lost.

call me casper raging dumbass with a temper and tears.

[leave-them-to-rot]

[furiousgoldfish]

me when having a trauma episode: This is just what my life is now. I will never be okay. I will never be normal. I’m damaged and ruined too much for anything. I’ll never be healthy. What they did to me destroyed me. I will suffer for as long as I live.

me when I’m having a good day: I have done it, I have achieved a good life, everything is fun and life is endless possibilities maybe I will climb mountains today nothing is out of reach!! Also I will not be in a single bad mood ever again!

[catceramic]

I✨wish✨I’d✨just✨starve✨to✨ death✨already

[strawberrigag-deactivated202203]

[putrid-pink]

[ceyan]

It’s hard to trust when all you have from the past is evidence why you shouldn’t.

[konoko]

[theeeprotagonist]

😬

[nyanbinyuri]

[coltre]

me: *gets hit by a car* sorry

[sadlyborderline-blog]

why can't i just be sad, why does my sadness come with anger, a need for sex, and uncontrollable random crying fits??

[anxietyproblem]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

when you wish you could cry to release some of the deep sadness you’re feeling but you are actually completely numb and incapable of forming tears so you just have to sit and wait for the feeling to pass without feeling any release or comfort whatsoever

[heartbreakclubs]

[compulsive]

[seraphimrot]

it’s too heavy to bear

[bpdvibess]

me (an adult): yeah I’m thinking about running away

[miiocchi-deactivated20240107]

torn between “i am worthy of love” and “i destroy everything i touch"

[cantcontrolthegay-deactivated20]

i may be antisocial and unattractive 

[reytheawakengay]

but?

[cantcontrolthegay-deactivated20]

that’s all