barefooted wanderer

a sad soul with an infinity for smiling.

[sabrynahhh]

i wish i could write sentences or phrases that some how made life a little more understandable. i wish i wrote things that were popularly relatable. that my words counld some how be so infinite people would repeat them amongst the stars. i took a college class once and i was so confident that the one thing i could do right was writing. after many returned essays with big red letters screaming “flowery” my confidence began to wane, apparently you can even write wrong. you can describe something to beautifully using a million words so that the reader can feel as if they are experiencing it themselves that it is all wrong. your words become flowery because apparently descriptions are bad.it took me years to say screw that. my words are flowery and i love them 

[sabrynahhh]

I dreamed of you and you walked away,

I dreamed of you and i screamed your name

You walked away

I dreamed of your laughter

You walked away

I clawed at the ground and screamed

I screamed until my body jolted from its sleep

All because you walked away

As you layed there in that hospital bed getting colder

Your skin losing its beautiful brown caramel color

I had to walk away...

[sabrynahhh]

I didn't know pain could be so endless

[theanimalmemes]

I’m kinda glad I’m so difficult to deal with & understand bc then I know when someone stays around, they truly want to..

@sexual-texts (via sexual-texts)

[sandandglass]

[sabrynahhh]

To him I am still invisible.

[defineyourgrind]

[krisadilli]

When I get comfortable with people I start using them as pillows and foot rests

[themindprobe]

when i get used as a pillow or foot rest i feel loved

[varying-degrees-of-regret]

I am both of these people

[strange-moon]

Looking For Alaska, John Green

[wnq-writers]

I think the most terrifying aspect of it all was realizing how blindly ready I was to compromise my morals and beliefs in order to please you. And it still haunts me, to this day.

linhgtran (via wnq-writers)

[sabrynahhh]

#prince #rip #purplerain #life

[sabrynahhh]

When you got those #supernatural eyes. Finally #snapchat has a filter I adore. #SPNFamily #spn #cw #blackeyes #deanmon #moose #squirrel #mishacollins #jaredpadalecki #jensenackles

[danielle-gets-fit-deactivated20]

I have stretch marks.

[smallerbenz-blog]

Reblog if you do too. Just to prove that it is more normal than what people actually think.

[sabrynahhh]

Not that simple

So many people think that starting a relationship or confessing what you feel to someone is so simple and maybe theoretically it is. to actually do it though can mean either the start of something good or it could mean the end to something great. i think this mostly applies to people who happen to be friends. personally i have a guy friend who im “bestfriends” with and there are moments when i think i may have feelings for him and then there are others where im sure this is just an amazing friendship. he gets me and i get him, we are totally weird and its really okay to both of us. people see us together a lot and assume that we are together or that we like each other in that special way. at some moments they might be right, well about one of us any way, i cant really speak for him. my point is that, what if both of us did like each other in that way? what if we furthered a relationship and then a few days later he or i realize that we arent meant for each other. i mean how do you back track from that? i feel like that awkwardness will kind of linger, especially if one of us started dating another person. what if by giving into impulse and emotion we ruined an amazing relationship? i cant see this ending well. what if i always linger in the shadows secretly wanting him yet equally not wanting a relationship? thoughts like this keep me awake. relationships arent easy and im not even in one and they give me anxiety...

[kushandwizdom]

[d0nn0]

Im 18 and im having my 48th midlife crisis

[sabrynahhh]

Im turning 25 and my quarter life crisis has been haunting me since last year

[wnq-writers]

I seen the darkest places in your eyes, I seen the pain you numb away, As I ask I know you lie for you scary inside, Your flaw imperfections made you beautiful in my eyes, We connected seven months we stay. Til February would only be a memory, The stars dance in the way you spoke, The conventions so deep to forget about thee, Every girl I speak and have fun with is a joke, Wasting my time as I practice my rhymes, To one day she comes back an I capture her with my words or be surprise she lie, find me a dime. More fishes in the sea to find, This poem was to be towards you, It was kind but I find off topic oh why, Here’s my heart I give to you I need it back, Be by the tree I carve out aftermath impact.

Nokushikuzi, 2 a.m. (via wnq-writers)