S A I

Just another existing being who wish they didn't

[eliminated]

[i-dont-wanna-be-heree]

Recovery vs. relapse is such a vicious cycle 

[st-a-y]

[to-be-far-away-deactivated20171]

[tendernxss]

high regard // the story so far

[quietvoiced]

[sa-dnesss]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[luthienne]

Mahmoud Darwish, from Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi)

[sa-dnesss]

[abnormall]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[abnormall]

[surqrised]

“And if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have. Good and bad.”

— Stephen Chbosky; The Perks of Being a Wallflower

[saiisreal]

Everything sucks

[sadwitchpoetry]

“How did you cope with your childhood?”

I searched in my mind,

for the deepest,

darkest room I could find,

I hid inside,

and watched as my life,

slowly,

pass me by.

-Hania Lín/ “Spoiled Milk”

[ohgoditssatan]

A child: developes a mental illness, struggles with school, tries to seek help

Parents: How can you do this to me? You know how this makes me feel? Stop being so dramatic! Other kids have it way worse! How can you embarrass me like that??!!

A child, now adult: Still mentally ill, but has now learned to never open up

Parents: Hey sweetie 🥺 if there's anything going on 🥺🥺 you can open up to us!!! We're FaMiLy 🥺🥺💕💕💕