goodbye, I guess.
wow, I haven't felt this shitty in a long time. I've never thought of commiting suicide in a long fucking time. And before you say anything, no, I'm not posting this for attention. I'm posting this because I have no one to talk to. no one ever listens to me. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost and confused. my so called "friends" aren't even really my friends. everyone makes me feel like shit and that I'm never gonna be good enough. even my own mom. sucks, doesn't it? yeah, she noticed that I've been sad in the past few days, but she didn't do anything about it. obviously, she doesn't care. I'm just so done with everything right now. I don't know if I'm still gonna be here in the next couple of weeks. if I'm not, please don't feel bad cause I'd probably more be happier than ever. I'm sorry for never being good enough, mom. trust me, I tried.
