determination from within

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Send “Shield” for my muse’s reaction to yours placing themselves between my muse and danger.

Send “sword” for my muse to put themselves between your muse and danger. 

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tenderborn:

🐢 ❝                  raphael .. its so much easier to let go. let him help you .. i became better able to deal with things && fight after letting him. you’ve seen me. you’ve even FOUGHT against me. i’ve never been stronger.                     ❞

“Help?” Raphael scoffs, disbelief written all over his face. “You call THAT helping? He’s using you, Mikey! Just like he used Sensei!”

          It’s getting worse. Pounding in his head. The world starts spinning, and Raphael’s words begin to slur. His lips begin stammering. “You’re... wrong! He’s not... helping at all!”

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🐢 ❝                  your realizing that our way is the only way to continue. let him in, raphael .. it’s so much easier.                    ❞  

“To hell with that crap!” Raph retorts, beak curled back in an awful snarl, but it’s only a front. A mask. Something weird was happening in his head and it scared him. He stumbles to the side, resisting the urge to clutch his head. 

          Instead he just glares upwards towards his brother. “I-- There’s no way I’m letting some rat freak inside my head!”

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I’d die to be where you are.

I tried to be where you are.

Every night I dream you still here.

The ghost by my side, so perfect so clear.

When I awake, you disappear.

Back to the shadows,With all I hold dear.

[tenderborn]

🐢 ❝    raph c’mon —- i just wanna go UP - TOP for a bit, wanna come with ??     ❞  

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“No!” Raph huffs, annoyance clear in his tone as whips around to look at his brother. “You can’t. Leo’s right-- it’s way too dangerous, Mike!”

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   The pain. Raph grits his teeth as he stumbles on his next strike, pausing for a moment. All Falco caused was pain. That’s all it had ever been was pain. But if he did this… it would stop. It would all stop, he could let go and it would end. Nothing would hurt again. Enjiiro would be safe from everything and everything that could ever hurt him, and he’d be able to finally just… sleep.      “He can’t cause any more if you aren’t here to feel it.” Raph murmurs softly, blinking a few times. He doesn’t know what else to do. Is there another option? Not really. He could back off, but that wouldn’t do anything except make sure Enji would be there to hurt again next time. 

   The only way was this.

     “I can’t… let him hurt you again. One last thing and then you’re safe. I have to keep you safe. Nothing will ever hurt you again, not Falco, not Shredder, nothing.”    Nothing except for him.

   He has him cornered and he can’t lose this chance. He can’t back out now. Raph whips around with his sai towards Enjiiro’s head, trying to catch him off guard and make it quick. 

   He wanted it to stop.    It has to stop.

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"No!” Enjiiro cries back at his twin, brows creased as he listens to what Raphael is saying. All the twisted thoughts and words coming from his mouth and the lack of remorse in his voice. Raphael really was intent on murdering his whole family without another thought. The fact Falco had that sort of hold over him scared him.

No, it frightened him.

He’s not quick enough to completely dodge the next attack. His instincts kick in and his own sai shriek as they clash with Raphael’s own. The world seems to slow to a crawl as the clash between weapons begins, but he’s not using as much strength as his twin. At this rate Raphael would win. 

“That’s not how we win, Raph! You know that!” He can’t see anything in his twin’s eyes. They’re cold, like stone; and his are wide and wet -- scared. This was never how it was supposed to go!

“E-Even if you do this-- you’ll still suffer! You’d just be a slave to him! You’d be alone!

                 “I don’t--” he grunts from the amount of pressure he has to exert, “--want you to be alone! We need each other!”

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cheerborn:

🐢 ❝                  n - no !! y - you don’t understand —-                    ❞ he flushed, holding his hands up with PANICKED EYES as he took a step backward, swallowing hard. he couldn’t handle being separated from his twin again.  ❝                  don’t separate me — us — from each other .. please ..                    ❞ he whined, swallowing hard.

Raph grits his teeth, nose wrinkled from his anger. Anger at Mike. Anger at  Mikey. Anger at Shredder.

Anger at himself for letting all of this happen.

His breathing quickens, his eyes darken. His blood boils. He has to get it through Mike’s head. Has to make him see what he sees! 

He clenches his fist-- but the moment the haze of rage clears and he sees his baby brother’s expression, his body relaxes. Guilt starts to flood in, and he reaches out a limp hand.

“Mike...”

He sighs, shaking as he tries to calm down.           “It’s... It’s not safe. Shredder’s still in control of him. We don’t want either of you getting hurt.”

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Tag Drop

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“He’s outta control, Mike! He almost killed you AND Leo! We can’t keep you guys together until Donnie fixes his head!”

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[I’m not like the biggest DC fan or anything but I’ve been playing Injustice 2 and--

Red Lantern!Raph? Red Lantern!Raph & Slash? Hell yeah I want some of that.]

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Starter Call

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“you can’t keep me safe from everything.”

protector / protectee starters

“I gotta try, Donnie. 

              “If I don’t-- Who will?”

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Victor Falco Sentence Starters

What are you?

I’ll see if there’s some way to give him/her some semblance of a normal life

Oh, stop struggling ____. You were always so dramatic

A man who can read minds is unstoppable

Once I dispose of you no one will be able to stand in my way

She/he is the perfect test subject

You are mine now _____

It doesn’t matter. You already belong to me, you just don’t know it yet

You are so much more… WE are so much more… and together we will be unstoppable

We’ve both lost all we held dear, we’ve both lost our place in society, and we’ve both come to see the world through the eyes of rats.

You’ve done well, but our fight is not yet won

I have what I came for

I am your teacher…. I am your master!

I am never gone. I live because you live

Why do you cling so hard to this life of yours?

This city is infested. Eight million parasites scrambling around in their pointless lives, spreading disease, forcing us to live in the shadows. No more!

You sent me here, and now you join me in the darkness

Revel in the madness

I’m even deeper than your mind, I’m inside your very soul

There is room for you in my new world

There is no escape. We are both trapped like rats.

Here in the darkness, you belong to me

The serum’s not perfected? What do you mean?

Wake up _____, you must not slip back into sleep

I can help you old friend

Soon you will be all alone

Come, we are your family now

If you will not join me, then you will be devoured!

Once upon a time you were a man, then you became a beast, now you are nothing

Become one with me _____, it’ll only cost you your soul

That’s right, bow before your master

I fear that even you won’t be able to stop them, but I sense a kindred spirit who can

There’s nothing you can do that I can’t see coming

Yes, THIS is what you are! a monster! a freak! an animal!

You can not rid yourself of me

I will be with you always, in the darkest parts of your mind

Who says I’m not in control?

You’ll pay for that. 

It would be easier for you to accept my dominion