Myshahwrites

Take a look into my soul

[sadhappymyshah]

Ever feel like disappearing for a while?. No not jumping off a building or a cliff..just going somewhere far away to do you?. Yeah me too

[sadhappymyshah]

Food. I eat when I’m sad. I eat cause I’m hungry . I eat when I’m happy. Food

Makes me extremely happy. I can’t help but wait to taste that which I haven’t tasted

[sadhappymyshah]

I know I’m alive . But why do I feel as if I am dead.

[sadhappymyshah]

It’s painful when there’s only one person you talk to and when you don’t get a reply for some minutes there’s this restlessness. Personally it feels like I can’t breathe

[sadhappymyshah]

I know you want to cry …I know you’ve probably had a million breakdowns and I know you’re tired of life and nothing seems good. I also know you’re strong…you’ve survived this far so how could you be anything less. Stay strong …

It gets better

[sadhappymyshah]

The hardest part about breaking up with someone you still love. The obvious- you still love them . When you pass by the places you went to together it’ll hurt. Things will remind you of them and it’ll hurt. Your heart will hurt but remember hurting is inevitable and it’s all part of the healing process. If you don’t hurt .. it wasn’t real

[sadhappymyshah]

You never forget your first love they say and to be honest I never want to …I want to always remember how I first felt in love and all the things that came along with it , but I don’t want to feel hurt when I do …I don’t want any pain to come along with it .

[sadhappymyshah]

Right now I feel like I wrote anxiety by Coi Leray cause that song feels like it’s about me

[sadhappymyshah]

I feel like mental health isn’t talked about enough. What does depression have to do with financial status ..even richest people have depression and if you’re one of the rich and you say you’re depressed , people feel like they have the audacity to be like “why..what’s there to be depressed about?”

[sadhappymyshah]

I get panic attacks

Sometimes I feel like I can’t breathe. It’s all in my head but why is it so real

[sadhappymyshah]

I happen to like crying. Get that shit off my chest Yk