Eighteen Ain't So Sweet

[guitarplayermrs]

[sa-dnesss]

[sa-dnesss]

“because how do you tell someone that you are unhappy and literally crying from behind your screen when they seem so happy and full of life and they are getting ready to go to sleep and dream about happy things and you don’t want to ruin their night so you say nothing and let them keep their happiness while you’re slowly falling apart”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[teenytinyfallenangel]

I don’t know how to feel about anything anymore. It’s like I can’t even sleep to feel better at this point... I end up waking up feeling worse than when I fell asleep. I wish someone could just tell me it gets better... life somehow magically gets better and easier and more beautiful, but nothing is more magical than the world to a child. It’s a real shame how innocence gets stolen, joy turns in sadness, hope turns into dread, and life turns into death. What’s the meaning of all this? What’s the point? Some days really don’t feel worth living through. I hope today you can find neutrality, because really... that’s the ultimate goal. If you can remain neutral to your death, you’ve won.

[sa-dnesss]

[desultory-thoughts]

I already did 9 years of this bullshit, constantly wanting to end my life...and you're telling me I have to do at least another 50 ?¡ Hell no, something better change soon or else I'm back to trying to shorten my lifespan.

-A.N.

[mae0x]

when you notice yourself falling into the same self destructive cycle that comes around every depressive episode but all you can do is sit there stare at the wall and wait for the worst,

[mamitears]

i’m clingy as fuck but i can also get distant real quick.

[viinnttaaggee]

stop being so forgiving, people know exactly what the fuck they’re doing

[deeplifequotes]

Don’t wait for approval. Not everyone will understand your vision. You just need to believe in yourself, remain positive and go get it done.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[15th-october-deactivated2022082]

You have a huge perspective when you understand a lot of opinions

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[determinedthin]

Weight loss plan:

Drink 72 oz of water daily

Do atleast 6000 steps

Strength train

Fast for at least 16 hours

Drink green tea

Cut out added sugar

Cut out pop/fruit juice

Have a daily deficit of at least 1100 cal

When eating, stick to veggies and protein

[buthowmanycalories]

Eating disorder stress

When you’re a stress eater but 90% of your stress is because you’ve eaten.

[iamquietlydrowning]

[nothing-but-a-depressed-teen]