a warm, kind smile gracing his face. any sign of teasing or mirth has vanished, and all you can see is suguru’s feelings being worn on his sleeve, his face, everything.
“hi suguru,” you whisper when your eyes meet. even amidst the nearly empty sidewalks, the two of you keep everything shielded away from the world.
“hi beautiful,” suguru whispers back, “i like you,”
“i like you too,” you quickly respond. the words strangely don’t feel scary to say. instead it feels natural, like a statement you’ve known long to be true.
“good,” he nods, “i’m glad. really glad, actually,”
“yeah?” you smile, “why’s that?”
“because now i feel more confident asking you to get dinner with me,” he hums, “as a date and hopefully as your boyfriend,”
“hmm, i guess maybe you can take me out,” you grin, “you wanna be my boyfriend?”
“yes,” he breathes, “more than anything,”
you reach your hand out, a little hesitant at first before letting your fingers rest against suguru’s jaw, pausing for confirmation that you instantly get as his eyes glance down to your lips. you pull him in for a brief, sweet kiss and once the two of you break the kiss, you finally respond, “you’ve got the job suguru,”
"good," he grins, kissing you again, "i'll do the best fucking job at being your boyfriend then,"
BONUS SCENE
“EWWW ARE THEY FUCKING KISSING? OUT HERE? IN PUBLIC? WHERE CHILDREN CAN SEE? WHERE I CAN SEE? HAVE SOME DECENCY!” gojo gasps, scandalized by the sight as he shields his eyes dramatically while shoko elbows him.
“can you shut up and let them have a moment?” shoko hisses, rolling her eyes as she contemplates the likelihood of success if she were to attempt to murder the egregiously tall (and annoying) man standing next to her.
“i am! that’s why i’m hiding behind the stairs here with you and not out there with them,” gojo reminds shoko kindly, “aren’t i just such a kind, amazing, and considerate friend?”
“no you’re an ass,” shoko grumbles, “anyways you owe me a meal because them finally getting together happened because i told y/n that liked them,”
“huh?”
“oops sorry geto, but also you're welcome! and good job y/n for taking my advice!"
would people b interested in reading fics abt women,,, bc ive written stuff for nobara n maki from jjk in the past but it didnt seem like people were really all that interested 😭
5:53 PM . K. NANAMI
“i like this,” nanami muses quietly, dutifully pushing a grocery cart behind you as you peruse the rows of fresh produce.
“you like picking out vegetables with me?” you smile, glancing over at your husband as the two of you stop near the daikon.
“of course, it’s nice and peaceful. feels like a rare break from everything,” nanami nods. he stands by you, eyeing the various radishes piled together, searching for the perfect ones to bring home.
“yeah, it is,” you agree, fighting the urge to not melt into his side as his hand grazes the small of your back while he places two daikons into the bag you hold out for him.
“how are the second years?” nanami asks, guiding the cart over to the onions, "also yosenabe for dinner tonight? i picked up some fresh hanpen earlier,"
“okay, perfect! and yeah, the second years are doing good, as usual. but ken, no work talk please. i know we have better stuff to talk about,” you groan, picking out a few yellow onions after inspecting them meticulously, “like that new bakery that opened up by the station? i heard gojo san bought you and your new student some today, how was it?”
“so much for no work talk,” nanami chuckles, continuing to trail after you as the two of you make your way over to the green onions, “but i do like that bakery a lot. i’ll bring some next time if i’m working near the area. i think you’ll like their pastries a lot,”
“yeah? what do they have? i’ve only rushed past their windows once and didn’t get a good look,” you hum, handing nanami a few glistening stalks of scallions.
“hm, they seem to be like a french boulangerie, so much more croissant type pastries. i’ll get you one of their almond croissants or kouign amanns next time,” nanami replies, a small smile creeping onto his face when you whip your head around excitedly, “gojo san really liked those two. i would’ve snuck some back for you if he hadn’t eaten them all himself like a glutton,”
“it’s okay ken,” you smile, “we can just go together when we finally have a morning to ourselves,”
“yeah,” nanami no longer fights the widening of his smile as his eyes crinkle around the corners, “i’ll make sure we can do that soon,”
5:53 PM . K. NANAMI
“i like this,” nanami muses quietly, dutifully pushing a grocery cart behind you as you peruse the rows of fresh produce.
“you like picking out vegetables with me?” you smile, glancing over at your husband as the two of you stop near the daikon.
“of course, it’s nice and peaceful. feels like a rare break from everything,” nanami nods. he stands by you, eyeing the various radishes piled together, searching for the perfect ones to bring home.
“yeah, it is,” you agree, fighting the urge to not melt into his side as his hand grazes the small of your back while he places two daikons into the bag you hold out for him.
“how are the second years?” nanami asks, guiding the cart over to the onions, "also yosenabe for dinner tonight? i picked up some fresh hanpen earlier,"
“okay, perfect! and yeah, the second years are doing good, as usual. but ken, no work talk please. i know we have better stuff to talk about,” you groan, picking out a few yellow onions after inspecting them meticulously, “like that new bakery that opened up by the station? i heard gojo san bought you and your new student some today, how was it?”
“so much for no work talk,” nanami chuckles, continuing to trail after you as the two of you make your way over to the green onions, “but i do like that bakery a lot. i’ll bring some next time if i’m working near the area. i think you’ll like their pastries a lot,”
“yeah? what do they have? i’ve only rushed past their windows once and didn’t get a good look,” you hum, handing nanami a few glistening stalks of scallions.
“hm, they seem to be like a french boulangerie, so much more croissant type pastries. i’ll get you one of their almond croissants or kouign amanns next time,” nanami replies, a small smile creeping onto his face when you whip your head around excitedly, “gojo san really liked those two. i would’ve snuck some back for you if he hadn’t eaten them all himself like a glutton,”
“it’s okay ken,” you smile, “we can just go together when we finally have a morning to ourselves,”
“yeah,” nanami no longer fights the widening of his smile as his eyes crinkle around the corners, “i’ll make sure we can do that soon,”
JUJUTSU KAISEN MASTERLIST | MAIN MASTERLIST
HEADCANONS/MULTI CHARACTER SCENARIOS
none yet!
ONESHOTS/DRABBLES
— 5:53 PM . K. NANAMI ⤷ nanami x gn!reader, marriage au, canon au
— SHUT UP! . S. GETO ⤷ geto x gn!reader, high school au, canon au
— WRAPPED AROUNG YOUR FINGER . T. FUSHIGURO ⤷ toji x gn!reader, est relationship au
PROMISE ME THIS . L. ACKERMAN ⤷ levi x gn!reader, fluff, canon au, wc: 1.1k
“i’ve figured it out,” you suddenly cut through the silence as you turn to levi, who’s now shifted to face you completely, “i know the kind of person i’d want to be betrothed to,”
“oh?” levi raises an eyebrow, trying his hardest to conceal the sudden schoolboy nervousness bubbling in his stomach, “i guess i don’t even need to ask because you’ll tell me anyways,”
“right, right,” you roll your eyes as you continue “they’d have to be completely and utterly infatuated with me. like so wholly enamored and obsessed with me that they’d grovel at my feet. if they’re interested in basically worshipping me too, i don’t think i’d mind. maybe that’d even earn them bonus points,”
“so no physical traits or any other characteristics, beyond being crazy for you, huh? should be easy to find,” levi comments, noting what you’d just said and wondering if he should be more forthcoming about his interest in you.
“you’d think, but unfortunately i’m surrounded by people more obsessed with my comrade,” you laugh, a knowing and pointed smile on your face that levi commits to memory, “it’s fine though, a scout’s life is too fleeting and marred by the constant threat of death,”
you sigh a little dejectedly before straightening up again, too conscious of the sudden morbid turn, “i guess strength should be included in my criteria,”
“should be, yeah,” levi agrees, pausing briefly, “we have to keep going no matter all that shit we go through on a regular basis. no good in subjecting ourselves to that level of grief”
“yea, fuck you’re right,” you sigh, “guess i’ve gotta look high and low for this ideal future lover,”
levi inhales sharply, frowning at the realization that this was the golden window of opportunity he’d been searching for this whole time.
“i don’t think you’d have to go through that much to find your lover,” levi starts, voice strained and heart palpitating strangely.
“what, like i should give up?” you tease, “i’m just musing levi, don’t worry. i’ve accepted the reality of being the rare and unfortunate long surviving scouts anyways,”
“no, don’t give up and shit,” levi groans, shaking his head and glaring at your forehead, not wanting to look too directly at you (but failing still), “i mean that, fuck, ok, i mean that you don’t have to keep looking for that potential lover that you think won’t exist because,”
he trails off, voice faltering as his nerves are starting to overwhelm him. it’s an odd and strangely humiliating experience as the man built up to be humanity’s strongest soldier. it’s as if all of that superhuman strength and fighting prowess has left him, relegating levi as just a man before you, struggling to wear his heart on his sleeve after obscuring it for so long.
“because?” your voice is gentle, boldly moving to tentatively touch his arm.
“because i’m here,” levi’s courage breaks through, “because i can be all of that and more for you,”
“levi,” you breath, the secret little crush you’d been harboring for years rushing out in full force, evidenced by the impossibly wide smile bursting throughout your face.
“i’m shit at emotions but i’ll make sure you fucking feel loved. i’ll protect you even though you’re also fucking strong and don’t realistically need protection. you can trust that i won’t leave you because i’m also fucking strong. we’ll keep surviving together. you don’t need to look for someone who’s obsessed with you,” levi sputters out, “you don’t need to because i already am,”
you’re stunned, completely silent as levi calms down, the rushing tidal wave of emotions simmering to a peaceful stream that leaves him embarrassed and suddenly anxious.
“sorry if i overstepped, i shouldn—“ levi’s pitiful backtracking is interrupted as you finally gather your bearings and crash your lips to his before he can babble further. levi’s stunned, frozen in place briefly before he finally comprehends what’s happening and hurriedly gathers your waist in his arms, pulling you closer as you wrap your arms around his neck.
and after what feels like an eternity, you break from the kiss, arms still tangled with each other and bodies close as you both refuse to separate, somehow fearing that if you two let go, the mirage will break and you and levi will have to return to the grueling reality of being soldiers constantly surviving the horrors that continuously chip away at everything and everyone you know to be home.
“hi levi,” you finally whisper, looking up at him. levi’s features are soft, the roughness built up from years of tribulations that he’s had to shoulder dissipate. he traces your jaw with a hand slowly, confirming that this is real as he quietly responds “hey,”
you and levi stare at each other for what must have been a millennia, uncovering a haven in each other’s presence now that previous boundaries have been breached. maybe it is possible to get lost in someone’s eyes, levi notes. maybe if those eyes shone the perseverance and strength of the only person that could shoulder his desperation to have someone he loves survive as long as he does.
“so you’d grovel at my feet?” you laugh, breaking the quietness blooming between the two of you. levi rolls his eyes, turning his face away as his silence gives you the answer you’re looking for.
“don’t worry you ass, i’d consider groveling at your feet too,” you wink, kissing his cheek as you break from his arms and attempt to walk away.
“oi!” levi’s quick to grab your hand before you can escape him, capturing you back in his arms as you laugh, relenting and letting yourself sink into his chest, “we’re on the same page?”
levi cringes at how gruff the ask sounds, but when you smile and nod, he knows you understand that gravity of what he means.
“yes we are, levi. i’m planning to make sure you’re stuck with me now, sorry about that,” you respond shrugging with a humorously sympathetic shrug.
“not a bad fate if you ask me,” levi hums, glancing at you, “the two of us, we’ll survive together. we’ll make it out all of the shit this world throws at us, i promise. even if it’s fucking dumb to promise anything in our world, we're strong enough, so i can promise you that,”
levi’s eyes are pointing straight at you, wearing his resolve proudly as you match his and the two of you nod in confirmation,
“i’ll hold you to it,”
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8:47 PM - L. ACKERMAN ⤷ levi x gn!reader, modern au, fluff
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HAIKYUU BOYS AS COLLEGE CRUSHES | T. KUROO ⤷ suna vers!
“thank god we’re in the same discussion group again,” kuroo whispers as he pulls up a chair to sit next to you.
“same, same, i don’t think i would’ve survived listening through another one if i was facing this alone,” you lean back to whisper in response, “i was considering just dying in front of this group and forever changing the trajectory of their lives before you got here. by the way why are you so late?”
kuroo snickers quietly, waving dismissively when the people in your discussion group glance confusedly at him.
“was getting coffee and this,” kuroo replies, digging through his backpack to reveal two familiar looking brown pastry bags.
“no way,” you grin while kuroo places one of the bags on your desk, the beam of your smile permanently etching itself into his mind, “you’re actually the best. incredible, even,”
“true and true, but you forgot to include ‘incredibly hot and sexy and devilishly handsome,” kuroo grins cheekily, hardly faltering when you roll your eyes.
“i take back everything nice i’ve ever said about you,” you groan, reaching for the pastry bag to see the inside contents before kuroo smacks his hand over the pastry bag, conveniently enveloping your hand along with it.
“don’t be mean to the guy who went through hell just to get you your favorite pastry because he knew you didn’t have time to eat before this class,” he hums, sliding your tangled hands off the desk and plucking the wax bag with his free hand.
“what the fuck—“ you mutter blankly, brain suddenly malfunctioning, “i- huh?”
“careful, don’t think too hard or you’ll get premature wrinkles,” kuroo smirks, handing the pastry back to you as he reluctantly lets your hand go, “actually, ignore that. we still gotta actually contribute something to this discussion,”
“you’re the devil reincarnated" you mutter, face burning as you scroll through the notes on your laptop, trying to tune back into the people around you instead of thinking about his hand tangled with yours.
4:17 PM | K. SAKUSA
“are you just going to keep staring at me?” you ask, an amused smile playing at your lips as pause and tear your eyes from the computer screen to glance over at your pouting boyfriend.
“yes” sakusa replies simply, “you’re leaving me soon,”
your features soften and you promptly place your laptop off to the side, “kiyo, it’s a few months for my internship, i promise i’ll be home before you know it,”
“i know, but still,” sakusa mumbles, plopping lazily on the couch and landing his head right onto thigh. you let out a quiet exhale and card through his hair, twirling a few strands with your finger.
“i’m going to miss you too,” your lips form a pout, but sakusa reaches up and places his index fingers on each corner of your mouth and pushes them upwards.
“no frowning,” he commands, his hands moving to the sides of your face as he manually rotates your head in circles, “i’m mentally capturing your face so it remains a tattoo in my mind and i want to remember you smiling, not looking upset,”
“that’s, that’s strangely poetic,” you laugh as a satisfied smile morphs onto sakusa’s face.
“aren’t i always” he laughs airily, “i’m pretty sure i’m wasting my brains playing pro volleyball. maybe i should quit while i’m ahead and pursue my true passion: writing emotional, heart wrenching poetry about my beautiful partner,”
“and deprive the world of these arms? absolutely not,” you quip, squeezing his arms jokingly. he flexes on command, looking all too smug while you roll your eyes.
“you always complain about miya san being too arrogant, but i’m starting to think being on the same team as him and spending so much time together is rubbing off on you,” you comment.
“take that back right now, do not compare me to that vermin,” sakusa flatly retorts, expression dead and unamused as his hands immediately leave your face.
“sorry sorry, okay anyways, kiyo i have to submit this today stop distracting me,” you shake your head, patting his cheek as his disgruntled facade slowly dissipates.
“okay, but i’m still going to keep staring at you” sakusa’s hand finds your wrist and he turns his head to kiss the back of your hand before placing it back onto your laptop.
“fine by me,” you smile, leaning down to kiss your boyfriend in return.
yelling into the void but it does mean sm to me that people r reading the stuff i wrote after all this time <3 coming back here n not recognizing the community i used to b familiar w was def intimidating bc the last time i updated this blog i think i was 17! and now im turning 20 this yr wtf! but people reading the bs i post means the world thank u all so vv much !!
HAIKYUU BOYS AS COLLEGE CRUSHES | R. SUNA
⤷ inspired by my hq boys as high school crushes post i wrote a looong time ago but this time i'm writing longer ish drabbles :D // kuroo vers!
“hey,” an unfamiliar voice startles you momentarily before you glance up and see the cute guy on your floor peaking a little too conspicuously at your phone, “i like that band too,”
you’ve seen him around pretty frequently, almost guaranteed 2-3 times daily, whether it be going to and from classes, at the dining hall, at the campus library, or just on the floor of your dorm. you want to say that it’s his height and the fact that you guys seem to have the same routines and class schedules that makes him so recognizable, but it’s actually mostly because he’s an objectively good looking guy. the guy’s got slightly longer, tousled dark hair and sleepy eyes, and such a casual and relaxed style of dressing that almost irritates you because he looks so damn good with no effort.
“no way! are you going to their concert next week?” your eyes light up, pausing your music and taking out your earbuds.
he shrugs, “i want to, but going alone sounds kind of boring,”
“same, i’ve been wanting to get tickets but i’d rather not have to get back alone at night, you know?” you hum, mirroring his shrug as the elevator you’d both been waiting for arrives.
“i mean,” suna starts as the two of you step inside, hesitating for a moment and scrunching his eyebrows together, “we could go together then? i mean we bump into each other all over campus enough that seeing each other at a concert seems pretty normal,”
“damn take me out to dinner first or something,” you joke, cracking a smile as your hand hovers over the rows of elevator buttons, “but yea i’d be pretty down, what floor?”
“first floor please, but oh thank god, i was panicking for a minute thinking that asking you was fucking weird,” he sigh, “i’m suna rintarou by the way,”
“we see each other so many times a day, so in a way it’s like we’re not total strangers and don’t even stress, i’d probably have asked if you didn’t beat me too it,” you smile reassuringly, “and i’m l/n y/n!”
“nice to finally put a name to the person i’m haunted by,” suna grins, shrugging when you shoot him an unimpressed look.
“i think you mean blessed, actually,” you roll your eyes as the two of you step out of the elevator when the doors open to the first floor, “anyways, are you headed to the dining hall?”
“yup,” suna nods pumping his fist unenthusiastically, “i’m starving for some mediocre slightly inedible food,”
“same,” you lament, “want to eat together?”
suna smiles and nods, not wanting to let on how long he’s been waiting for an excuse to talk to you and get to know their little campus crush, “yeah i guess, if you really insist,”
“i’m not,” you reply dryly
“i’m kidding let’s go, i want to get to know you after having seen you around everywhere and not knowing anything about you” suna chuckles, feeling a strange giddiness forming in his chest as he glances down at you/
“fine, fine, because you want to get dinner with me so badly,” you sing, smiling as you walk towards the dining hall with suna by your side, “anyways, have you ever done that 21 questions thing to get to know someone?”
LOVING BEFORE WE EVEN KNEW HOW TO | I. MATSUKAWA ⤷ timeskip!matsukawa x fem!reader // 1.9k words
matsukawa’s jaw slacks involuntarily at the sight of your familiar silhouette standing in front of the restaurant he was headed towards. his breath halts as you nervously check the time on your phone, glancing around at the passerby as if you were trying to identify someone you didn’t have sufficient information about. an odd pit forms in his stomach as matsukawa realizes you’re likely waiting on date, given your attire which, he admittedly wants to pause and admire and feels strangely bothered by when he thinks about how its for some stranger.
though seeing his ex-girlfriend quickly snaps matsukawa back to reality, reminding him that he too, was there for a blind date, which he was now likely late for thanks to hun foolishly choosing to spend his precious time observing you.
matsukawa sends a quick text to daishou, letting his classmate know he had arrived at the restaurant and to ask who his mystery date was. daishou’s reply is instantaneous, but the message is only shoddy description of their attire that reads: navy blue something, black boots, looks cool according to mika idk its her friend?
shit, you’re his date.
8:47 PM | L. ACKERMAN ⤷ levi x reader, modern au
“uber for y/n?” you ask, ducking into the car.
“you’re actually not funny, did you know that?” levi side eyes you, expression looking completely unimpressed and borderline apathetic. his hands tell a different story, reaching over for your cheek, waiting to be able to bring you in for a kiss.
“levi, don’t lie. its not good for you,” you counter, hovering over his lips before he’s able to kiss you, though its clear as day that levi’s starting to get impatient.
“yeah sure whatever you say,” levi rolls his eyes, “i guess you’ll just have to take care of me if it makes me sick or some shit,”
“no thanks, that sounds like so much work. ugh but i mean, i guess i have to because i love you and you’ll die without me,” you groan teasingly, relenting and finally kissing levi, who now looks even more unimpressed.
“i guess so,” he mutters under his breath, pulling his hand away from you and returning it to the gear shift and then the wheel as he begins driving, “fucking sue me for loving and wanting to be with my partner i guess,”
“your choice of words is pleasant and polite as always,” you comment, resting your elbow on the center console as you gaze at him through your eyelashes, amused smile tugging at your lips.
“oi,”
“don’t worry, i love you and always want to be with you too, levi,” you sing, your smile morphing into a more genuine, loving one. levi glances over momentarily, and silently curses to himself, wishing he could stop the car and just stare at you and your current saccharine sweet expression for hours and hours, or at least take a photo.
“i didn’t say i always wanted to be with you,” levi looks away, failing to hide the warm tips of his ears that burn red, “just said i wanted to be with you,”
“you know you meant always,” you tease again, eyes lighting up when levi moves hand moves from the wheel and holds it out for you to take, which you happily do, “and case in point”
“shut up,” he mutters, his thumb gently rubbing the side of your interlaced hand.
“if i feel like it,” you hum in return, leaning back into your seat as you let your intertwined fingers rest against the center console.
“you look beautiful by the way,” levi states, eyes still focused on the road, “you always do yeah, but that color looks good on you. makes your eyes look bright ‘n shit even though its fucking dark out,”
the car at the red light and he turns to face you, a subtle smirk playing at his lips when he sees how speechless you are. its a plain curse how perfectly timed his compliment was, giving him enough time to bask in your momentary shock and for you to unfortunately provide him with the exact desired reaction.
“shut up,” is all you can muster, before you collect yourself and suddenly feeling weirdly shy, “you look good too. i like seeing in dark button downs,”
“like you said, i’ll shut up if i feel like it,” levi teases, tapping your knuckle with one of his interlaced fingers and his smirk growing wider.
“you know what, i think you’re actually the worst,”