Rewatching Bojack Horseman
tbh, i have a lot of thoughts regarding this. like i can really relate on it LIKE 100% Bojack- a depressed traumatized by his parents, alcoholic. Lol. I was ranting so much on twitter but i donāt really feel like i should let this out publicly where people can see it and see me.
hay, it really is depressing though. itās like a representation of my own life. i know i still have a lot of years compared to bojackās. i know itās not too late, but fuck bro. that endingā itās like everything you do really wonāt change anything in your life. You can have everything, a mansion in hollywoo, MILLIONS of dollars and still end up lonely because youāre a damn alcoholic who always chooses self destructive choices.
and with that family- man, i really relate as fuck. having a mom like that. that treats you like being born ruined her. na itās my fault that i was born- and the mom raising me broken and i have to live with that fact for the rest of my life. Iāve been trying to ignore how i grew up tbh. I always had the mindset na i am better than this- but what if iām really just like bojack? What if iām just really broken and thereās nothing i can do to be genuinely happy without being too needy of love and attention bc i never received that from where i came from, family?
Also that someday, my friends and loved ones realizes that iām only slowing them down. Like iām a poison to their life. That being with me ruins their life. iāve received that kind of sentences towards me a lot of times already- and what if thatās true? That iām nothing but a poison to my loveās life?
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