My dearest Nan,
This past year, I've learnt a lot about grief, but recently I can't quite explain why I so greatly feel the loss of you when you were never mine to lose. I wonder if it's because the opposite is true. That part of me has always belonged to you. And now, because of my own cowardice, I shall forever be incomplete. We were so close, Nan. Weren't we? But I can't rest for fear that you thinking my walking away at Runnymede had anything to do with you. I am weak. And I'm confused, but, Nan, my love for you is neither. But what started as my father's stupid plan to save the house became an entangled mess of guilt the moment we met. Because Nan, nothing about my feelings for you could have been planned. You took my breath away. It does matter that you were born out of wedlock, but only because it's part of what makes you. And you are entirely perfect.
Eternally yours, in the understanding that you will never be mine,
Guy
NAN ST. GEORGE and GUY THWARTE
"The Buccaneers" Season 1 (2023)
My dearest Nan,
This past year, I've learnt a lot about grief, but recently I can't quite explain why I so greatly feel the loss of you when you were never mine to lose. I wonder if it's because the opposite is true. That part of me has always belonged to you. And now, because of my own cowardice, I shall forever be incomplete. We were so close, Nan. Weren't we? But I can't rest for fear that you thinking my walking away at Runnymede had anything to do with you. I am weak. And I'm confused, but, Nan, my love for you is neither. But what started as my father's stupid plan to save the house became an entangled mess of guilt the moment we met. Because Nan, nothing about my feelings for you could have been planned. You took my breath away. It does matter that you were born out of wedlock, but only because it's part of what makes you. And you are entirely perfect.
Eternally yours, in the understanding that you will never be mine,
Guy
NAN ST. GEORGE and GUY THWARTE
"The Buccaneers" Season 1 (2023)
“If what we have is half, then we shall make it the very best half. I love you. It is enough. I am your Queen. And as long as I am so, I shall never leave your side. You are King. You will be King. Your children will rule. Together, we are whole.”
Queen Charlotte & King George III in Queen Charlotte: A Bridgerton Story (2023)
“I love you! From the moment I saw you trying to go over the wall… I have loved you desperately. I cannot breathe when you are not near. I love you, Charlotte. My heart calls your name. I wanted to tell you. I wanted you to know. This madness has been my secret my entire life. This darkness is my burden. You bring the light.”
Queen Charlotte & King George III in Queen Charlotte: A Bridgerton Story (2023)
authors note: i ALWAYS romanticize nate. he in NON CANNON. don’t like how he is portrayed, don’t read!
warnings: a little bit of dom!nate x sub!reader
“nate, please!” you gasped as he removed his palm from over your underwear. you had been grinding into his palm for the past 5 minutes, desperate for relief and he was loving every second of it.
“tell me how bad you want me baby, that you’ll use any part of me to get off.” he said in a hushed voice, right next to your ear, then biting your ear.
you whined, “please. please. please. need you so fucking bad. feel like i’m gonna explode if i don’t. such a dumb slut only for you, natey.” you were on brink of crying. you were grinding into nothing, desperately searching for something as you laid next to him.
“yeah baby, that’s it. such a good dumb baby.” he hooked his leg in between your thighs, “keep begging and i’ll let you ride my thigh, sweetheart.”
you gasped at the contact to your clit, electricity running through your body, but he held your hips still so you began to beg, “holy fuck. need you to make me cum so bad. can’t think about anything else except it. wanna make you cum too.”
nate loosened his bruising grip, “good girl. you can move now.” you loved him being in control of your every move when you were like this. you got to work desperately grinding into him, gasping.
nate grabbed your hair with one hand to expose your neck to the side. he slowly leaned down and began to kiss you softly until he was gently biting on your pulse point, “rougher nate, please.” you grunted. you loved nate rough and you knew he loved it too. you trusted him not to hurt you and he knew your limits.
his other hand went to your jaw and brought it up so you were kissing him. he bit your lip and pulled making you hiss. the hand in your hair dropping to your ass and squeezing.
you kissed him with equal fervor and bit his lip right back which he wasn’t expecting. this made him laugh a little, “baby thinks she’s tough huh? wants to be in charge? guess i better stop then.”
he began to unclench his leg so the tension to your grinding so any built up pressure to your release was slipping, “no no no, please ‘m sorry. didn’t mean to, just like bitin you.”
his hand that was holding your jaw loosened and his thumb traced your mouth. it fell open for him and he slid his finger in. you closed your mouth and sucked lightly.
“atta girl, just desperate to suck anything she can get her hands on huh?” he said softly, nate adored how you looked with anything in your mouth. he adored how you looked period when you were being good and listening, but he couldn’t deny what you being a brat did to him.
you nodded, words escaping you, tension building up inside you again, “natey, ‘m close.” you whined softly.
you pressed your lips to his neck and ground your core down onto his thigh, trying to hold off on your release.
“okay baby, cum for me,” he bit your earlobe as his words echoed around you.
you cried out, gasping his name, clenching around his thighs and nate holding you steady.
once you came down from your high, nate kissed you and ran a hand along your cheek, “you okay?”
you nodded, “wanna make you cum, baby.” you smiled and stood up so you could push him back onto his bed.
“that’s my girl.” nate smirked, starting to shrug his shorts off. and that was one of the reasons nate jacobs was in love with you.
The second you walked into Nate's room, he had you pinned against the wall. You tangled your fingers into his hair as the two of you made out passionately. He then picked you up and walked over to his bed then gently tossed you onto the bed.
You giggled a little when he did so. He stripped out of his clothes until he was fully bare then got onto the bed with you. You helped him tug off your top and since you were in longue clothes, you had no bra which you could tell that turned him on more.
He tapped your hip, signaling to you to raise your hips. You raised your hips for him so he could pull off your leggings and panties. He spread your legs wide and he smirked when he saw how wet you were for him.
"You're so fucking wet. Such a little slut." He said with a smirk. You just bit your lip and you were so desperate for him to do something. You could tell that he needed you just as badly as you needed him.
"Please fuck me Nate." You said with a small whine.
"You don't have to ask me twice." He said with a smirk as he leaned down and kissed you roughly. He pulled back and positioned himself between your legs before thrusting into you. You gasped and you both moaned out as he did so.
You wrapped your arms around his neck as he began to thrust into you. You moaned out as you let your head fall back onto the soft pillow. God, he was so good in bed. You could see why Maddy bragged about fucking him now.
Nate wrapped a hand around your throat and you looked at him. His grip on your throat tightened a little as he fucked you. He then began to pick up the pace, going faster and faster with every thrust.
You gasped and your jaw dropped as he fucked you at an unforgiving pace. He smirked and took the opportunity to spit in your mouth while your mouth was open.
"Swallow." He ordered. You obeyed and swallowed. He just smirked more and continued to fuck you harder and harder. You loved the feeling of his hand wrapped around your throat. God, you loved anything that man was doing at this point.
You felt that familiar knot begin to grow in your stomach and you knew that you were going to cum any second now. You clenched around his cock, signaling to him that you were about to cum.
"You gonna cum baby?" He asked as he panted.
"Fuck! Yes I'm gonna fucking cum!" You moaned out loudly.
"Come on, cum for me you little whore." He said. With that your eyes rolled back and your legs began to tremble as you squirted on his cock. He thrusted into you a few more time before coming himself, panting your walls white.
You giggled as you caught your breath and he smiled then leaned down and kissed you. You both then jumped when you herd someone yelling and banging on Nate's bedroom door. Both of your eyes widened when you realized who it was.
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