The Bony Boi

She/her they asked “do you love her to death?” I said “speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life”

[5air-inshallahh-deactivated2022]

you’re something that I wanna keep forever

[bitchinthefridge]

it was so hard to be in love with you. i wanted to give you all the time you needed but at the end you just weren’t ready. and that’s okay. maybe you will be one day, maybe with someone else, maybe you won’t or maybe i’m not the right one for you. and all of that is okay. i never wanted to rush things, never wanted to put you in a position to decide this right here, right now. never meant to put pressure on u and I never wanted to stress this. it just makes sense now. i was so incredibly into you from the very first moment. that’s why loving you was not easy. i don’t know anything about love, about crushing, about falling so hard that you go days without eating but... that thing between us.. is that how .. is that how real love supposed to look like? i mean i read a lot of stuff like love should be easy. love should be relieving. love should make you happy more often than it makes you sad. like i got no idea how it’s supposed to look like, i don’t know when to give up, when to fight, when to give everything or when to simply grab your hand and kiss you in front of all our friends. i got no idea about all of this cause it’s my very first time being so madly in love that it hurts. but is this really how love should look like? well... maybe i am the problem, the reason why this doesn’t work out. maybe i want it way too much, maybe i fell way too hard, way too fast, way too intense. i always had the thought that i should keep my distance, always give you space, be two steps behind you... and that’s when i realised something... I heard this so often from so many people but for the first time I really felt the quote “right person - wrong time” deep under my skin. all i wanted to say is - in case you will ever read this - that maybe we weren’t meant to be. maybe not in this life. however do not force it, do not ever force any feelings you just don’t have or don’t feel ready yet to show them. and i’m so incredibly sorry if i ever made you feel like that. don’t change yourself for anyone, not for your family, not your friends, not your work and especially not for your lover. please stay forever loyal to yourself and your feelings.

ps: i will never love someone in that way ever again. and maybe... just maybe.. neither will you.

[bitchinthefridge]

maybe you’d have told me the same.

I was so confused about my feelings for you, cause you’ve let me going through so many ups and downs, I was so happy and at the same time so incredibly sad when I was with you. You told me so many beautiful things and let me fall back into high hopes but then again I had to listen to every word you said about someone else, how happy they’ve made you and how good they were looking. But I also remember what you’ve said about me. I was a whole piece next to you and again falling apart when you were gone, you did this with and to me and the worst part is that no matter what else you gonna do, I will always hold on to all the things you said back then.

There was more between us than just a friendship, but we both weren’t sure how to express those feelings, it was too much for the both of us so we started to hurt each other. We needed to see each other’s reaction, we needed to know what the other one was thinking but we both were superb actors. Now you are falling for someone new and I’m falling for the imagination and our old messages after 12 am. Now you’re falling for someone new and I don’t know how to get back to you. I wish I could tell you how I felt, back then when I had the chance but I was scared and now I regret everything. I wish I could let you know that I’m happy for you cause you really really deserve it, more than anybody else, but I wish it was me instead. Seeing you crushing is beautiful but it hurts like hell, seeing you smiling while reading the name is beautiful but it hurts cause it’s still not mine. I wish I had let you know back then maybe you’d have told me the same.

[gayfck]

the only robot that matters

[teenagecrush]

[amargedom]

[anxiousanddramatic-deactivated2]

"One day you're going to see her holding hands with someone who took your chance. She won't even notice you because she's too busy laughing with the stupid jokes he makes. And it will burn your heart seeing that beautiful smile on her face and realizing that you're not the reason anymore. And then it will finally hit you: it was her, it was always her."

- unknown

[wiselwisel]

[cydonianmystery-deactivated-dea]

N U N   R A V E

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

BLESS THIS MOSH PIT

[debonairbexar-deactivated202108]

“Drop the blessed bass sister Mary Bethel!”

[weallneedsomethingtobelievein]

I’m not gonna lie, this made my night.

[sirpeckington-deactivated201908]

when you’re a reader, there’s only two modes:

reading whenever is physically possible even if it’s getting in the way of your life 

or

you haven’t touched a book in 7 months

[pensierovfisso]

“Only you can give me that feeling.”

[my-love-suggestions]

I yearn for the future, where it’ll be just us together, and we can be as affectionate and as close as we want.

[the-wandering-magician]

consuming unhealthy amounts of fanfiction to cope with unbearable, suffocating loneliness

[perfectquote]

[whoseekswillfind]

I mean… Daddy 👅

Lauren Jauregui

[dragonsarecool69]

[photosbygy-deactivated20200605]

I need to stop stressing out about things I can`t change

[meaningfulsuggestion]

Lie in bed with me and give me soft, sleepy kisses until I fall asleep in your arms.