☀️ Cruel Summer - 💖 Nate x Eden 💖
Hang your head low in the glow of the vending machine
I'm not dying (oh yeah, you're right, I want it)
You say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times
We're not trying (oh yeah, you're right, I want it)
So cut the headlights, summer's a knife
I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone
Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes
And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know, oh
It's new, the shape of your body
It's blue, the feeling I've got
And it's ooh, whoa-oh
It's a cruel summer
"It's cool, " that's what I tell 'em
No rules in breakable heaven
But ooh, whoa-oh
It's a cruel summer with you
A/n: Season 3 of euphoria is sooo fucked up (like the rest of the show) but omg it’s my guilty pleasure.
Pairings: Nate Jacobs x Innocent!Maid!Reader
Warnings: SMUT 18+, mentions of fighting, cheating, power imbalance, loss of virginity, rough sex, dub con? (Reader complies because she’s scared but she also secretly enjoys it), oral (m receiving), slut shaming?
Nate Jacobs was a bad man.
You knew that much, anyway. From the constant anger and fights between him and Cassie you heard throughout the house while you were cleaning, to the tension-filled silence that came after it.
You’re new to the job, only graduated high school last year. You knew Nate and Cassie were a couple years older than you so you thought this would be a relatively easy job, you could maybe make friends with them!
But alas, the couple was not what you expected. Sure, they lived in a beautiful home in Hollywood but their love was anything but beautiful.
However, you knew it was none of your business what went down between your employers. Even if you could hear it plainly throughout the day.
Though there were some days that felt more uncomfortable than listening to shouting and arguments. It was when you’d feel Nate’s eyes linger on you.
When you’d dust the mantle in the living room while he was watching TV, bending over to pick up clothes and scrub the floors, or embarrassingly filming “content” for Cassie, you felt the weight of his gaze.
He knew you were younger, sweet, naive. You were jumpy around him, nervous. Which he didn’t mind at all. It was good that you were afraid of him so you’d stay in line.
When he hired you, he expected some older woman but he had to double take when you showed up at the door on your first day. He’d thought he was dreaming or if one of his buddies sent him a hooker as a joke.
But you were way too sweet to be a hooker.
Months of watching you intently, Nate was finally ready to claim what was his. One day Cassie wasn’t home. And as soon as he walked through the large double doors from a hard day of work, he was delighted to see his pretty little maid vacuuming the living room.
You recognized his heavy footsteps instantly. You turned off the vacuum cleaner to greet him with a smile like you always did, “Welcome home Mr. Jacobs.”
Nate gave you a smirk in return, “Yeah, it’s good to be home. Cassie here?”
“No, sir. Miss. Howard left just a few minutes before you arrived. Something about meeting up with a woman named Maddy?”
The brunette scoffed at the fact that of course Cassie would end up meeting Maddy again. He wasn’t ready for the obligatory drama that would ensue once they started hanging out together again. But he was also very happy that his fiancée was gone, meaning he could make his move on you today.
His gaze seemed darker this time, and you felt your heart rate go up. You stood like a deer in the headlights when he slowly made his way over to you. Nate terrified you. But he was also super handsome.
You gulped and craned your neck to meet his gaze. Your eyes widened and heat creeped up on your cheeks when he caressed the right side of your jaw.
“Has anyone ever told you how pretty you are?”
“U-um yes. My mom and my friends.”
He nodded and hummed, “Any guys tell you that?”
You shook your head, “No, sir. I um have limited experience w-with guys.” Why did you have to admit that part? You scolded yourself.
“Oh yeah? Never been kissed? Have you even been fucked?”
You gasped at his crude words, “M-Mr. Jacobs Im afraid this is not an appropriate conversation-“ you tried to step away but Nate quickly grabbed your arm.
You felt 5 inches shorter than you are when he towered over you and staring down at you like you were his prey. “I wasn’t done talking.”
You nodded slowly with a soft, ‘sorry.’
“When a man speaks you’re expected to listen.” That should not have made your brain short-circuit but it did. After a pause, he continued, “You know, I could give you those experiences you’ve been missing out on.”
You shivered under his touch when he pushed a piece of hair behind your ear. The brunette leaned down and captured your lips in a passionate kiss. You’re not gonna lie, you enjoyed the kiss. But the moral side of you stepped in once the two of you parted.
“I-I’m sorry but this is wrong. You and Miss. Howard are going to be married any day now.”
“She sells her fucking body all over the internet. I think I deserve to fuck someone with a body that half the world hasn’t seen.”
For some reason you wanted to defend her, but no words came out because of how nervous you were.
“You’re perfect, you know that?” He whispered in your ear making you shiver and let out a shaky breath.
You whimpered when his hand snuck under your skirt, fondling your pussy over your panties. He smirked when your breathing quickened before pulling you to follow him upstairs and into one of the bedrooms.
And there, you found yourself on your knees, looking up at him with teary eyes as he thrusted in and out of your mouth, keeping a firm grip on your hair.
“Yeah, just like that.”
This was wrong. So, so wrong. But you were afraid to find out what would happen if you refused. And you also found your panties to be damp.
You gagged when Nate repeatedly hit the back of your throat. “Good fucking girl…”
Finally. He let up and pulled out before forcing you to stand and then bending you into doggy position on the mattress. As he flipped your skirt up, you gasped when he quite literally tore your panties off.
Nate slid his cock up and down your entrance collecting your juices before forcefully pushing himself inside, his hand resting on your ass. You cried out, tears staining the sheets as he wasted no time fucking you roughly. You didn’t expect your first time to be something like this, but god you secretly loved it.
Your moans practically bounced off the walls, his fingers digging deep in the skin of your ass, slapping it occasionally.
“Fuck! So fucking tight. I’m gonna fuck you everytime Cassie isn’t home. You’d like that, wouldn’t you? You’re wet. You’d love being my little secret. Yeah, you cry now but I know you want it. My little secret virgin slut.”
You were a mess, vision going blurry as his repeatedly hit your g spot. You cried out when you felt yourself getting closer to the edge and he could tell.
“No. Do not fucking cum. Not until I cum first.” Nate demanded. You whimpered in response causing him to slap your ass, “Hold it.”
You did your absolute best to hold in your orgasm, and luckily it didn’t take Nate long enough to spill inside you allowing you to reach your peak too.
You heard his heavy breathing behind you as you both came down from your highs. Your eyes widened when you came to your senses and you turned over, cum leaking onto the expensive sheets, “Nate! Y-you came inside!”
He waved you off passively, “It’s fine. Theres a pill for that.”
And thats how you became Nate Jacob’s dirty secret.