raven

they/them. fucked up. 24. naarm.

[bpdbot]

sometimes i have too many emotions and sometimes i have none at all but i always always feel like i’m drowning

[hirarious]

Miscellaneous

[sweet-but-cynical]

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

I take up less space than I used to

I’m not as loud as I once was

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

my mother died today

I don’t know how to feel anything but glad knowing that she’ll never hurt anyone again

[sandmandaddy69]

[ronnie-ratke]

Every damn day

[sugaglos]

Everything about me is so so wrong

[hide-and-seekrets]

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

my memories of you taste like clove cigarettes and sweat

cold fingers trace the inside of my thigh over purple bruises

fingernails scratching

at something deeper

than skin

I don’t know how we got here

but I don’t wanna stop now

I still feel your hands around my throat and your lips on my mouth

teeth clashing

we’ve always clashed

rejection is a bitter pill to swallow

gagging on your excuses

false empathy and understanding

all tangled up like rope

gold in colour

because I’m foolish

trying to wish for something more

r - “catching feelings”

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

“

close my eyes

and pray to Gods

i don’t believe in

if love was a sin,

darling,

i’d be damned

for an eternity

”

raven // sinners

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

“

i see you

in every lyric

and in every

god-damned

poem

that i write

sometimes

i wonder

if i miss you

or if i’m just

getting lonely

-lost

and looking

for something

i know

we used

to be

”

raven // lost

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

“

there was something about you the way you built me up only to tear me down that ruined me

”

raven // it’s late at night and i can’t stop thinking

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

“when we argue it is like the earth is shaking and no matter which direction i step in it is the wrong one”

— raven // i love you but please stop hurting me

[nixscriptum]

[mournfulroses]

Virginia Woolf, from her novel titled "The Waves," originally published in 1931

[s3lf-destruct1ve]

honesty feels like dentistry

it’s the art of pulling teeth

bloody, delicate-

you’ve hit a vein

history repeats itself

everyone always leaves

r - i thought you were different

[inlovewiththemooon]

Bite the hand and all that