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[sadbutrad420]

Why was I not enough? Why were none of your children enough? You were never there. You chose temporary happiness over literal life you chose to bring into this world. You chose men because you can't love yourself. I needed you. I needed to be taught to love and value myself because now I absolutely despise myself and it's all because of you. You treated me like a friend, not a daughter. Addiction ruined you but your absence in my life ruined me more, and the damage is so far gone that it's taken 20 years and I'm not healed. You were supposed to be a mother, but instead you threw us away like we were disposable and that's why none of your kids want nothing to do with you. You are dead to me, and nothing can make me forgive you.

[sadbutrad420]

I was too young to know. Too young to know what was going on or why it was wrong. I thought it was a normal way of showing love. But I was wrong. It wasn't love. You may be gone, but the memories will forever be stuck with me and I will forever hate you for that. You were supposed to look out for me, to protect me. But instead you took advantage and used me for your own sick reasons. You destroyed my innocence. I didn't deserve what you did to me. I was too young to know.