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Julia • 20 • 🇳🇱🏳️‍🌈

[whoseekswillfind]

First of all. It's amazing that Camila is supporting Lauren her new music!

And second of all. Just seeing Camila like and comment on Lauren her posts gives me so much joy

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Hey guys,

I know this is a Lauren and Camila page, but If you want to get to know me more. My personal page is @iwillstareatyou.

Thanks ☺️

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Oh no I think I'm catching feelings

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Lauren Jauregui performing ✨

that's it, that's the post

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'Cause after all these years

I still feel everything when you are near

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Anxiety

From the outside it's easy to think that somebody's got it all figured out, Because on the outside I look fine, I must not have a care in the world. As it were expected for my demons to be worn like a scarlet letter pinned to my chest and they assume if you cannot see it then it's not really there. As if pain does not exist unless you're bleeding or showing a cast or staggering with a limp, but sometimes the most painful demons are the ones that we can't even see. So we learn how to smile, how to grin and bear it, because nobody likes to talk about the tough stuff. Hell I don't like to talk about the tough stuff.

I have anxiety

It feels like every cell in my body is moving fast. That my veins are blurry. That despite the constant metronome of my heartbeat inside my ears. It's like listening to a spastic drumline. It feels like bees in my ears. Like a broken white noice machine playing all the sounds at once and I don't even realize I'm gritting my teeth or cracking my knuckles or rubbing my forefinger against my pinky or twisting the gold band on my middle finger. Holding on to myself like I'm the only lifeline Bridging the gap between realize on my own to feet and the atomic cloud abyss of noices and sounds and feelings of fleeting rushing through my veins and I'm avoiding eye contact not because I'm not listening to what your saying, because i'm listening to the sound of my own voice hoping that trough your ears you can't hear that it's two octaves too high and on the verse of breaking, because my palms are sweating and I somehow forgot to speak with anything behind my words other than insecurity.

My anxiety feels like fire. It's explainable hot and rash and frustrating as I knot the inside of my cheek as if the solution to this feeling is buried between my teeth and gums. It feels like drowning, but it feels like burning and it feels like fucking forever. I imagine my feet moving with trails of dust behind them like those cartoons, because somehow it feels like I'm moving faster than the 60 seconds they've allowed in a minute all the while I'm just playing catch-up on the stopwatch and it doesn't add up like it did in highschool mathematics. I can't carry the one and find the square root of the problem, because most of the time there is no problem. There is no life or death situation. There is no rhyme or reason. There is just feelings and I'm feeling all of them at once.

Some days are better than others. Some days are worse, but there just days and I've got more where they came from

- Meghan Rienks

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Same ✨

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the 'I' in I miss you and I love you changes everything

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Snow

When it snows it gets really quiet, because snow actually absorbs sound. So when you get a snowstorm it's like soundproofing for the entire planet.

Sometimes I would wish it would snow and just never stops snowing.

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I just want to make a big shout-out to this account on Instagram!

The edits are amazing!

Camila and Lauren (@camren_edit) • 11 Instagram photos and videos

519 Followers, 2 Following, 11 Posts - See Instagram photos and videos from Camila and Lauren (@camren_edit)

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[Verse 1]

Stay back, stay long, and you move on

I stress, come close, move on, please don't

[Pre-Chorus]

Hello, how are you? How you've been?

Lately I wonder how it feels to steal your kiss

Nothing much, just fine I'm doing well

And you can read between the lines but God, I fell

[Chorus]

I only told the moon, tonight up on the roof

I told her that I'm scared that all my thoughts they look like you

I only told the moon, about the way you move

I asked her to please tell me if you tell things to her too

[Verse 2]

Silence. Too loud. Say it, not now

[Pre-Chorus]

So how are you? How you've been?

Lately I wonder how it feels to taste your lips

Nothing much, just fine I'm doing well

And you can read between the lines but God, I fell

[Chorus]

I only told the moon, tonight up on the roof

I told her that I'm scared that all my thoughts they look like you

I only told the moon, about the way you move

I asked her to please tell me if you tell things to her too

That I give it all to you, I give it all to you, I give it all to you

I only told the moon

[Bridge]

Ah-ah-ah-ah

And another love song will play on the radio, you know

Ah-ah-ah-ah

Oh, and I’ll wait for the moon to lean in close and say…

[Chorus]

That she only told the moon, tonight up on the roof

She told me that she'ss scared that all her thoughts they look like you

I only told the moon, about the way you move

I asked her to please tell me if you tell this to her too

[Outro]

That I give it all to you, I give it all to you, I give it all to you

We only told the moon

We only told the moon

Only told the moon

💛Camila Cabello💛

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The rose is our thing 🌹

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I just want to take this cute girl to Paris 🇫🇷

Je veux être avec toi.

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Power couple 🔥💕

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Mood in song lyrics pt2:

Sometimes lyrics describe your feelings better than you can

Blanks

‌Whisper things you wouldn't ever say if you were sober. Why don't we just plan a trip to Paris in October

Alec Benjamin

‌When the world's not perfect, when the world's not kind. If we have each other then we'll both be fine. I will be your lover, and I'll hold your hand. You should know I'll be there for you

Girl in red

‌i don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips

Robin schulz

‌If you love me, then say you love me. That you are mine. Hey, come on, darling, stop the hiding. Speak your mind

Oasis

‌There are many things that I would like to say to you, But I don't know how, Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me

Camila Cabello

‌oh no, there you go, you're making me a liar. I kinda like it though

‌I need you more than I want to

‌I'm tired of loving somebody that's not mine

‌you haunt me when I'm dreamin' And it's time you know the feeling

King Princess

‌will keep on waiting for your love For you, I'll wait

Ali Gatie

‌it's you, it's always you. If I'm ever gonna fall in love, I know it's gon' be you. It's you, it's always you. Met a lot of people, but nobody feels like you. So please don’t break my heart, don’t tear me apart. I know how it starts, trust me, I've been broken before

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CC2 is coming

Camila has written a beautiful poem

What do I know about love?

Nothing.

Where does the love go when it runs out?

When does it leave?

Why does it die?

Do you kill it in one violent blow?

Or is it a million unattended, unheated little cuts and scratches?

What do I know about love?

Everything.

It creeps into my chest uninvited and untamable.

I know love has no mercy on anyone: rich, poor, independent, codependent, confident, insecure.

It will bring you to your knees.

If you did it right.

What I know for sure about love is that you never come out of it the same.

The other person is a chemical and I am a chemical and we both will come out as different people than when we met.

I know when you're in love kissing is everything.

Because words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel.

I know when you fall in love, you feel like you're the first and only two people in the world.

Every kiss, every touch, every caress is like something you feel nobody has ever felt before.

And you think - has everybody that's fallen in love before just walked around this nonchalantly the whole time?

You're at a restaurant with your friends and you can feel it, the secret under your tongue.

Burning like fire, but sweet and it creeps up to your cheeks and makes you smile and suddenly you look down and see your heart's veins reaching, reaching, clinging to someone else's heart.

I've learned a lot about love in my 20's, but not enough to maintain control in the face of it's power and for every new thing I learned, there was something else I couldn't understand.

All I know is love changes you, if you're lucky, to something better.

What I know for sure is falling in love with life itself makes an artist out of everyone.

I thought I was making art before.

Writing songs was me making art, but now I want my life to be the work of art.

And my songwriting to be the camera that I take a picture of it with.

It's what I'm living.

That's the art.

What do I know about love?

Maybe nothing.

And that's why it's everything.

- Camila Cabello

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Mood in song lyrics:

Sometimes lyrics describe your feelings better than you can

Hayley kiyoko

‌I'm hooked on all these feelings

‌I'm just curious, is it serious?

‌I over-communicate and feel too much, I just complicate it when I say too much

Shawn Mendes

‌Can't drink without thinkin' about you. Is it too late to tell you that, Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

‌Oh, I'm good at keepin' my distance, I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing

OneRepublic

‌Would you rescue me? Would you get my back? Would you take my call when I start to crack? Would you rescue me? Ah, would you rescue me? Would you rescue me while I'm by myself?When I need your love, if I need your help

Ariana Grande

‌You got me some type of way, Ain't used to feelin' this way, I do not know what to say, But I know I shouldn't think about it

Avril Lavigne

‌Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?

Avicii

‌I get robbed of all my sleep, As my thoughts begin to bleed, I'd let go, but I don't know how

Camila Cabello

‌can see you're scared of your emotions, I can see you're hoping, you're not hopeless, So why can't you show me?

‌This crush is kind of crushing me

King Princess

‌Did you mean it when you said I was pretty? That you didn't wanna live in a city, Where the people are shitty?