Panic Attacks
So I have anxiety, and The Archer makes me feel like she actually gets it and Iām not alone. When she says, āI wake in the night, I pace like a ghost The room is on fire, invisible smokeā¦Help me hold on to you.ā I felt that, so fucking deeply. I had a panic attack in the middle of the night last night, and thatās exactly what itās like.
Then, sheās like, āI've been the archer, I've been the prey.Who could ever leave me, darling.But who could stay?ā I have such a irrational fear that everyone is going to leave me.
Then, āAll the king's horses, all the king's men. Couldn't put me together again 'Cause all of my enemies started out friends Help me hold on to youā itās so scary because itās such a healing process no one can put you back together. You just have to feel all the feelings.
Thank you Taylor! @taylorswift















