Bad bunny x Rauw Alejandro
MLM fanfic w/ English translation
Tags= unprotected sex, anal (both verse), internalized homophobia, (Rauw) small amount of angst i think?… happy ending tho
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The metal squeaked loudly and the sound of the headboard banging on the wall.
Benito’s face was pressed into the mattress. He groaned deeply, clutching onto anything he could. The sheets were quickly yanked out of his hand by the shaking of the bed, a pillow but Rauw eventually threw it across the room and finally he tried to reach out for Rauw’s hand that painfully dug into his hips.
When he did Rauw immediately gripped his wrist and put both his arms behind his back and kept railing into him with reckless abandon.
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Rauw was sitting on the edge of the bed pulling his shirt over his head while Benito against the headboard tissues in hand cleaning their mixture of cum off his stomach from when Rauw flipped him over on his back his softened dick rested against his thigh. boxers pulled down to his knees to easily be pulled up when he finished.
The question caught Benito off guard he threw away the last tissue and looked up
“No me estés tocando la mano”
Don't be touching my hand
Rauw stood up looking everywhere but Benito’s face seeing those eyes would kill him more than anything right now.
Benito stifled a laugh unfazed by his sudden coldness he’s used to it by now, Rauw’s walls, he never confronted him about it until now.
"Are you scared shitless?"
Benito got up pulling up his boxers and made his way around the semi circle bed stopping about 3 feet from him still in just his boxers.
¿Te da cosa descubrir que eres gay?"
"Are you scared to find out you're gay?"
Rauws Jaw was already tightening
He waited a bit before saying the one thing that he knew would affect him the most
“¿Un maricón?” He whispered and frowned mockingly
That sent Rauw over the rail and he snapped “CÁLLATE, CABRÓN!”
He stepped in front of him angrily significantly closing the distance between them it didn’t help that Benito was a significant 3 inches taller than him forcing him to look up into his eyes Rauw went on but Benito just had that stupid smirk that was enough to send him over the edge every time and just like Benito expected it did but not like how he expected.
Rauw roughly put on his clothes and gathered his things, throwing them carelessly into his duffel bag not even a glance at his secret lover.
Benito didn’t intervene, didn’t even dare to speak up, he knew he went too far, a very rare feeling for him considering he was just so cocky 2 minutes ago his eyes never left Rauw’s face. He wanted nothing more than their eyes to finally meet.
When Rauw finished he stormed out, The door slamming hard enough to rattle the frame.
Benito stood there for a long moment, staring at the wood grain. He ran a hand over his face and let out a breath sitting back on the bed that still had his intoxicating smell on it.
"Bueno," he muttered to himself.
He found his sweatpants on the floor, and pulled them up. He sat down on the bed, his hand hooked on his wrist behind his head. The only evidence of Rauw’s presence was his cologne that was absorbed through the sheets and as Benito was reaching for his phone.
Three taps. Quiet. Hesitant.
Benito's hand stopped mid-air. He looked at the door. Counted to three, then opened it.
Rauw stood there in the hallway, shirt on but untucked, jeans half-buttoned. His eyes were red-rimmed and he had his arms crossed tight over his chest like he was holding himself together.
He didn't meet Benito's eyes.
"Olvidé mi cargador," he said, voice rough.
Benito stepped aside without a word.
Rauw walked past him, the familiar scent of his cologne trailing behind. He went straight to the nightstand, unplugged the charger, and wrapped the cord around itself in his hand.
He stood there. Fingers tightening around the cable.
Benito leaned against the doorframe, arms loose, watching. Not pushing. Just... there.
The silence stretched. Rauw's shoulders went up and down once, twice.
"Te puedes quedar," Benito said quietly. "Si quieres."
You can stay. If you want.
Rauw's hand stopped moving. He didn't turn around.
"...No sé si puedo," he said, barely above a whisper.
Rauw stood up and paused for a long moment. The charger was wrapped around his hand, his knuckles white. He still hadn't looked at Benito.
Benito waited. Didn't move. Didn't speak.
Then Rauw took a step toward the bed. Not toward the door, Not toward his shoes.
He sat down on the edge of the mattress, back to Benito, head hanging forward. The charger slipped from his fingers and landed on the floor with a soft thud.
Benito pushed off the doorframe slowly, crossed the room, and sat down next to him. Close enough that their shoulders almost touched. He didn't reach out. Didn't say a word.
The room was quiet except for the hum of the AC.
Rauw's breathing was uneven. His hands were gripping the edge of the mattress like it was the only thing keeping him anchored because it was.
Then, he tilted his head just slightly almost unnoticeably toward Benito.
But he did as Benito noticed every small thing about him
Like how he normally eats all his food in a hurry, like someone’s gonna take his plate but when he really likes something he’ll take his time. Or how his hands hover before they touch him.
Every time before he puts a hand on Benito's shoulder, before he reaches for something across the table, his hand pauses in the air for half a second — like he's still deciding if he's allowed.
Or when Rauw picks at the label of his beer bottle until it comes off in one piece. Every single time. If it tears, he gets quiet and starts over on a new bottle. Benito's found little curled labels on the floor, the coffee table, the nightstand, or out in his yard and label-less bottles it drives him insane.
Benito turned to look at him. Rauw's eyes were still fixed on the floor, but his jaw had loosened. Just by a fraction.
Benito lifted his hand slowly, giving Rauw every chance to pull away, and let his fingers brush against Rauw's. A question.
His fingers uncurled from the mattress. One by one. Until his hand was open.
Benito laced both their fingers together gently.
Rauw's breath hitched. But he held on.
The a comfortable silence settled over them.
Rauw's hand stayed in Benito's, fingers intertwined, neither of them squeezing too tight. Just holding. Testing the weight of it how natural it felt.
Minutes passed. The AC hummed. A car drove by outside. Golden hour from the window casting a warm glow over their faces.
. "No sé qué hacer ahora," he said quietly.
“I don't know what to do now”.
Rauw's eyes followed Benito's thumb as he traced a slow circle on the back of Rauw's hand.
"No tienes que hacer nada. Puedes quedarte aquí un rato. Irte. Lo que necesites."
"You don't have to do anything. You can stay here a while. Leave. Whatever you need."
Rauw was quiet for a long time. Then he turned his head finally and looked at Benito. His eyes were tired, a little red around the rim, Benito could tell the fight had drained him.
"Y si me quedo," Rauw said slowly, "qué pasa después?"
"And if I stay," "what happens after?"
Benito held his gaze. "Lo que tú quieras que pase."
"Whatever you want to happen."
Rauw searched his face for something, anything . A joke, a catch, a way out.
He looked down at their connected hands again, and Let out a breath that seemed to carry the weight of the whole night.
Then he shifted closer. Just a little. His shoulder now pressed against Benito's enough to notice.
Benito didn't move. Didn't push for more letting Rauw decide how close he wanted to be.
Rauw's eyes met Benito’s eyes then dropped to Benito's lips.
Benito's breath caught. He gently lifted his free hand slowly, palm open, and cupped the side of Rauw's face immediately Rauw leaned into the touch.
Benito took that as a sign and leaned in. Rauw's eyes fluttered shut.
The space between them disappeared, lips meeting again in that slow familiar dance neither of them ever left, hands still intertwined on the bed Rauw's other hand moved to Benito’s face
They pulled back to look each other in the eyes.
Rauw's breath was shallow, his lips parted, and Benito could see the war with himself still flickering behind his eyes, a part of him that resented this side of himself but the other didn’t want to go, the part of him that knew that the charger was just a shitty excuse to come back.
Benito closed the distance again, slower this time, giving Rauw every chance to turn away.
As soon as their mouths met, Benito's hand slid from his face into his hair, fingers curling at the nape of his neck. Rauw let out a sound small, almost pained and his hand found Benito's chest, palm flat against his quickening heartbeat.
The kiss deepened. Rauw's tongue found Benito's, tentative at first, then more certain when Benito answered with a low hum of approval. Rauw's other hand came up to grip Benito's shoulder, fingers digging into the muscle like he needed something to ground him.
Benito pulled back, forehead resting against Rauw's. Out of breath.
"Dime qué quieres," he murmured.
Rauw didn’t respond, he just kissed him again showing him instead, and this time there was no hesitation.
Rauw's back met the mattress, Benito following him down, their bodies fitting against each other perfectly.
The bed creaked beneath them, the metal frame groaning in protest a sound that would only get louder as Benito's mouth traveled from Rauw's lips to his jaw, down the path of his throat. Rauw's head fell back, eyes fluttering shut, his hands finding Benito's shoulders, his back, the waistband of his sweatpants. He tugged, impatient, and Benito laughed against his collarbone, a low, warm sound that sent a shiver through Rauw.
Benito teased, breath hot against his skin.
Rauw smirked and yanked harder, and Benito got the message.
Sweatpants came off, Boxers followed. The bottle of lube from earlier was still somewhere lost in the sheets, Rauw's hand patting the bed until he felt, he pressed it into Benito's palm.
Benito kissed on Rauw's neck and collar as a distraction as he quickly prepped him and slipped inside.
Rauw’s mouth fell open, his eyes heavy-lidded.
Benito straightened up, hands hooked under Rauw’s knees he looked at Rauw’s face how desperate he looked even with how much he swore he hated to be on the bottom, he smiled and lifted Rauw’s tank top up to show his chest before he began slowly thrusting.
Rauw’s dick bobbed with the thrust hitting his chest over and over again leaking pre-cum out the tip, Rauw a moaning mess, brows practically drawn together and then suddenly Benito wrapped his hand around him timing it with his thrust. His smile widened as he watched Rauw’s face twist with pleasure, occasionally squeezing at his tip.
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Benito watched the way Rauw's mouth hung open,
His dick was twitching, chasing Benito's hand even as he tried to play it cool, and Benito found it impossible not to lean down and kiss the corner of his mouth.
Rauw turned his face into it to capture his mouth. Benito felt him start to tighten around him. He quickened his thrusts, letting the pressure build, watched Rauw's eyes screw shut as he came with a deep groan against Benito's lips, Rauw’s release splattered up both their chest.
Benito followed a moment later, burying his face in Rauw's neck as he came inside him.
For a long moment, neither of them moved. Just the sound of their breathing filling the room.
Benito pulled out slowly and collapsed beside him, chest heaving. He turned his head to look at Rauw, his hair wet and some strands stuck to his forehead, lips parted, eyes half-lidded and staring at the ceiling like he was trying to process what just happened.
Benito reached over and brushed a strand of hair from his face.
Rauw caught his wrist. Not hard. Just held it there, fingers wrapped around Benito's arm, thumb pressing against his pulse point, trying to push him away again out of bad habit.
Then Rauw let go, turned on his side facing the door, and after a beat, reached back behind him. His hand found Benito's and pulled it over his waist.
Benito's breath caught, He waited curiously to see if he’ll pull back. When he didn't, Benito pressed a kiss to the back of Rauw’s shoulder and spoon up against him. chest pressed up to Rauw's spine, their fingers still laced together, enjoying the silent moment.
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I HAD to get this out I’ve been so obsessed with writing gay relationships since i’m queer myself
My phone which is what I used to write battery is fucked up so I don’t use my phone often I’ll try to get to reqs out but is will be delayed a bit
I have to buy a new computer charger if I’m gonna be more active as is now it’s gonna take a bit.