just killing myself slowly

she/her | 19

[sadfatdrunkgirl]

Smiling depression

Everyday I see people living their lives

in all kind of shapes and forms

some people

are happy families

happy couples

and happy friends

but most

are just people with issues

with broken families

toxic couples

and friends that only care about themselves.

And I’m over here

with blood on my wrists

and tears on my cheeks

crying over nothing

over everything.

That’s why i doubt

when i feel alive but not living

depressed over some perfect life

that most would want.

I force myself to put a smile on everyday

and hope that nobody notice

what’s behind it

what it hides

because i don’t deserve to feel sad

over how worthless or fat I am

there are people with real problems

not like me.

-f.s.

[ojibwa]

[depression-confessions-on]

“The only reason I haven’t started cutting is because I’m too lazy to keep up with hiding the scars”

—

Confession #5336

Send your confessions to my ask here

[exhaustedborderline]

[bled]

[poryw]

[understands]

[fckng-lfe]

[lagoonhag]

wouldnt it be cool to just like not feel nervous about everything all the time

[poems-and-word]

[anxietyproblem]

[memesandlaughs]

[becherdireinen]

Do you ever listen to a song and remember exactly what life was like when you first heard it?

[undo-my-scars]

Edit

[delicate-angell]

wow must be nice to just eat until ur full, and then just,,, stop? eating??? because ur full?????¿¿??¿

[yesterdaysprint]

[elijahkingsley]