I will take the time I need to be better.

This blog is full of every sad part of my body. I'm trying to make changes in my everyday to smile a little more often. I'm 20 yrs old, 5'8", and weigh more than I'm comfortable sharing. I will document my journey through weight loss, school, mental illness, and anything and everything in my life. Please talk to me, I want to hear what you have to say. My Ask is open for you. Personal writing Daily intake

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February 26, 2014 Breakfast: Mac n Cheese cup Lunch: Half a piece baked of chicken with Panko bread crumbs, $1 onion rings from Burger King (uh oh) Dinner: Turkey, lettuce, cheese sandwich Drinks: Water, super sugary iced coffee (whoops), peach and rose tea Not really monitoring my eating yet but keeping track of what I do eat and being conscious of what I'm putting in my mouth. It's 5am and I'm a bit hungry so I might go for a snack and watch some TV. Today I slept through my alarm and missed my class. Normally I would be frantic all day and feel guilty but I tried to take it as a sign that my body needs to relax and used today as a slow day.

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weight loss blogs!

I need to follow some active blogs. Like this and I'll check out your blog and most likely follow

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Good Morning!

I really distanced myself from this blog for about 6 months and in those 6 months, I've gained 12 pounds of the 30 pounds that I lost. I took a break from my hard work just because I would become obsessive but here's to second chances (or thirds or fourths!). I turned 20 two weeks ago and I'm really starting to hate myself again. I want to stop being uncomfortable with who I am. I've started talking to somebody and we've become very close, although he lives across the country. We're talking about meeting but before we do that, I want to lose weight and be confident in who I am. I'm not sure if I'll document everything I eat or how much I exercise but I'll try to work on it. I'm trying hard to work on myself. I'm trying to be better and be healthy, mentally and physically. I told my family doctor that I'm sad a lot and he recommended a psychologist for me. I made an appointment for March 6th, and oh boy, I am so nervous! My last semester of school was tough and this one isn't too much easier. This semester is Chemistry, Nutrition, Anatomy and Physiology 2, and Communications 2. And guess what! This is my last semester before I graduate :) Thanks for still following me and thanks for sticking around on my hiatus. I sincerely hope you all are okay and trying to be a little healthier than you were yesterday.

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