sadie hodges

west valley 2020 education major i got your name on a matchbook i saw a sign in the sky / seven horns, seven horns, seven horns / i heard a voice in my mind / i am lord, i am lord, i am lord. seven swans by sufjan stevens

[sadieeh]

oh-my-aubrey‌:

Aubrey liked Halloween, by the way. She liked dressing up and candy and murder mystery parties. Storytelling, booze, absurd wigs. Plus as VP for social involvement an interest in and enthusiasm for social events was kind of a must.

Weight training wasn’t a social event though, thank god. It was an important part of her fitness regime though, Needed a decent amount of muscle to support a pyramid. A good place to zone out too, Aubrey could stick in her earbuds and lift some weights and just exist for a while, not worry about future or past or school. What pulled her out of it was the wailing sound.

Sadie. She hadn’t even noticed the girl when she’d walked in. Aubrey tugged out an earphone as she glanced over, eyes dropping to the cradled hand. “Are you alright?”

Sadie pulled her hand away from her wrist, shrugging. “Fine. Didn’t mean to scare you, sorry. I just hit it wrong.” She worked on catching her breath, watching Aubrey without really trying to. She couldn’t remember ever seeing her here before. “Do you always come to the gym late at night?”

[jaywon123-deactivated20220701]

There’s this feeling, the closer I get to someone… It’s like being covered with ants, these little anxious needles under my skin.

[sadieeh]

Sadie was in the zone. She didn’t know how long she’d been here and she didn’t care. What was time when Halloween was in three weeks? The more she thought about it, the more frustrated she got. West Valley went crazy for Halloween. For most holidays, actually.

She’d always liked Halloween before, but now the thought of all those girls in revealing costumes and guys with too much to drink. Not to mention that the only frat on campus had been shut down, so the house would be empty and people would scatter to all corners of campus. Sadie punched the bag hard enough to tweak her wrist and pulled away with a cry of pain. Cradling her hand, she took a few deep breaths and glanced up at the clock. Fuck, it was late. She hadn’t done any of her work. Annoyed, she scraped the sweat off her forehead, catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror. Gosh, she looked exhausted. Sick, even. When was the last time she slept? Ate? Relaxed?

Her eyes drifted to the figure behind her, also staring at her in the mirror. She turned around to face them slowly. “What?” she asked, breathless.

[dsoredit]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I can bear any pain as long as it has meaning.”

— Haruki Murakami

[sadieeh]

exposedito‌:

dante: i cant! theyll make me go home to mexico dante: i really like it here i dont want to go back home

sadie: they wouldn’t pull you out of school for real?

sadie: that’s crazy

[sadieeh]

paigemulaney‌:

“Oh definitely, just don’t tell my tumbling coach,” Paige joked, she wasn’t so good with following the meal plan that was given to her, never had been. “Oh agreed, honestly any late night food is good.”

“My lips are sealed,” she said pleasantly. She doubted she would ever even meet Paige’s tumbling coach — or anyone’s tumbling coach for that matter. “Personally I love a grilled cheese around 3 in the morning.”

[sadieeh]

[refiningfire]

[sadieeh]

inthetags‌:

Reblog this and put your zodiac sign, whether you prefer the ocean or the woods, coffee or tea, sunrise or sunset, dragons or monsters, and pink or blue.

gemini: woods, tea, sunset, dragons, blue

[sadieeh]

paigemulaney‌:

“Honestly I left early because I was sick of being hit on horny gross frat brothers,” she admitted. Paige had had tumbling training early the next morning and she never missed it. “The extra sleep was just a bonus, plus I picked up pizza on my way home.”

Sadie nodded with a knowing smile, but it was all a cover. That was too familiar. “Well, that’s a nice perk,” she said of the pizza happily. “I didn’t do much either, but the dining hall late night food is so good.”

[sadieeh]

paigemulaney‌:

“Unfortunately I was,” Paige admitted. She shook her head at the question though, “no, I was long gone by then thankfully,” she explained. “Plus I wasn’t even drinking because I had training the next day.”

“Oh, right. Makes sense. Did you leave early to get some sleep?” Sadie asked with a polite smile. She wasn’t super interested in hearing about cheer practice, but she liked talking to Paige. She was nice, funny...

[sadieeh]

gilennox‌:

“No,” Gianna sighed, shaking her head. “I was home for the weekend–family stuff–but I heard a shit ton of shit went down.”

Sadie nodded, feeling a little more comfortable that she wouldn’t have to hear about the details again. “Yeah, it was a pretty crazy night, from what I’ve heard.” She wasn’t sure if Gianna would want her to rehash it all to live the drama vicariously through her—well, their—stories. Sadie wasn’t in the mood for that. She couldn’t shake the feeling that something must’ve gone wrong this weekend, something worse than a few underages.

[sadieeh]

exposedito‌:

[sms: sadie] soz i basically texted all the people who dont know my parents

sadie: you’re not gonna tell your parents about this??

[kim-jisoo]

These poor girls. That’s the thing I don’t get. I mean… Why are these girls getting themselves into this situation in the first place? Seriously, Clay? You’re gonna blame the girls? No, I just- Look, I mean, this girl is laughing. Like she’s having fun. Oh, my god. This is Nina, that girl on the track team. She’s Jessica’s friend. Shit, really? Clay, you don’t know what was happening in this photo. And you don’t know what happened after. But clearly, no one’s forcing her to be there.

[sadieeh]

“So... you were at that party the other night?” she asked tentatively. It was easy to recognize the hangover and even easier to recognize that guilty, shifty look in a person’s eye. She’d gotten really good at it over the past few months. “Did you get arrested?”

[taylorobrienhq]

❝ i just want one thing to go right today. ❞

“You’re literally reading my mind.” Taylor said to Sadie, as she put her head on the table.” I just want one day that isn’t ruined by rude people or by insane amounts of homework.”

[sadieeh]

“Exactly! My stomach has been in knots all day and there’s nothing I can do about it but work because there’s no time!” Sadie burst out, throwing down her pen on her notebook. “This is just... Absolute crap.” That was big, coming from her.