hi, my name is rea, and i'm a new mystic messenger writer! i have been playing the game since 2016 and completed every ending of every route, but was always too shy to create my own content until now 🫢
i write for every mm character, but i would say i'm most comfortable with saeran, saeyoung, and yoosung!
i do take requests! here's my masterlist that is updated regularly!
rules:
my only rule for writing is that i won't write anything too violent. i also have the right to decline any request that makes me uncomfortable. however, i can write nsfw so minors please dni. thank u! 😛
(aka how he picked you to be his precious tester. warning: mentions of stalking)
ray found you on social media first
he doesn't ever leave mint eye, so social media would have to be the first place for him to look
what kind of person he was looking for, he had almost no idea. his savior wasn't very specific about who must be chosen, she just decided to let him take the lead for once. the only thing was that it couldn't take more than a month to find you, as the revenge plan against the rfa was already in its early stages.
in ray's mind, his savior was letting him choose his partner. he was choosing someone to share paradise with.
this trust, this freedom to choose someone special is what made ray obsessed. he was picky in his search, meticulously analyzing and researching local people close to his age. he knew he would never get this much freedom again, so whoever he picked had to be perfect... not just for the mission, but for him.
he chose a variety of platforms to observe, but he wanted to make sure he could see what you looked like. posting faceless on twitter wouldn't be enough. he knew the right person would be obvious to him, he just had to keep looking until he felt that spark.
the search took about a week. he needed to make sure that you were someone who could disappear without too many people noticing. he didn't want a huge crowd looking for you, it'd be too much of a headache.
ray will never forget the moment he first saw your photo. his face felt hot, his breath faltered, and he couldn't look away. he couldn't stop his hands from moving on their own, desperate to see more of you.
it was like he was under a spell. he was in awe of you, the way you carried yourself, your looks, and every word you wrote on your account. you were perfect. you were the one.
since your account was public, ray took it as an invitation to watch you. he didn't follow you or like any posts, but he was obsessed with everything you posted.
he studied you, even if he had limited content to work with. through your social media, he learned your favorite foods and how you decorated things. he made notes on all of it, spending hours finding things to make your room to your taste.
he began fantasizing about being yours. he would look at your hands in your photos, imagining how they would feel in his. he wondered if you would be struck by him at your first meeting like he was with you. he prayed that he could get even a fraction of your attention, that you would show him a glimmer of your light.
what kind of person were you interested in?
ray wanted to be your prince--that was his biggest dream of all. he wanted to be the pinnacle of romance for you and to sweep you off your feet.
he spent another week just following your socials before he took things a step further.
finding your address was easy, the phone number easier. ray was ecstatic. you left yourself so exposed to him. no vpn, no ways of protecting yourself, so he kept an eye on you... just to keep you safe until you came to magenta.
all he had to do now was figure out how to bring you to him.
this is when anxiety crept in. how could he get you to agree to come? to abandon your life? what if you hated him?
he worked harder to princess-ify your room. he spent more time in the garden. he stayed up all night scanning through your pinterest account. he will be everything you could ever want. he will prove it to you.
I’m late in telling you how much I ATE UP THE V AND SAEYOUNG HEADCANONS!!! OMGEE!!! 🥺😭💛
they were soooo good 🥺🥺
I WAS gonna wait to request again, considering I’ve done it twice but I’m back again because I’m obsessed with how you write saeyoung. Eek have you clocked my favorite yet? 😳
OKAY THE REQUEST; sick day with saeyoung! How would things be if his sweetie got sick :3
THANK YOUUUUU!!! i just replayed his route so i've been thinking about him a lot 😛
sick days with saeyoung
as soon as you start coughing more than usual or something will immediately cry out in alarm
"NOOOO!! take me instead!"
whether it's just a cold or full blown pneumonia, he will treat you the exact same way... doting on you til the cows come home
[enter saeyoung caretaker mode]
at first, he really plays up the role. he will go between butler and maid costumes just to see you smile, but he won't acknowledge the ridiculousness of it. he takes his roles very seriously!
he makes you stay in bed with tissues and meds in easy reach, gets the tv set up with whatever you want, and is always a bell ring away.
if you feel too weak to do anything, such as putting your hair up, for example, he will braid your hair for you and help you get freshened up. he won't care about seeing you at your worst. he loves being able to take care of his love!!
he will give you massages to help your blood flow and encourage you to drink lots of fluids.
will probably build a robot to take your vitals every few hours, or at least your temperature
he will hold you close as you watch tv together, usually that's what makes you feel better, and he knows it.
he will go between making a show of everything ("maid saeyoung at your service!"), or he will work quietly, changing out your overflowing trashcan of used tissues or cuddling you while you're taking a nap.
he will definitely try to make you soup. he will consult yoosung for recipes and do his best for you, but he is not confident in his ability. this is one of the times where he won't be putting on a performance because he genuinely wants it to turn out well. it might take him a couple tries, but you really enjoy it every time he makes it!
he will definitely get sick too...lol. he can't help but be at your bedside the whole time, but thankfully it will happen at a time where you feel well enough to take care of him right back!
I love ur writing so much so I wanted to send in a hc request ehehe
I was wondering if you could write about the deep route boys (Jumin and Seven) rescuing Mc from one another's route??
What I mean by that is imagine a scenario where Jumin's being crazy possessive and Seven has to pull up and get Mc. Versus Seven being so aloof that it's doing more harm than help and Jumin pulls up to save her. Think about the drama! The angst!!! The once thought to be unrequited romance but maybe it is a romance after all!
Idk if that makes sense and feel free to ignore this if it isn't up ur alley but I LOVE ur head canons you have such a good understanding of the characters 🥰
omg... this sounds so interesting and i can't lie this concept has crossed my mind many times over the years, especially with zen LOL. it took me a while to write this in a way that wasn't so "hey is this guy bothering you? ahaha..." so i did my best! thank you for the compliments and the request 🫶🏻
(note: i didn't think hcs would do this request justice, so i wrote two mini fics that are lowkey really long oops! also, mc refers to saeyoung as "seven" just for canon's sake)
jumin (in saeyoung's route)
"why can't you understand that i don't care about your feelings?"
you can't stand to listen to it anymore. to have the man you've fallen for treat you so coldly... it's more than you can handle now.
seven holds your gaze, his expression wavering, just slightly, but you can't keep holding onto that glimpse of hope anymore. you can't keep lying to yourself. it's delusional to keep reading between the lines, looking for any sign that he's hiding behind a mask. that he's pushing you away because he cares... but if he loved you, he wouldn't treat you like this, so for once, you just nod.
"okay. i get it. i won't bother you anymore," you offer a meek smile before turning towards your room. the complete 180 in your response confuses him.
"mc?"
but you've already shut the door. softly, of course, so as to not attract any attention. he wants you to leave him alone, right? so that's what you'll do.
you crawl into bed, looking towards the window to see it's nearly dusk. the lump in your throat only feels heavier as you curl into a fetal position, your phone clutched in hand. the tears don't come yet... just an ache in your chest that makes it hard to breathe.
what is so wrong with me?
you force the depressing thought aside. you need a friend right now, but who can you even turn to in a time like this?
you open the messenger. yoosung, jaehee, and zen are all online. you hold your breath, fearing the consequences of seven seeing you whine about your feelings for him even more. yoosung and jaehee probably had good advice, but zen would only fuel the fire even more, and that wouldn't help your anxiety.
that left only jumin. but... wouldn't he be busy right now?maybe it would be better to wait until tomorrow...
these thoughts are what make the tears finally fall. it truly felt like you didn't have anyone to turn to. what were you thinking? would jumin be a good shoulder to cry on, anyway? would he chastise you like seven, telling you that your feelings mean nothing?
you squeeze your eyes shut and sob. your phone vibrates in your hand.
jumin is calling you.
your eyes widen, your breath catching. you sniffle, and sit up to take the call, trying to stabilize your voice.
"h-hello?"
you failed.
"mc? i was calling to check on you, but you sound... unlike yourself. is luciel still with you?"
"yes, um... he's in the living room right now. did you want to talk to him?" your breath wavers, fearing that you will have to face seven immediately again.
"no, thank you. i'm aware that he is working. i haven't seen you on the messenger since this morning, what have you been doing?"
"we... i haven't been doing much. i cooked for him earlier, but i don't think he ate it... sometimes i think he wants nothing to do with me at all."
why am i telling him this?
"...what do you mean by that?"
"oh... nothing. it's nothing. what were you up to, jumin?"
there's a heavy silence, and you know he isn't falling for it. you've been caught in a lie. it's like you can hear the gears turning in his head, calculating the best way to make you spill everything. your breath is unsteady, and you can feel the tears building again, but still you feign ignorance.
"jumin?"
"what happened?" the question is sudden, and it catches you off guard.
your face heats up. for some reason, when it came to you, jumin always noticed what was written between the lines. he was the one member who knew how to read you, who made you feel secure. maybe you should tell him everything? but...
"i... i don't want to bother you. it's stupid... and it's not really something you can say on the phone."
"i can send driver kim near the apartment. please, i want to know what's troubling you."
your heart swells at the gesture, and it's hard to say no, but seven's face flashes in your mind. would he let you leave the apartment at this hour, even if it was to see jumin? you're tempted to just leave and not ask for permission at all. seven probably wouldn't even care.
"okay. i will send you the address of a place near the apartment."
"i will send driver kim right away. i'll see you soon."
you hang up, you definitely feel better, but there's a feeling of dread weighing on you. can you sneak out of this apartment past a secret agent? is it better to just tell the truth?
you open the bedroom door. seven is still sitting on the floor of the living room, his back to you. his headphones are wrapped around his neck, so you know he can hear the door as it shuts behind you.
"i'm going out," you say it flatly. seven keeps typing, not bothering to look at you, but he asks, "where?"
"jumin is coming to pick me up. i'll be back later. don't wait up." your tone is dry, mocking. he obviously wasn't going to wait at all.
seven does turn to look at you, though, his expression unreadable. he just stares. but you pay him no mind, and walk out the front door.
* * *
jumin is in the backseat of the car when you arrive. it startles you, since this is the first time you've seen each other in person. his face is more expressive than you pictured it, because even he looks shocked to see you.
for some reason, you find yourself blushing, because he is way better looking in person, too. his dark eyes make you feel conscious of your appearance, and you did freshen up before leaving, but now you wish you had done more.
you quickly sit in the seat next to him, holding out your hand. "it's nice to meet you," you force out. jumin nods, taking your hand in his for a gentle handshake.
driver kim puts the car in drive, then embarks on jumin's penthouse. you can feel jumin's eyes on you. you feel a bit conscious of the fact that driver kim is listening, but you don't know how long you have with jumin, and you want to hear his thoughts as soon as possible.
"...i don't really know where to start," you murmur.
"is it regarding luciel?" it feels like the obvious question, but it gets you started.
"well... ever since he came to the apartment, he's been acting really different. he's not at all how i thought he would be... he doesn't make jokes, talk to me nicely, or even smile at all. he's there to protect me, but... he's so cruel. he hates any effort i make to be kind or be closer to him. what am i supposed to do with these feelings for him?"
"...feelings?"
you falter ever so slightly. you turn to meet his eyes, and wordlessly nod, as if curious to see his reaction, but his face is nearly blank. you had never wondered until now, but how would he feel if he knew you had feelings for seven?
his brows furrow somewhat; you're slowly able to pick up on the subtlety of his facial expressions. "i see. you love him, but he doesn't return your affections."
your cheeks dust pink, and your voice comes out small, almost like a squeak. "i-i didn't say i loved him!"
jumin looks perplexed. "doesn't 'having feelings for someone' mean love? i don't understand."
"not necessarily... i like him, but it's not love. sometimes love takes time... once you really know the person, but... i don't think i'll ever get to truly know him. he told me he wants nothing to do with me."
"oh. i think i understand now. he is not open to a relationship with you, and he won't give you a chance to try. i didn't know that love took time... for me, it was instantaneous--" he abruptly stops himself and looks out the car window, clearing his throat.
you tilt your head, your focus fully on him now. "jumin? have you loved someone?"
he doesn't answer you right away, stubbornly turning away from you. "forgive me, this is not the best time to answer that question."
your hand moves on its own, and you don't realize what you've done until you feel his wrist beneath your fingertips. he snaps out of his stubbornness and whips his head to look at you. you gasp and pull your hand away, but you don't distance yourself from him completely.
"i'm sorry... i'm sorry. but, jumin, you can tell me anything. i'm here for you, too."
to anyone in the rfa who could see jumin in this moment, he is keeping his cold, steady gaze, but to you, the softening of his eyes is obvious. his hand reaches up to find yours again, where he lightly traces it, as if dancing around the idea of holding your hand.
"you... don't deserve luciel. you deserve someone who will listen to you, embrace you, and love you no matter how you feel. you are a very dazzling person, one who should be treasured. luciel is a fool for not appreciating someone as lovely as you."
it starts to sink in, the poetic words, the quiet understanding, and the way he always dotes on you. he loves you, and has from the beginning. you begin to realize that he is what you've been looking for, and you can't see yourself ever falling for anyone else.
part 2? hehehe
saeyoung (in jumin's route)
seven hasn't been able to stop checking the cctv footage since you left. he just wants to see you walk through the door, and jump back into the same routine you always do. he wants to know you're safe. he knows you will probably be safe at jumin's, too, but the recent behavior of jumin on the messenger has become alarming.
he logged in to let everyone know that you're safe to return back to the apartment, but of course, jumin doesn't seem to think so. he wants to delay the departure for another half-day, but who knows what that will spiral into later?
seven studied your responses when zen pushed you. of course, seven has no idea what you're saying in private, but it seems like you want to leave, and he wants to help.
but what can he do?
you sit idly in the master bedroom, having just chatted with jumin and zen, where you learned you may be staying until dinner instead. you sigh. it's not that you like jumin any less, it's just that you're pretty homesick. you didn't think you would stay this long, and certainly didn't pack accordingly. jumin insisted that he would buy you anything you could ever need, and there was no reason to go back to the apartment ever again, but the idea made you uneasy. it's like he didn't understand the value of your personal, sentimental items; they can't be replaced.
i... want to go home, you think helplessly.
you read the conversation with seven back, who had informed everyone that the apartment was safe again. you wish you could talk to him to make sure that was true.
so, you call him, and he answers on the first ring.
"mc! it's you. is the princess still locked away in the tower?" he tries to be lighthearted, but he sounds exhausted.
you smile nonetheless. "yep. the princess would like to go home~" you say without thinking. "well, i mean, when jumin lets me."
"oh? what's the hold up, i wonder? did you cast a spell on prince jumin?"
"...something like that. is the apartment really safe?"
you can hear the smug smile in seven's voice when he says: "of course. our hacker has been away for a while, and i was able to secure everything again. you're free to return to your castle."
free, you think bitterly, right.
"jumin won't let me leave. can't you convince him?"
"hmm... he probably wouldn't listen to me. he seems a little scary right now, don't you think?"
your heart sinks slightly, realizing you agree with him, and suddenly the situation seems a little more complicated.
"yeah, i mean... he joked about locking me in a cage earlier, but i think if i gave any indication that it's okay, he would have it built within a day."
seven doesn't laugh at this. "you're probably right. what does he say when you ask to leave?"
"i haven't asked him too much, but he brushes me off. he doesn't always listen to what i say. he seems pretty involved in his fantasy. seven, the longer this goes on, the more anxious i get. it doesn't seem like i'm ever going home again."
"...is there anything i can do?"
you perk up, never thinking seven's help was an option.
"can you come get me?" you ask in a small voice.
"...yes, but can you even walk out the door? do i need to come up?"
this makes you pause. did jumin have cameras here? did he plant a tracker on you somewhere while you slept? wouldn't he find out you left with seven? should you come clean now?
but then you remember his obsessive behavior, and the cage, and realize you need to escape as soon as possible.
"i'll find a way. i'll climb out the window if i have to. i think something bad is going to happen if i stay. jumin is... not well right now."
"got it. i'll call you again when i'm there."
"thank you, seven. my knight in shining armor..."
he chuckles, bashfully, and ends the call.
* * *
you pack a light bag. security guards are lining the front door, both inside and out, which makes your hands shake. jumin really doesn't want you to leave.
did seven have a plan? the fairytale analogy he gave was starting to feel genuine. you were the damsel locked in the tower.
you have now resorted to tiptoeing and sneaking around, looking for any blindspots or guaranteed exit routes, but there were none. any opportunity for escape was quickly intercepted by another security guard. if jumin could see you right now, would he be hurt?
the thought is interrupted by the sound of seven's call.
"i'm here. you will be free to walk out in about ten seconds."
you hesitate. did you hear him right?
"what?"
there is a commotion by the entrance. you hear a faint, but high pitched tone sound coming from the guards' in-ears. some of them stand in confusion, others claw at their ears to remove the ear pieces. it doesn't seem loud enough to harm their eardrums, but they are definitely caught off guard (no pun intended). reality sets in, and you rush out the door. this is the opportunity seven has given you.
you raise the phone to your ear, running to the elevator.
"how did you do that?"
"whatever bluetooth jumin set up for those ear pieces were pretty strong, i could reach it from all the way down there. all i did was intercept their channel."
you release a breathless laugh, watching the floors of the elevator descend from inside. you're so close to freedom.
what can only be seven's convertible is parked near the lobby doors, the headlights shining like heaven itself came to greet you. "i see you," you say.
"come to me."
your heart nearly skips a beat at that, which feels almost wrong given the circumstances, but you can't bother to care right now. the guards could have realized by now that you're gone, and the thought makes you hightail to the passenger door. seven hangs up the phone and pushes the door open from the driver's seat.
you hesitate for half a second, taking in his appearance. his red hair is resting on the upper rims of his glasses, and he sports a casual outfit, no more than a t-shirt and sweatpants. his eyes widen slightly when he sees you, but he quickly gives you a smile that screams safety. you quickly get in the car, and he wastes no time driving off.
against your better judgment, you turn to look at the building's entrance where about ten guards pour out of the doors. they wildly look around before seeing seven's car speed away. one has his phone pressed to his ear. could jumin be on the other end?
"seven..." you breathe. his eyes flick to the rearview mirror, swiftly getting on the same page as you.
"turn your phone off," he orders, "he might be tracking you."
panic strikes as you quickly pick up your phone to do so, and at that moment, jumin calls you.
"decline it."
you obey with shaking hands, then turn your phone off completely. though he didn't ask you to, you pass your phone to him, and he wordlessly shoves it in his pocket.
"are we going to the apartment?" you ask, feeling an inkling of relief in your terror.
"yes, you'll be safe there."
"will you stay with me?" you ask suddenly, reaching for his shoulder as he drives.
seven does his best to hide the way he jumps when you touch him, but it's still plenty noticeable. he nods, not trusting his voice at that moment.
you sigh in full relief, slumping in the seat to hug yourself. you try not to look behind you, paranoid that any flash of headlights could be jumin's guards catching up.
"this whole thing was a mistake. if i hadn't left the apartment, i wouldn't be in this mess."
seven shakes his head. "you cared about him."
you notice the past tense, but you don't correct him. "i did. i thought he cared about me, too, but this isn't how you treat people you like."
"don't think about him anymore. you'll get yourself worked up again, mc."
when you look at him, you realize he's worried. his hand grips the steering wheel tightly, his eyes flicker repeatedly to the rearview mirror, and his voice is unsteady.
maybe seven cares more about you than jumin ever did.
* * *
when you get to the apartment, you stay close to seven, who has practically become your bodyguard. you don't dare touch him again, but you're practically attached to his hip. you focus on slowing your heart rate while he puts the code into the door for you.
"and you're sure they can't find me here?" you ask again.
he just guides you to the couch, his hands on your shoulders behind you. he sits you down and picks up a blanket to place on your lap. "no, they have no idea where you are."
you tuck the blanket under you, and seven sinks down beside you. "i'll be here in case anything happens," he says in a quiet tone.
your face feels warm. to your surprise, you can't seem to look away from him... his confidence in his ability to keep you safe only makes you more drawn to him.
"thank you," is all you can say after a while.
he looks taken aback at that, quickly turning to look at you. "what for?" it was as if protecting you was the most natural thing in the world for him. he didn't need gratitude or recognition.
"i feel like at the rate things were going, i would have been locked in a cage right now, so... thank you. for coming to get me."
"you don't have to worry about it. you deserve the freedom to come and go as you please. jumin is used to being in charge, and he probably didn't see anything wrong in trying to control you if he thought it was for the best. but you don't have to be afraid, i'm here for you now."
your eyes widen at the conclusion of his words. was he implying that he planned to be more involved with you?
"what do you mean, 'now'?"
now his face reddens. "i... i mean that you deserve better than jumin, that's all."
you pause for a moment to think about everything seven has done for you tonight and the days prior. he took the initiative to come get you. he calmed your worries by speaking to you gently and staying by your side. he reassured your feelings, validating that jumin was acting obsessively. he's here now keeping you safe, not just from jumin, but the hacker as well. you subconsciously scoot closer to him.
"you're right... i want someone who will listen to me, who won't try to control me. someone i can depend on."
"i can be that for you, mc... when you're ready, and if you'll have me."
SFW!! Romantic relationship headcannons, implied fem!reader. Also I slightly stray from good ending lore.
Tw:Life360/j
Also sorry if there's typos I don't feel like checking 😭
Yoosung 💚
Yoosung is the type of boyfriend to never stop being nervous around you. It doesn’t matter if it's because of his physical attraction to you, or just because he values your opinion so much.
He looks away from you a lot, feeling slightly insecure about his eye, but you always find a way to make him feel like the most handsome man in the world.
He has clammy hands 😭
Study dates (even if you're not a student)
Getting distracted really easily during said study dates, so they during into normal hangout sessions lol
Yoosung taking you to conventions!! You'll have to train him to get good at taking pics of you and ppl with cool cosplay fits. (Or even your own cosplay)
Lots of homemade meals when he has the time outside of school.
He is a chronic reel sender, but he only sends you nice cutesy ones. Some memes, but nothing too brain rot inducing.
Lots of rants from him about literally anything, and pouting. (This is mainly caused by Seven or Uni.)
Late night convenience store trips.
Lots of campus walks, or just attending campus events. Once again even if you're not a student you will def get some idea of Uni life while dating Yoosung.
While he's staying up late playing games you play on your switch, read, or watch Netflix. Just enjoying each other's company.
Yoosung crawling into bed, upset over a loss. He'll either join you in watching your show or watch you play your game/watch you reading.
Back seat gamer 🫠
Finally dealing with a panicked Yoosung duing finals season, because y'alls study dates were very counter productive.
Taking him to a cat cafe to comfort his L on his exams.
Jaehee 🤎
SHE GIVES THE BEST HEAD SCRATCHES!!
I feel like she wouldn't be big on touch as her love language, and not a fan of PDA. Partially out of concern of homophobes AND she just doesn't fuck with PDA like that. (However this doesn't stop you from a quick kiss on the cheek to see her blush.)
While she's not outwardly nervous around you, it is very easy to fluster her.
Once again, even tho she might not be big on touch she WILL NOT say no to a shoulder massage. I just know she carries so much tension in her shoulders.
You get to help her pick out new glasses every couple of years. They all stay pretty similar/simple.
You drag her to go get her nails done with you. (You just want her to practice self care 🥺🥺)
I fear Jaehee might suffer from beige/brown blindness and you really might need to help her with her interior design of everything 😭
Even though Jaehee would def love her cafe, I'm sure she'll still get exhausted from managing it. I feel like outside of work, she'll lean on you for a lot of the little decisions (like dinner, casual dates, etc...).
Will always come to you for fashion advice, for example when she grows out her hair she consults you about adding layers.
You introduce her to pinterest 🤭 she makes the best boards
Theater/Seeing Zen act dates lol
Getting dinner with Jaehee and Zen after, and both of you making him the best bouquet for him. (Zen loves his lesbian besties 💀💀)
You're the professional taste tester for new treats at Jaehee's Cafe.
Jaehee deals with all the Karen's/dickheads that occasionally find their way to the cafe 🙄
I luv cozy Baehee 🥰
Zen 🩶
Zen needs a LOT of attention. Seriously, it can get to be a bit much, but with some communication, he'll def learn to give you a break.
He seriously does melt at your compliments though, like a fan could say the exact same shit but it wouldn't hit the same because they're not you.
He made up needing one kiss for good luck before auditions/plays. But because he's in the theatre world he definitely started to believe his own lie because of one time you couldn't give him a kiss, and he slightly stumbled on his words. So now he NEEDS 3 kisses for good luck.
He's slightly a control freak (I'm being a bit nice here lmao) like mainly when it comes to wanting you to have the same health regiment as him.
Sassy man apocalypse 😵💫 like petty arguments are scary between reader and him.
Yall will definitely experience fancy, extravagant dates but I think Zen will mostly prefer and put the most effort into super casual/"normie" dates.
He would do cute tiktok trend shit too. Like the boo basket, or whatever else (I can't remember other trends)
Speaking of tiktok he would def post you and him doing cute shit.
You guys get a puppy after getting engaged/marriage and that will literally be y'alls first baby for the first few years of marriage.
Zen is touchy 😳
Zen let's you braid his hair on at home spa night.
Wait what was that? At home spa nights? Yes. Face masks, wine/champagne, whatever you want. Soft music in the background, lots of gossip.
He also wouldn't say no to you painting his nails 😗, not a promise he'll keep it on for very long though.
He wants you to do the bf blue nails, tho. you'll do it the first time, but once you remove the polish because it chipped, he expects you to do it again. (He is so serious)
"Y/n how will men know you have a boyfriend if your nails aren't blue"
"I don't think the average man knows about the bf blue nail trend..."
"Well, still 🤕 please paint them blue again"
Y'all go on summer getaways to detox from his fame. Maybe a nice few weeks in the Maldives, or a visit to a small Japanese town.
Seven/Saeyoung ❤️
Not even going to lie, Seven boarders being negligent and also a handful. It slightly gives you whiplash the first year of dating but once you help him with his work habits, it'll get better 👍👍.
He's not intentionally negligent at all!! He just gets really busy work and will hyperfocus on it. His thought process is that the fewer breaks he takes, the quicker it'll get done, but it'll end up in him accidentally ignoring you for a day.
He's good at apologies and making things up to you. There's never a dull moment with Saeyoung!!
Like Yoosung, he's a chronic reel sender, but it's cursed brain rot shit. He'll pout if you don't like each one just to mess with you.
He loves to take you on rides in his cars 🤭 especially if you're dressed up really cute. He feels like he might combust from joy. His lovely gf, and cool ass cars. 10/10 activity.
PDA with Seven is a little dangerous... hah, he's just used to being isolated all the time, so he doesn't realize constantly touching can be a bit much for others lmao. (He also just wants to show you off)
He's then put in "holding hands jail" as he calls it. And if you thought Yoosung could whine, Seven really takes the cake on this one.
Constantly asking for back rubs bc of his horrible posture. And quite frequently needs nurse reader because there's no way you're convincing me he doesn't get chronic stomach aches of eating only chips and soda 💀
You're his only hope in eating real meals.
Sitting on his lap during work 🥰
Stealing his jacket, but he gen can't tell if he's annoyed or loves you wearing it. This results in playfights over the jacket.
Board games with Saeran and him 🥺
Prank wars... this is hell for everyone in your life.
After a peace treaty to prank wars, you two become prank warlords and the rfa (yoosung) is y'alls victim.
Seven needs you in order to sleep, so if you're not sleeping he isn't 😗😗
You are his partner in crime so seriously if he has free time he will insta flock to you and beg to do something fun. Even if you're the busy one now...
Jumin 💜
Okay so there's a venn diagram of Jumin and Yoosung when it comes to the reader being their first love. Yoosung is pathetic and cute, Jumin is "nonchalant"....... However, in the middle, they are both so serious from day one in "dating to marry" 😭. Yoosung is a bit more blind puppy love with it, whereas I don't think Jumin would date anyone without seriously wanting to marry them later on.
Tldr: Jumin's feelings toward the relationship itself is intense.
I feel like it would realistically be a slow roll to him being needy. He would want to be responsible but also loving so he'll take you on nice, fancy dates. But after the first few it slightly sucks the intimacy from the dates.
He would feel it in himself because he would end up feeling unsatisfied after the dates, but he'll also notice slight disappointment from you after the same cookie cutter fancy restaurant date. He just needs more of you, and that idea slightly worries him.
Not that he thinks it's a bad thing he just doesn't want to be a freak 💀 for a lack of better words.
Feeling awkward he would ask what you'd like to do, and when he gets a "let's just have a movie night at your place!! Maybe we can make pizza too 🥰" he's a little taken aback.
1. He's not a big movie person
2. Were you going to spend the night? Was it appropriate for you to spend the night?
3. He doesn't know how to feel about pizza
4. You want to make it? Yourself?
He keeps 1, 2, and 3 to himself but he does ask for clarification about the pizza.
But once he was in the first 15 mins of the date, the intimacy was definitely there now that yall weren't in an uppity restaurant with no privacy.
During the whole date yall got to talk, and laugh and actually enjoy each other's company in a casual setting. He watched you watch the movie, and he loved seeing you play with Elizabeth the 3rd.
After a few weeks and more casual dates mixed with his kind of dates, he finally asks you to move in because he is surprisingly (to himself) desperate to have you at his home.
This would lead to a marriage proposal swiftly after you move in. He can only bend so many social rules before he starts to feel like a mad man.
Saving wedding details for wedding headcannon.
Jumin has an odd sense of humor so there's many moments where you don't catch on to his joke. Be even if you're late to understanding you still end up laughing.
He loves your laugh, it's his favorite sound equal to Ellie's purrs.
He smiles a lot more thanks to you infecting his brain.
Lots of late nights getting drunk in the kitchen, talking about life and the RFA.
Business man gossip (he does not consider this gossip and if you claim it is he will adamantly deny it.)
Ofc the obvious you are very very spoiled. Almost to the point where you have had a conversation with Jumin, letting him know he doesn't need to buy you all kinds of stuff.
(He still buys you the same amount of stuff, but he puts some time in between gifts)
No matter how much money he spends on you, his time with you is the most valuable thing and when you tell him this he may or may not add some extra vacation days just to hang out with you and Ellie 🥰
He also has many scares if you're out late or if you had to travel somewhere else for work or to visit family. He calls a lot, even during work, because he's really paranoid after the events in the game that you might encounter danger again when you're away from him. (This results in life360 for ease of mind, lmfao).
YOUR SAEYOUNG HEADCANNONS??!!! CHEFS KISS OMG !!! 🥺🥺🥺
You write him so beautifully ! If I may, be a repeat visitor, and ask for another request ? :3
Either V or Saeyoung, whoever you feel more inclined or inspired for! What would be your take on how they would be after an argument? Like a hurt comfort type beat :3 I was super sad after some of the 707 route scenes T^T so you can see why I think this one would be a fun ask!
Also! Your work is making me wanna play saeran’s route 🙊 which I’ve never done before !
thank you 🥹 please send a request whenever you want to! and you NEED to play saeran's route!! if you love saeyoung, i promise you will love saeran, too. to make up for this request taking longer than usual, i will write both v and saeyoung for you! 🙂↕️
saeyoung
if you and saeyoung have been together for a long time, he won't treat you how he did in his route. it will never be that extreme again because he can't stand to lose you
he won't brush off your feelings anymore. when he said he wants to hack your brain and see everything you're thinking and feeling, he was only half joking because in reality, he wants to know everything
you can air out your grievances to him, and he will listen. he genuinely wants you to speak your mind, and he will listen and nod
but if you ask him what he's thinking or how he feels, he'll go quiet
he is not the greatest at verbalizing his feelings, and that's the root of most arguments because on the surface it looks like he doesn't care, or that he's too agreeable with everything you say, but in reality he is still navigating his sense of self and what he wants
when his apparent "indifference" hurts you, his heart clenches. you can visibly see his eyes and posture soften. he hates seeing you cry, and he will scramble to explain everything at once. he almost panics, muttering: "please, don't... oh god, what should i do...?"
he will coddle you afterwards. he'll wipe your tears. he'll swiftly close the distance between you and hug you tight
"sweetheart... i'm sorry... i don't know what's wrong with me... i want to open up, i just don't know how yet, but please... please stay with me!"
he wants to be better for you, and he absolutely will be, in time
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absolutely plagued with guilt after an argument
he has done a lot of work on improving his self worth, but i see him blaming himself and closing himself off from you at first, convinced he needs to give you space and prevent himself from hurting you again
however, this is a habit he knows he needs to break. he has already gone down the road of self-sacrifice and wanting to shoulder all responsibility alone, but there's really no need for that with you anymore
it can feel like he needs to take everything to the extreme, since being with rika instilled this into his head. in reality, your argument is on a much smaller scale than what he had with rika, and it may be hard at first for him to recognize that
like saeyoung, he may pull away just for a moment, but he won't leave the room. he will suddenly get quiet and shut you out, but it's like he's unable to hear you. he will get super in his head about everything, spiraling a little bit, and jumping to the worst case scenarios. are you going to leave him? how can he fight for you to stay?
he will snap out of it when he sees the tears in your eyes, and it's like his thoughts have completely vanished. now, he's eager to comfort you
"my love... i'm so--" he'll start to say, but you're already up and moving. when he sees you, his body moves on instinct, and he opens his arms to you where you meet him in an embrace
"i'm sorry... i'm here now," he says, "let's talk things over properly."
Thinking about how Jumin would LOVE being at your house. You’re worried that your house might not be up to his standard of living, that he might find your house dirty, that he might find your decorations and interests weird or childish.
But that couldn’t be further from the truth. Jumin loves being surrounded by you. Everything represents you. He’ll examine every nook and cranny so he can know everything about you, your interests and preferences and the things you like.
It makes him dread going back to his penthouse. Your house is a home. His is just a place to live.
Bonus: He would still nag you though. “I’ll have to get your security system upgraded, just in case.” “You have so many trinkets. I’ll make sure they are all insured.” “A cat tower would go well right here.”
happy valentine's day! 💝 (these may be suggestive, and i wrote mc as a girl in mind)
saeran wants to celebrate every second of valentine's day with you. literally the moment you open your eyes in the morning til you close them to go to sleep, the festivities of valentine's day are in full effect, it's pretty much the same with your birthday
saeran will wake up extra early to prepare breakfast in bed, lay out your outfits, and set up decorations as quietly as possible
he'll gently wake you to a room decked out in pink and red: balloons, roses from his garden, streamers, a giant sign, fairy lights... and when it clicks, you break out into a giant grin, which makes him chuckle
you're only mad you couldn't get to him first, but how could you when saeran has been preparing for this for months?
before you even touch your elegant breakfast, eager to show him how you have returned the favor, you tell him to check under the bed, as this is the only place you knew he would never look
saeran ducks under to see a bouquet of (his) flowers, chocolates, a card, and a mini shark plushie to befriend his large one!!
to say that he's touched is an understatement, and now he is determined to give you a valentine's day you'll never forget (lowkey all you guys do is try to one up each other lol)
"i have the whole day planned, my love... but anything you want is yours."
you're just happy to be with him, so you accept his invitation!!
after you force him to eat some of the breakfast he made for just you, he starts telling you about the day he planned: a picnic, a walk in a flower garden (a bigger one than his), and a home cooked dinner
he bought you a dress just for today, either pink or red (or both) depending on what's more your speed, and an outfit for him to match. it's the cutest thing ever
the two of you snuggle in bed for a while, talking about your feelings and hopes for the future (because that's what saeran does best), just taking it easy and passing the time before lunch
after some time, you get ready together and saeran goes to prepare the picnic basket. he even made a small, heart shaped cake the day before for you two to share :')
he is so thoughtful and sweet, as usual
he drives you to the garden where you'll have the picnic and walk (he got special permission for the picnic on the property)
he doesn't want you to lift a finger, but you help him set everything up anyway because you love him just as much as he loves you
he'll feed you chocolate covered strawberries and the sandwiches he made
will interlock your fingers on your walk, or place his hand on the small of your back
you come home to get ready for dinner, but you will probably get distracted and make out on the couch for a little >_<
whether it leads to more is up to you tehe!
this is also a good time to properly exchange gifts!! saeran, like you, prepared a bouquet and chocolates, but what's this wedged in the flowers? a sappy poem!
he smiles with pride as you read it aloud, blushing slightly, but not embarrassed one bit
you look at him, eyes a bit glossy, and he just caresses your cheek with an "i love you."
you say it back, but it never feels like it's enough to really convey how deep it goes... so you decide to spend the rest of your lives returning the favor
though saeran initially wanted to spoil you today, when you offer to help cook, he can't turn down his princess!!
he'll direct you on what he wants, and in between tasks you will go set the table for that romantic candlelit dinner atmosphere
this is getting long but all in all, he had high expectations for himself for this day, he did his research on what a perfect valentine's should be, but every day with saeran is practically already full of love, and isn't just limited to this holiday
LITERWALLY MELTING! I picked up the game after like ten years and I’m in the same boat of being back into it!
If you’re taking requests I would looooove to see headcannons of a cozy night in with saeyoung :3 I’m curious about your take on it !
hiii THANK YOUUU omg yeah i think mysme is one of those things that can never truly get out of your head lol!!
when you and saeyoung have finished your work for the day, you naturally gravitate towards each other to unwind. you are each other's comfort, and it feels like an unspoken rule at this point to touch base with each other in the evenings
you have changed into your pajamas, sitting on the couch on your phone waiting for him to come out and see you (like he always does). when he does emerge after spending hours building robots, he'd trudge behind you, lean over the couch, and hug you from behind, his head resting on his shoulder. he'd groan against your neck, his fatigue obvious
since being with you, he has gotten better about knowing when to take a break, and this is definitely one of those times. with his new line of work with the toy shop, there are certainly deadlines and things to handle, but the stakes are a lot lower than they were at the agency. now, he can take as many breaks as he needs to prevent burnout
you'd put your phone down immediately, leaning back against his chest, your hands reach up to hold his arms that are tightly wrapped around you. you'd gently rub his arms through his hoodie as if to say "i know." he'd let out a long sigh, nuzzling into your neck and kissing your skin
"come sit," you'd say, gesturing to the spot on the couch next to you, but you wouldn't be surprised if he opted out of walking all the way around, and instead fell on top of you lol
however, he'll do something in between. he pulls away, then swings his legs over and jumps onto the couch next to you. he doesn't wait for you to move, he just pulls you against him so you can lay together, reaching for a blanket to cover the both of you
you'd run your hands along his chest, your head tucked under his chin. he'll sigh contentedly, closing his eyes and welcoming your warmth
"how was your day, baby?" he'd ask you after a while.
and you'd smile softly at the pet name. "same old, same old."
if you plan to cook dinner, it will probably involve one of you clinging to the other while you stand in front of the stove
if you order take out, it allows for way more snuggle time on the couch, which can be more ideal. cozy nights with saeyoung really emphasize being lazy and showing a ton of physical affection!!
after (or during) dinner, you two might watch a movie or a tv show, just holding each other close. saeyoung may whisper sweet nothings in your ear, just to see if he can distract you from the tv. he tells you his favorite things about you, how much he loves you, and how happy you make him. if you react, complain, or accuse him of distracting you, he will tease you by saying "shh... i'm trying to watch," then go right back to those sweet nothings :')
cozy nights with saeyoung are his favorite, and they have quickly become yours, too.
hi!! i really like your interpretations of the mysme cast and was very curious of whatever domestic headcanons you might have for saeran, if any!
the kind of house he might like to live in, how he would decorate, what kind of job/hobbies he might like to have. just thoughts on what general life might be like for him post-mint eye?
hi!!! omg thank you for the request i'm so excited rn!! and thank you for the compliment of my interpretations, i'm happy you enjoy them! my thoughts and feelings for saeran are limitless so i would be happy to answer your questions :D
i think he would like to be somewhere secluded, and saeyoung would prefer that, too
he would want to live in house rather than an apartment, he is looking for a long term commitment to build a happy life with you and saeyoung!
i imagine it would just be a one story house. you and saeran in one room, and saeyoung in his own room. saeyoung is used to living in a bunker, and saeran was also conditioned to spend his days locked in a room without any windows, so a house with lots of natural lighting will bring life to these twins like never before. i think anything more than one story, like even two stories, would be a bit overwhelming and would give them more space than they'll ever really need. (unless you and saeran plan to have children, then there will definitely be a need for a bigger house!)
a house allows for more creative freedom and the opportunity to make the space his own. in mint eye, there was practically no creative freedom for saeran apart from the garden and the bedroom ray created for you. now, he is completely free to build the home he's always dreamed of
since this is saeran we're talking about, a garden would be his first project. flowers take time to grow, and he has a vision of a vibrant, colorful exterior that he will want to bring to life as soon as possible. his primary focus would probably be the backyard, but he would plant peony bushes in the front yard as well. the house would be a neutral color, like white, tan, or brick, and it would just be a cute little house in the countryside. he won't want anything flashy or extravagant, just a nice house where he can tend to his flowers (and you!)
in his AE, he mentions that he wants a big bathtub, a fireplace, and a dressing room next to your bedroom full of clothes just for you. he also says that he would find great joy in picking out your clothes every morning, so with all of this in mind, i think it's safe to say that he wants a very cozy home. it would be pretty cottage core-esque, but not too maximalist and overstimulating. the house feels very warm with the natural sunlight, hanging plants, and soft lighting in the evening time. definitely no overhead lights!!
saeran will want a pet... i know it in my heart. i think the only choice would be a cat or two because everyone wins (except zen)! saeyoung is happy, and saeran has a calmer creature to look after and take responsibility for. he will definitely spoil tf out of a cat
i have also given a lot of thought to what saeran's career would be, if he even had one. it's very possible that saeyoung sold his extra cars and the three of you would be living off of those funds, or saeyoung had hella money saved up in general from the agency, or perhaps jumin chipped in with some sort of allowance, but i think saeran would want to keep busy and be reluctant to accept handouts. he has the freedom to do whatever he wants now, and i don't think it's out of the question for him to want to work. but what would he do?
personally, i think he would be a private florist. i don't really buy into the idea of him owning a full flower shop, i kind of don't really see that for him. i think he would build up a high paying clientele, but he wouldn't advertise too much. you would have to know a guy who knows a guy in order to find him, lol!! i feel like he could also run a cake business or something on the side. a freelance job seems the most realistic for him. he is really just doing it for the love of the game
i don't think he would want to do anything with computers anymore, no matter how good he is at it. he doesn't want to hack anymore, he would so much rather do something hands-on
finally... his hobbies. besides gardening and cooking, i think this cutie will want to learn how to do literally everything. the world is his oyster now. he might become a hobby collector. i definitely see him writing poetry (just because half the words that come out of his mouth are beautiful and deserve to be put in prose), but i also want to see him learn an instrument. ray mentioned that he liked taking pictures of nature, so perhaps photography as well? i can't help but swoon just thinking of all the things he might be interested in. it's all just too much for my heart...!
he will definitely call you "my love," "sweetheart," or "darling" in front of strangers, like your waiter or the cashier, and it's the sweetest thing in the world
he is not shy or ashamed when it comes to letting his devotion show
it's a different story when you're not around. saeran doesn't leave the house without you very often, but when he does, he is very shy and it's the cutest thing ever
it takes a while for him to be comfortable with the outside world, but eventually he is able to be go out on his own. however, he is more introverted and is still navigating the "rules" of small talk. it's a bit similar to how he speaks to the rfa, he isn't the best at talking about nothing in particular; he wants a clear topic in conversation, and to feel like his words will be received
that's why his response kind of falls short when the cashier at the grocery store asks about his plans for the weekend. he falters for a moment, unsure if the cashier really wants to know about his plans to go to a botanical garden with his love, or if they are just being polite. saeran kind of just offers a weak laugh and settles on a very uncommitted "i'm not sure yet."
when it comes to you, though, he is much more confident. that's why if anyone ever tried to hit on him, he is quick to decline. loving you is second nature to him, and it's his instinct to be loyal
"thank you, but my heart already belongs to someone else." (yes he will always say something cheesy)
speaking of him saying cheesy things, he will declare his love for you multiple times a day, whether you asked for it or not. it's hard to have any self doubt or insecurity when he is so keen on praising you, but any time you express it to him, he will listen without judgment and love you through it all
sometimes, he can get so overwhelmed with his feelings for you that he might turn to poetry as an outlet. he would probably slip a new poem under your bedroom door, or into a drawer you open frequently, or even between pages of your books for you to find
he once said that love is like discovering a light, and with saeran, that couldn't be more true. you feel eternally blessed to be on the receiving end of saeran's love, and you'll never go without it ♡
i just really love him, so this will be part 1 of many
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loves to meal plan for you. he usually knows what food he plans to cook for you for all three meals of the day. if he has time, he will even plan for the whole week
if his hand isn't already touching you, it's probably reaching for you. he loves touching you to stay grounded, and because he loves the way you feel. it's already canon that you two are practically always holding hands, but saeran just really thrives on physical touch. as ray, there were so many instances where he wanted to reach for you, but didn't think he deserved to, and didn't want you to hate him. now, saeran doesn't have that fear anymore. of course, he is very respectful of your boundaries.
he is a very, very safe driver, especially with you in the passenger seat. he is kind of like an old man in many ways, and driving is one of them. he just wants to guarantee your safety as much as he can. if he is unable to hold your hand while driving, he would love it if you placed your hand on his thigh, just to maintain the contact he craves. he would try (and fail) to hold back his smile.
he has an almost childlike wonder for many things. he loves going to the pet store, though the idea of the animals being stuck there will tug at his heartstrings. he likes watching the fish and birds, and petting the kittens through the cages. he will chuckle in delight at them, his eyes sparkling.
will sit and listen to you talk for hours. ray did his research on you and knows much about your life already, but saeran believes it can't be beat if your anecdotes are coming straight from your lips. he will sit with his chin in his hands, giving you his full attention with a warm smile. he will chime in when necessary, encouraging you to go on: "what else, my love?"
once the garden is complete and flourishing, he will prepare a new bouquet every week. he urges you to tell him some of your favorite flowers so he can plant them in the garden, all while educating you on their meanings
he would want matching everything. outfits, pajamas, phone cases, mugs, even towels. he loves being your person, and you being his.
feels no malice or jealousy if others see your beauty, only feels a deep sense of pride. he will give you a knowing smile, a smile that reflects how devoted you are to each other, and how no one can ever get in the way of that
very quick to share your burden if you have a bad day. he loves to dote on and take care of you anyway, but if you come home from work sulking, he will quickly tidy up and wordlessly check off your to do list right after drawing you a bath. he wants to make your life easier in any way he can
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saeran aims to please
i imagine that this has been consistent from the first encounter up until the present day
he likes to take his time with you, worshipping your body until he feels satisfied
any insecurities he will kiss and praise away. it's almost like a ritual for him. you have never felt so safe.
the first time you have sex, he wants to go down on you before anything else. he has never done it before, but to him, it feels like the best way to really emphasize his love for you. you gently direct him to how you want it, and your words give him strength, but he isn't afraid. he loves you.
and, as a matter of fact, he learns that he loves going down on you. he can do it for hours, looking up at you with his pretty eyes and moaning along with you. he will check in with you, ask if he's doing well, then encourage you to come for him, and when you do, he'll want to do it all over again.
almost wants to cry when you offer to return the favor, and can't hide his enthusiasm. he will nod eagerly, sighing as he lays back against the bed and tangling his fingers in your hair. he allows himself to be selfish, not wanting to turn down something he loves so much. he will curse, praising you the whole time.
saeran is very adaptable... and adventurous. he is the perfect person to try new things with because he is super open minded. when he said he loves your every thought just the way it is, the same thing applies to your body. you can do no wrong in his eyes.
sex isn't always hours of him worshipping your body, though, he is also capable of intense passion. he has urges like anyone else. he is not afraid to "pull you aside" and tell you when he needs you.
he isn't loud during sex. instead, he is almost breathless. he gasps and moans softly, praising you through it all. he may even thank you for blessing him with your love.
"my love... oh, my god. you feel incredible. thank you, thank you so much..."
there's a lot of kissing, especially in missionary (which is pretty much his go-to). he just loves being as close to you as possible.
he really enjoys doing it in the shower, too. he easily lifts you up to hold you against the shower wall, his lips locked on yours the whole time.
