sidney phillips.

and i've MURDERED half the town, left you ( love ) notes on their headstones. /

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I ripped my nipple off and sewed it back on by myself

[slushie--king-blog]

“I love puppies ‘cause you spend all day picking them up—…”

[slushie--king-blog]

[s-idphillips-blog]

“----... I have a dog.”

[m--muse]

Of course I think that. And I’m not a nose picker so as long as you’re not one, we should be good.

He isn’t like my brother. He is. Or was I guess- he told me not to call him that anymore…..

[s-idphillips-blog]

A couple of non-nose pickers, alright. You could almost say we make the perfect match.

If he was really your brother to begin with, wouldn’t he save the bitch fit for another time? [ takes a moment to reflect, before shaking his head ] Uh, actually. Nevermind; speaking as a brother myself, I take that back. I... definitely get where he’s coming from and all, but that sounds a little extreme. We all just want what’s best for our little sisters.

[m--muse]

Well screw what the universe says. You have been nothing but good to me. You’re sweet and you respect what I want out of our… whatever we are. I don’t want you to be better. I want you to be you, because so far that’s plenty good enough for me.

You don’t know that. There’s some stuff from before that you don’t know about me. Plus I’ve just had a horrible argument with my best friend, said terrible things, and honestly, I don’t think he’s going to forgive me. And that’s terrifying, because even when people leave me on my own, I’ve always had him. Just- I’m not this perfect person everyone makes me out to be.

[s-idphillips-blog]

You really think that?

I never said you were perfect. And whatever it is, we’ll... I’ll deal with it, alright? I’m sure my feelings for you won’t dieter, flaws and all. [ raises an eyebrow, allowing a chuckle ] Unless you’re like, the worlds biggest nose picker, then we-- then we might have a few things to work through. Mary, everyone fights with their best friend, I fight with mine like he’s my brother. Well, he is like my brother, but... we’ve had the worlds biggest fallouts because of me, and we always make it through it. 

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dramatic-fox said: i do have skype???

thEN WHY DONT I HAVE U AS A CONTACT YET

[s-idphillips-blog]

michy-mittens said: i can highly recommend ouji as iv seen it. iv heard that unfriended has some triggers so have avoided that.

yeah, it does seem pretty content heavy in that respect. it doesn’t seem to bother me as it used to, though? i’ve read up on the plot and i’ve honestly watched worse. but thank you!!! i’ll probably go with ouija c: i’m too connected to skype anyways, i’d probably be scarred from going on it ever again.

[s-idphillips-blog]

the question is do i want to watch ouija or unfriended first

[m--muse]

Gus told me as much. It’s why- We fought about it. He says you’re not good for me too. I don’t think anyone knows what’s good for me.

But I think that I’m the one that’s not good enough.

[s-idphillips-blog]

Look, I’m not... good for anyone, like, I’m the epitome of the worst thing that could possibly happen to them. If I don’t mess it up, something else will do it for me. I try not to be. I try to... be better. For my sister, for my friends... But nothing works; like the universe is telling me I’m not enough.

But you? You're different. In every conceivable way.

[m--muse]

Do you…. Is the reason that you don’t want to date me because you’re a Nightmare?

Because Tink sort of told me. I just don’t get why you didn’t…

[s-idphillips-blog]

I... I, uh, it’s... it’s one of the reasons, yeah. It’s just... it’s complicated. Believe me.

And I shouldn’t like you as much as I do because of it. It’s not... it’s not good for you. I’m cancerous.

[m--muse]

Can I ask you something

[s-idphillips-blog]

Of course.

[m--muse]

Honestly I don’t know what I want to do.

[s-idphillips-blog]

That’s... that’s okay too. Yeah.

We don’t have to do anything.

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“Then what is it? Because I really can’t deal with this.”

[s-idphillips-blog]

“You know what? Fine. Whatever.”

“No one’s forcing you to deal with anything. Forget I even bothered.”

[dancingxgypsy-blog]

“Honestly, why are you acting like this?  Did I offend you in some way?”

[s-idphillips-blog]

“No... it’s not that.”

[m--muse]

I don’t really want to talk about it. Can we just… watch a movie or something?

[s-idphillips-blog]

If that’s what you want. [ places a chaste kiss to her forehead, moving a hand to cup her face and ghosting over her cheek with his thumb soothingly.  ]

We don’t have to watch a movie... there’s plenty of other fun stuff we could do. Just say the word.

[s-idphillips-blog]

“What? What’s with that look?”

[s-idphillips-blog]

text || sidney && jafar

[ja-khan-blog]

OUTGOING MESSAGE   »  … »  … » … sidney phillips

(    6:39:37pm   ) تحتاج إلى التوقف. (    6:39:52pm   ) Has no-one told you how utterly desperate you consistently sound? 

[s-idphillips-blog]

OUTGOING MESSAGE   »  … »  … » … jafar khan

(    6:47:14pm   ) daily, actually. persistently. (    6:47:30pm   ) it’s a nice reminder.

[s-idphillips-blog]

text || sidney && _____

OUTGOING MESSAGE   »  … »  … » …  ???

(    6:35:41pm   ) hey if that’s what you wanna do (    6:35:49m   ) i’m not gonna stop you