Sage

half hope, half agony

[inkskinned]

i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.

[sagenamor]

"When I passed by moonlight stars in your eyes, they were shining like none of them could be mine"

[sagenamor]

somehow ending this chapter felt elevating, i never saw the trap i was in until i was set free, until i was free flying across the sky, living.

[sagenamor]

i may forget about everything, about us, your touch, your eyes but how can i ever forget the simple thing we had, i loved you through my favourite songs, saw you in my favourite colour, pictured you while writing poetry, i made you my moon.

[sagenamor]

feels so good to be back here

[sagenamor]

The feminine urge to say "duh" whenever he says i love you

[sagenamor]

I wish you knew how much i love you, atleast the moon does

[sagenamor]

You are present in every conversation i have with the moon, what else do you want to know?

[sagenamor]

The thing about me is, if i like you in anyway possible i'ma associate you with something, to a memory, to me, and that way you'll always be there with me lingering around in fragments. And then i keep hurting thinking back to those times, to those people. Weird how they'll forever be a part of me and will never be a part of me. Even if i want them to, they're too far to hold yet I'm holding them, still carrying them with me, everywhere i go.

[sagenamor]

tell me why being called "my moon" isn't the most beautiful thing to exist

[sagenamor]

Oh! to be associated with moon in someone's memory>>>

[sagenamor]

Sometimes i look at the sky and wonder, what would it feel like to be this magnificent, to be able to see human's sorrow and laughter, hear them cry and watch them hurt, and to witness this all at once, what exactly would it feel like

[sagenamor]

"Life is too cruel, if we cease to believe in love, why would we want to live?"

- Katherine Pierce, 'The Vampire Diaries.'

[sagenamor]

“I felt very still and very empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo.”

– Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

*stops in the middle of the road to take a picture of moon*

[sagenamor]

isn't it just so pretty to think someone out there remembers you when they see a beautiful moon.

[sagenamor]

Even with hundred cuts, I'm willing to fall in love again.