get lost.

old: @/karenagra

[eggsdoodz]

i missed drawing flowers

[thesnobbyartsyblog]

[unstablefragments2]

ASICS Gel-NYC ‘Mocha’

[eggsdoodz]

or at least i’m trying to

[sunsbleeding]

[s0ul3d-out]

Always a place to revisit.

Thoughts in my head* - Tumblr kinda looks like how it used to? Or I'm just trippin lol! - I can't believe I'm 30 still sometimes.. (it's been 8 months since) - I'm grateful I didn't end everything when I was about to in 2023. I still think about it til' this day, and wouldn't have changed that year one bit. - 30's is still a learning age in this life experience, but for all that I've experienced this far, I'm so eternally thankful. - 30 for 30 by Sza & Kenny is literally my 30's anthem. - I think if you met who I was now... you'd notice this energy shift in a positive way. This is the rawest, weirdest (in the best way possible) version of me yet and even though there are some minor things I'd like to change about myself in physical appearance - nonetheless, I love who I am now, and my opinion about myself is all that matters. - "The strongest presence is so often an absence." - But sometimes.. I wish you were there to live this triumph through. - In less than 4 months, I turn 31, and at times, I wish everything would just slow down honestly. - I've been garden free since December, and ngl I do miss floating sometimes lol! But I've been real strong about it. - Healing a lot of my inner child. - Can't wait to dive deeper into what else 2025 has for me. <3 / KJ.

[mil4n0]

[allblackerrthingus]

Wine goes for weed

[s0ul3d-out]

05.24.22

it’ll get better.

[s0ul3d-out]

when you see love.

[s0ul3d-out]

I truly wish we never took a step further and risked our friendship. Or better yet, wish your actions didn't risk so lol.

[activecotton-deactivated2022050]

[s0ul3d-out]

honestly, single dog/bun mom is looking real nice rn LOL. all I want in my life are freakin to love pets and I really think getting a pet would help so much haha.

[s0ul3d-out]

it’s crazy how much this eclipse and retrograde has showed me a person true colors. i honestly am sad but.. not. i can’t help but be thankful that god, or my spirits and angels really lead me to see what i needed to. not sure why bouncing back always has to correlate with you going through something shitty first, but that is always the case for me. i always get done fckn dirty for giving my all into relationships.

i just know on my end that i loved whole heartedly and wanted to fight for this and try, and i tried, but you showed me the exact opposite. i can only put my energy towards something if it wants to reciprocate and since that is not the case, my time is done with you.

[s0ul3d-out]

the thought of it gives me so much anxiety but i’m just hoping for the best at this point.

[s0ul3d-out]

I’m not going to have my feelings invalidated anymore.

[s0ul3d-out]

happy april!

i’ve been so high on life.  there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

[s0ul3d-out]

It’s sad because lol, through all the feelings and pain I feel, I’m still thankful to live this life. I just feel that I have a lot of weight on my shoulders and I can’t really balance anything anymore.