Sad And Fat

Idk I didn't ask for this life | Diagnosed Bulimic | 168cm | Cw: 89kg | Gw1: 80 | Gw2: 70 | Gw3: 60 | Ugw: 45kg |

[ultimate-thin]

The next few months of my life I’m dedicating to becoming the skinniest, hottest, smartest, prettiest and kindest version of myself that there is.

[wherearemybones]

Just let me be fucking skinny again, for heaven’s sake.

[furiousgoldfish]

me when having a trauma episode: This is just what my life is now. I will never be okay. I will never be normal. I’m damaged and ruined too much for anything. I’ll never be healthy. What they did to me destroyed me. I will suffer for as long as I live.

me when I’m having a good day: I have done it, I have achieved a good life, everything is fun and life is endless possibilities maybe I will climb mountains today nothing is out of reach!! Also I will not be in a single bad mood ever again!

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[tear-my-skin-off]

shit

[justwanttobreaktherules]

[h0peless-t0-y0u-blog]

[wounded-solider-deactivated2014]

#triggering

[myprettylittleworldofdreams]

[not-your-average-jericho]

I don't want to be awake.

I don't want to be asleep.

I don't want to be anything.

I want to just stop.

[angelxvomit]

i cannot wait until im thinspo, but i feel like ill always be too fat.

[toadallybpd]

Me: *is depressed and suicidal af* Me, 5 minutes later: I’m so overwhelmingly hapPY so obviously I’ve never experienced real depression in my life. It was all an act, I’m not actually mental ill my dudes (-:

[monotonous--homicide]

The fun part about BPD is how your mood can go from a solid 9 to a weak 1 in like 10 seconds with no triggers

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[your-health-hazard]

[stupidsadrexxie]

youtube playlists

ED related

ed related music

people restricting

diets/excise

EDs in pop culture

recipes

non ED related

my playlist

style inspo

[relatable-ed-memes]

[blackrush]

[justapeiceofshit]