A list of almost unbearably inspiring movies
The DreamersÂ
Les Chansons dâAmour
Only Lovers Left Alive
The PianoÂ
Impromptu
Doctor Zhivago
Don Juan DeMarco
Brick
Mediterraneo
Le Chat du Rabbin
EXPECTATIONS
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occasionally subtle
The Bowery Presents
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YOU ARE THE REASON
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Game Changer & Make Some Noise

Product Placement
Show & Tell

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A list of almost unbearably inspiring movies
The DreamersÂ
Les Chansons dâAmour
Only Lovers Left Alive
The PianoÂ
Impromptu
Doctor Zhivago
Don Juan DeMarco
Brick
Mediterraneo
Le Chat du Rabbin
My performance at the World Music Day. :)
Port of Amsterdam, my cover
Behind the curtain
"In that song itâs wondering how far did this person take their own wish to be somebody else. You know, thatâs a song about a woman, by all appearances sheâs a woman except that you know sheâs a man. So you see someone like this who seems very rare. This one particular person had a very rare quality which you could kind of understand after you realized what her situation was. But, it didnât explain everything. It just made her extremely attractive and so you felt yourself drawn into her because of this rare quality and then you start to wonder how far did the whole thing go. How much pain does this person put themselves through in order to present this extremely attractive appearance, this extremely graceful and beautiful appearance. So that was my question. I mean, I never found out the answer. I didnât need to know the answer. It was more just the way this person was alluring." --Suzanne Vega
I remember finding myself in these words, this plum-deep purple of passion weaved through with compassion for the strange. It's been worn down and sanded off until there's only a thin disdain.
I find myself surprised at the chasm of difference, looking across with a longing ache. I want it back, but let's see where it went.
We'd only just met, but you're already at my throat. Without doing much of anything at all, I am hogging too much of your precious spotlight. You start with little barbs, roll them into insults and I can feel cracks in the veneer. There is a brim filled with tears, a bitter fruit leaking juices. But you don't show us beyond the polish, you drown back into yourself.
In another age, I would have sat with you in a room with plush walls. Sound and light are muffled in there, the warmth is just this side of oppressive. It's an attic forgotten by others, though we can hear their muted noises from somewhere below. I would have held your hand as you tell the story. We would keep it locked and safe. In this shared space we might've found each other.
Instead, you are screaming.
I wish I could show you that I see, but it's not my place to dig inside. We've only just met, others are talking.
I may not share the intimacy of your particular flavor, but we both have a lot of experience in drowning. When you grab a piece of flotsam, don't hold on too fast. It's not real anyway.
I am being an idiot. Enjoy.
HELEPATE HELEPATE HELEPATE
Dear dishes
I'm doing these dishes like I was their mother. I handle them gently and with care, like walking on eggshells. Or a tea ceremony.
I've got the panic contained and focused in minute maneuver, so it won't lash out and damage things. It's like handling precious china with elephant trunks. Very carefully.
And something good is coming out from under the pressure. An affectionate touch.
random poems written in an evening
you come to me like everyone else
with cautious heart
careful not to give too much
and you've lost me
the one who offers
gets it all
there's an alley in a city
holds a fire
caught in trash and old newspaper
ignited by a spark
from endless columns of traffic
glistening red through raindrops
The glass is misty out the window
high above
what I want is to drown in the water
deluge of a spring rain
layer of shine over the grey
bury me in ground instead
let the worry seep from me
keep me safe and free
burn me until nothing is left
scatter the ashes in the wind
so I fly
what wave can sweep the street clean of grey?
Bring back color
ozone-fresh contrast after a storm
after the lightning has scourged the sky
without a Sun
there are no stars either
To a lone mountain, the wind whispers
"I am here"
"I have come for you"
It moves the mountain, pebble by pebble
to a different place
better suited
Wind, shepherd to mountains
Moss covers the entire side of the building
Crosses are buried in the courtyard
upside-down
The air is fresh with recent rain.
I am sglad to be here.
extraneous burdens crowd the backpack
lugged every fucking where
trash and useless patterns
how many survival routes really
have any replay value?
can I point and click here?
Mine is to write, not to question the worth
others can
where I lay my head
close to the ground,
listen.
Get dirty. Be scared.
Frightened, fight.
But listen first
to the deep hum
where I am buried
Breathing free.
to cast a picture, you need a flame
the needlework is very crooked
by candle light
flickering weakly
You'll lose your eyes.
Anatomy of loss
a backbone of nothing
replaced with more of the same.
Cathedrals in dust motes with no foundations.
Unlimited soar
a cast iron skillet
some more ingredients,
a heart.
Solace for a lost one.
YES, FOOD.
Soarfish is the kind of fish that
flies until it overeats and so
betrays her name.
Plops into the mouth of someone
less in the clouds.
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i had no idea you felt this way about me djurdjica omg
I love you, Joey. :)
Love you
We will meet someday, in a city in Spain. We'll spend a week in an apartment with tall, old-fashioned windows, with a balcony and a view of the sea. We will make love with abandon, day after day, in the sea breeze that rustles the curtains.
I will tell you how much I love you. I will say it many times, over and over again until you're drowning in the most comfortable coma. I don't intend to possess you, to be forever mine. You're free. Fly to other loves, if they deserve your beautiful gem-cut soul.
We will part ways, maybe, after that week.
There will be other lovers. They will deserve me, too. One more leap off the cliff into the Great Blue.
This is my cover of Mad World. I'm fairly satisfied with how it turned out. Hopefully you will like it, too.
Free MP3 download: Djurdjica - Mad World (cover).mp3 You can get it from Tindeck here.
On writing
You need that whirlwind of inspiration to get you into the groove of fluent word, but you canât just let it carry you downstream. You have to push it higher, and higher with every stroke of a swimming arm. Intensify the feeling, punch it full of strength and vigor until it soars further up, wings spanning the airstreams. Itâs a way of sinking below the conscious pilot, forgetting the man behind the wheel, cutting control off until youâre skidding freely upon the rain slick asphalt going over the speed limit. Itâs a dangerous sidestep, relinquishing control over to impulse and intuition, and whatever dark side that might rear its head. It wonât work unless youâve honed those senses until theyâve become a second nature, a perfect-fitting skin, a fluid sway of a breathless dancer. The reader should be pulled under with you, taken along for the ride in the passenger seat, just as wide-eyed in wonder as the writer might be when he lets the story unfold from his fingers and without his brain. Once control has been relinquished, precision and perfection can be aimed at. Itâs an oddly feverish kind of peace.
Download the MP3 from Tindeck: Djurdjica - Teardrop (cover).mp3
This is my cover of Massive Attack's Teardrop. This is such a difficult song to sing. I've been practicing it for a very long while. No wonder, as it was originally sung by Liz Fraser of Cocteau Twins. Her voice is ethereal and so eerie. When I sing this song, when I sink into the feeling, it feels like pearls on my breath.
I was amused to read in the wikipedia article that the song was first offered to Madonna, and though she was interested, Massive Attack decided to go with Liz. I'm not at all surprised.
Sea Lion Woman (cover)
I was disappointed when not many of my friends seemed to notice or recognize my cover of this song. While I was talking to a friend, I tried to explain the meaning that the song held for me, and realized that maybe I should write it down. Perhaps that way it will be more obvious why it's such a powerful song. Here's my cover:
http://tindeck.com/listen/jvxa
And a rooster crowed, Sea Lion And began to lie, Sea Lion Sea Lion Woman, Sea Lion She drank coffee, Sea Lion She drank tea, Sea Lion And began to lie, Sea Lion This is how I sing it. This song has a haunting, almost mythical sound. Its meaning formed somewhere in the back of my brain, turning it into something deeper than just words to sing. That's how the lyrics got changed, in an organic process of infusing the song with meaning. It sprung about from the melody, which reminds me of the lulling motion of great waves. It has that push and pull of a deep, sonorous trance. The meaning had to meet the depth. It might be safer when there's no meaning, because there's no fear of it being something shallow and incongruous with the melody. Maybe if the lyrics are something that isn't understood, the mystery of the song will remain. Same as a religious ceremony that holds ritual power when sung in an unknown high language. But we're too late for that. There's a moss-covered part of my mind that resides at the dank bottom of an ancient well, and it came up with the story. Sea Lion Woman, Sea Lion. A woman washed ashore on the beach, her body swept by waves and tangled in seaweed. No mere woman, Sea Lion. A creature of myth, sister to the Selkie and the Melusine. Sea Lion Woman, Sea Lion. Lost in the ways of the land, she stumbled about. Sea Lion Woman, Sea Lion. Struggled with the ways of the people. She drank their drinks, and ate their food, and bit by bit she became one of them. She was an empty kind of being, a clean slate, the Sea Lion Woman. With wide eyes that held the endless vertigo of black space. Her hair went wild about her. She would never speak. Not utter a word. She drank coffee, Sea Lion, she drank tea, Sea Lion. (She tries to recall her name, she struggles. Sea Lion Woman, Sea Lion.) Little by little, her mystical essence was muted, faded, dissipated. Growing closer to the world of men, her essence was run aground, rooted in the land. Farther away from the lull of mighty sea. It was only a whisper remaining, the whisper of waves, on a rainy day. As she stared out a stone window, through a fog of melancholy. Only woman, woman. She began to lie, Sea Lion. When she uttered her first word, she began to lie, Sea Lion. Lie was the way of the people, the way of the land. And the rooster crowed, Sea Lion. The rooster crows three times for Peter, the Biblical sign of betrayal. The shrill crack of a sudden dawn that sheds a pale light upon unpleasant knowledge. Such as waking up in a strange bed, tangled with a lover one knows nothing about. That is the sorrow of this song. It is a lament for a being that's lost its way. It is a dirge. Sea Lion Woman, Sea Lion. Just a woman, woman. But maybe she lies. Maybe she just lies. For a while.
Late Bloomers of the Arts
For all of you whoâve felt even for a second that itâs ever too late:Â
1. Charles Bukowski had his first book published when he was 49
2. Leonard Cohen was 33 when his first album was released
3. Marina Abramovicâs career as an independent artist wasnât solidified until she was 42
4. Julia Childâs career started when she was 36
5. Van Gogh started drawing when he was 27
6. Monet painted Sunrise when he was 33, but wasnât producing his best work until his early 40s
7. Kazuo Ohno started dancing when he was 27
8. William S. Burroughs had his first novel published when he was 39