halo effect
I discovered that the fandom isn't as dead as I thought during the server maintenance, publishing this word vomit might actually resonate with someone on here lolol-
cw: fem!reader, smut, established relationship, self-deprecating thoughts by Seven (+idolizing MC), first time sex, implied virgin!Seven, unprotected sex, rough sex (dom!Seven if you will), mentions of religion, if you squint there might be a trace of a corruption kink
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bf!Saeyoung who, to your dismay, tries to ignore his debilitating sexual attraction towards you. You're not sure if it's due to his beliefs, his secretive nature, or his habit of resolving issues (his feelings) entirely by himself. But he leaves you to your own devices, not noticing your sexual frustration, swallowing his own, for quite a long time.
bf!Saeyoung who feels guilty for sexualising you, not knowing you long for him to do so. He tries to hide his desire for you, noticing it slipping through the cracks of his hard shell occasionally. He isn't aware how much his fleeting touches, quick glances down your shirt and his meticulously thought-out innuendos affect you, how much he turns you on.
bf!Saeyoung who doesn't shy away from messing with you, teasing you, joking around until sunrise. But when it comes to touching you, he treats you like a fragile, precious doll that could crack with every hard grip. Even when you sit on his lap, sentimental due to the late hours, intimately sharing a kiss. His hands always find themselves politely around your waist, pressing your forehead against his by the back of your head at most. Just remembering your small gasps, sweet smell and warm hands on his cheeks is enough to satisfy him whilst relieving himself in the shower.
bf!Saeyoung who never wasted a single thought at the possibility of you being physically attracted to him. He isn't the most handsome, fit, or properly kempt guy out there -- especially compared to fellow RFA member Zen. He knows you share the same humour, that you value his intellect, and that you feel safe with him. But, even after months of being a couple, he believes his desires are one-sided. He accepts this, in his self-conscious mind.
bf!Saeyoung who thinks you take pity on him, who regrets being so obvious with his needs, as you deepen the kiss one night, trailing your hands down his upper body. He stops you, placing one sweet, longing, kiss on your forehead, before turning away. He doesn't want to make you uncomfortable, make you do something just for the sake of pleasing him, and put in unnecessary work. He is the one who promised to make you happy, make up for all the pain he caused to you, die for you if needed. But he doesn't know how long he can suppress his greedy needs. Especially with your soft body pressed against his back like this. He doesn't realize how upset you are, as he sneaks off into the bathroom hours later.
bf!Saeyoung who believes you are nothing but an innocent angel sent by God to make up for his messed up childhood. Whether this may or may not be a metaphor, he tells himself that a low-value guy like him has no right to use your sacred body for his primitive desires. He considers himself blessed already, being able to kiss, caress, tickle, pinch, massage and cuddle you to his hearts content. However, it won't hurt you if he pounds you silly in his dreams sometimes.
bf!Saeyoung who comes home later than expected this particular evening, having spent it with his brother as planned. You're already in bed, sitting against the headboard, reading a story in the dim, orange light of your bed lamp. Today, you decided it's finally time to take this relationship a step further, using a much more bold approach this time.
bf!Saeyoung who is unaware of the slick pooling between your legs, as he thoughtlessly pulls his shirt over his toned upper body. He cluelessly recites an anecdote about his brother while changing into his pajama pants, not noticing your attentive look isn't caused by his great storytelling skills. He is not worrying about the impact he could have on you, standing in front of your shared bed, fully bare except for his boxer shorts, even if just for a split second. You will fuck this naivety out of him tonight, no matter how much this might take.
bf!Saeyoung who attempts to climb under the covers, reaching out to press you into his chest as usual. However, as he lifts the blanket, he halts his movements. Instead of your baggy sweats, or the cute button up with the matching shorts you try to tempt him with occasionally, he is met with something much more skimpy. You're only in your panties, a lace trim adorning its hem, as well as a slim-fitted cotton shirt. This combo maximises sex appeal while still maintaining plausible deniability if things go wrong, at least in your mind. Your erect nipples already poke against the thin fabric, as your entire body heats up in anticipation of the dirty things you hope you will do with your boyfriend.
bf!Saeyoung's brain short-circuits, having never seen so much of your bare skin before. He is awkwardly frozen in place, one knee already on the mattress, a corner of the blanket raised in the air. You try not to lose your composure, as you place the miscellaneous items you had scattered around yourself on the night stand. You feel his eyes follow all of your movements, his facial expression unclear to you. He really mastered his poker face due to his grey-area work for his previous agency.
bf!Saeyoung who takes a moment to fully grasp the sensuality of the situation, suddenly feeling very naked next to you as well. He isn't entirely sure if this is a dream or reality, as his imagination has cooked up similar fantasies close to this one more than once.
bf!Saeyoung who doesn't dare to move, even as you gently take the blanket away from his stiff hand to push it away from yourself, revealing yourself to him fully. If he was strong enough, if this may have happened earlier in the relationship, he would have been able to crack a joke and, even while suffering from painful blue-balls, fall asleep next to you without incident. He is dreadfully aware that this isn't the case right now, hard dick pressing against his boxers.
bf!Saeyoung who wishes a hole opens below him and swallows him whole, the moment he watches your eyes drop, noticing the tent between his legs. Bf!Saeyoung who still, even now, believes your intentions are pure. You must have a valid reason to be so bare, that doesn't involve craving his lips and hands all over your body.
bf!Saeyoung who is very quickly proven wrong about his perceived innocence of you. You haven't said a single word to him yet, giving him a moment to digest the sight in front of him. You know your boyfriend is easily startled, even if he considers himself pretty level-headed. Realizing, he doesn't seem to defrost, you escalate things further.
You slowly scoot down the bed, looking up at him with glossy eyes, batting your lashes at him seductively. You carefully lay on your back under his hovering form, one arm loosely draped over your head. The index finger of your other hand finds one of your nipples, pressing it down on the hardened bud delicately. You bashfully spread your legs, putting all of yourself on display in one, very desperate, attempt, noticing the slim fabric of this pair not covering as much as you would expect from your usual underwear.
bf!Saeyoung who, finally, after months and months of teasing, pining, kissing, hiding, ... just cracks. This deliciously perverted sight in front of him just breaks his brain like a dam, all the pent-up sexual frustration pouring out rapidly. You gasp in surprise, as he suddenly pounces on you with a type of vigour you couldn't have anticipated.
bf!Saeyoung who can't help himself and rip you to shreds. Who kneads your tits over your shirt, ruthlessly sucking, pulling and biting your nipples, not even thinking as far as to pull up the fabric until you do it for him. Who finally grabs your hips tightly, burying his nails in your plush skin while rutting his clothed boner into your drenched heat relentlessly.
your yapper bf!Saeyoung who surprises you with his uncharacteristically quietness, not speaking a single word to you, as his busy mouth is occupied with other activities. After circling his tongue around yours, exploring your mouth in a way he has never dared to before, he pushes your panty to the side and buries his greedy lips between your folds without any hesitation. He groans roughly while sloppily making out with your pussy, now circling your clit with the tip of his wet muscle, forcing you to cum within minutes.
bf!Saeyoung who makes it a mission to make you orgasm a second time on his cock, as he rubs your bundle of nerves with his thumb while pressing down your abdomen with the same hand. He intended to be sweeter to you, more careful the first time, but the sensation of gliding his hungry dick into your wet, fluttering walls actually made the neurons in his brain short circuit for good this time. Skin slaps against skin, as he fucks deep into you in missionary, pressing one of your knees into your chest.
bf!Saeyoung must have officially lost his mind, as he licks up the tears that start streaming down your face up with his flattened tongue, biting your ear as you turn your face away. As your legs shake violently, the orgasm imploding in your lower body, you pull at his red locks, ripping a moan right out his chest.
bf!Saeyoung who basically collapses on top of you as fills you up with his angrily hot cum, pushing it deeper into you with a few last, weak thrusts. Who is snoring into your neck after just a couple head pats, a few reassuring words and the exchange of some love professions.
bf!Saeyoung who won't give into his desires so easily. Who needs a proper, meanspirited reality check to understand that you aren't this innocent, delicate little thing he thinks you are.
