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gosh darn it, I took a look at my +150 (now 90~95) drafts and the first thing that greets me is a wip post of mine (yea I had some of these and I think 99% of em never saw the light of the day) with the headline being “Some fun stuff I learned about Emerald recently"

“recently”

when did I even write this, fuck

even better - this is the first tag

or let’s not, that’s okay too I guess lmao

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guardevoir

hat auf deinen Eintrag geantwortet

“Okay, so”

yo, if you're okay w/ it, let me know where you end up. You're my last tie to a different era of internet shenanigans, and I know we've been kinda drifting past each other for ages, but... y'know, I'd like to stay in tough somehow.

Will do and duuude same here, with you completely gone I'd be a lonely Internet Grandma

- might take a while ‘til I make myself comfy somewhere though since I still have yet to take a serious look at any of those recommended replacement sites, just skimmed a few that let me. I’m not necessary in a rush

...I’m trying so hard to think of something I currently use that I could plug but most of these accounts are for lurking Did you ever use Duolingo? Or am I thinking of someone else? I can’t even remember the last time I logged into mine so that doesn’t even count as ‘currently in use’ but there’s that, I guess

welp, dunno how often you use your 3DS and if you’re into that kind of stuff buuut they kinda sorta revived the Swapnote thing aaand since we’re friendcode buddies*, y’know...basically what I’m saying is, if you want someone to occasionally send you very muscular Pichus posing in Christmas gear or something on your portable 3D console, then I’m your man

*this only applies if you didn’t delete any “Baphomet”s on there recently, otherwise nvm lol

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Okay, so

Aftermath report.

this blog was completely locked down

as well as 2 of my password protected side blogs I used to store/organize links and bookmarks

my first tumblr account I made in 2013? isn’t completely locked down, just marked as “possibly unsafe” or whatever (it gives you the choice to view its content, unlike for a completely locked down blog. also deleted the profile pic)

my old ass art blog that has some nsfw pics wasn’t hit at all (?????)

Amazing. I‘m not sure what to do with that old art blog right now. Or with any of these blogs, for that matter. I guess I’ll convert the posts from the password-protected blogs to google docs on my drive account and delete them afterwards, much easier access now that I deleted the Tumblr app. Or I delete them later and use the backups I’ve made prior. That’d settle that. Done That very first account..at one point, I liked to go back sometimes and look for art and clean it out a bit and stuff. Was kind of relaxing, really. Now that I have Tampermonkey and some handy scripts though, I’ll probably roll through it in a week and delete it afterwards. The art blog..I decided to not remove anything I haven’t already before the 17th. If someone stumbles upon it one day and flags these posts, that’s even better since they’d become unviewable on the entire site that way, instead of disappearing from my own blog only. Something that never really sat right with me about Tumblr.

And this blog......dunno. Kind of has to stay alive or else the art blog dies. I don't want to use this site for much longer, but before I can make a clear decision I’ll have to check some things first.

I liked Tumblr because, unlike Deviantart, you could post nsfw stuff and, unlike Pixiv, there was no need for censorship. It had a lot of potential, and (I don’t need to say this but) this could’ve been handled so much better that it was in the end. But, that’s something I found myself thinking a lot about Tumblr in the last years.

Mastodon looks kind of intriguing.

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UPDATE

I cannot appeal to have posts unflagged, because I, as a blog owner, cannot access my own hidden posts of which I am the OP, neither via direct link nor via the blog archive

Because they are hidden.

The posts staff said they would not delete are therefore essentially deleted anyway.

That’s it, I’m out, no idea if I will ever come back, good fucking riddance, staff can go shove a rusty metal cactus up their incompetent assholes.

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What the hell? I thought I wasn’t able to do any of that because I wasn’t the OP, but that doesn’t even matter to Tumblr?

Actually wait, that’s not too suprising, as blogs who are entirely deemed NSFW cannot be accessed by anyone. Not even by the blog owners themselves. Only reason I de-NSFW-ed this blog in the first place (which was piss easy btw, just inspect the grayed-out nsfw switch with F12, delete 2 words in the code and click the now functioning switch. JUST) was to look at the damage and not have a stupid cone as my profile pic

And yes, whether they’d have hidden or deleted these posts doesn’t seem to make that much of a difference. Not what I expected when reading stuffs’ little attempt at damage controll, but not too shocking eitherway at this point. I don’t know if people who want to export their blogs now still get the hidden images/content in this state, if not it’s just bizarre. What’s the point in keeping posts we can’t interact with.

Anyway, I know we haven’t talked much in like forever (my bad) but I still enjoyed seeing you and your art on my dash here and there and reading what’s up. I wish you all the best, and good luck with uni!

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hey look, I’m sfw now

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WELL!

it’s been a long, long, weird journey.  maybe i should have done more. this blog has seen me all the way from high school graduation, the beginning and end of a 7 year relationship, becoming trans, dropping out of college, running away from abuse, dealing with mental illness, bouncing from place to place… it’s always been here, and i always came back to it, though maybe not as much as i should.

i’ve always wanted to do something worthwhile, but disability makes that tough. i wanted something to be proud of. maybe a total no effort shitposty blog isn’t quite a magnum opus, but i’m proud of it. i’m happy so many true sluts kept me company in the final hours. i can’t believe i’m getting teary eyed over this hell blog

i really do appreciate you all. i would be happy if you’d follow me along to twitter @rinshankouhai, enjoy the zine i’m working on, and hang out with me some more. if enough people reach out to me wanting it, i might revive vocaloidcomments in a new place, in a new form, with more of a combination of shitposting and comments. i dunno.

EDIT: oh my god you literally can just remove the grey box and mark your own blog as non-explicit. wow. well now it’s in better shape for archival go wild

either way, here, now, i’m saying goodbye to this blog. goodnight, vocaloidcomments. thanks for all the fun. 

feel free to take your shirt off

-cecille

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On the topic of high school anime stories: I went to an Indian school that didn't really know much about anime and in grade 11 (i was 16!! Wtf) I was in charge of decor for our seniors' grad night and since all I could draw was anime I got the decor team to draw and colour giant anime cut outs that got stuck on the walls. It was the weebiest thing that has happened in my life and no one knew enough to stop it. I still have a couple of the cut outs

send me one

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same dude

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holy FUCK

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