No Feeling Is Final

She/her. 30s. Schwoozie on Ao3. Slowly being seduced by doomed polar explorers. Somehow a hockey blog now. ⛵️ and let ⛵️

[sail-not-drift]

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Current Fixations

Hockey (my sharks #mysharks my pens #mypens my habs #myhabs)

Polar exploration (currently reading: Ada Blackjack by Jennifer Niven)

Dimension 20

Heated Rivalry

2026 NHL Playoff Tier

[butchdances]

ALL THE PRESIDENT’S MEN (1976) dir. Alan J. Pakula

[footballtheotherone]

I honestly can't with these two

[rhaenicentdaily]

EMMA D’ARCY Defined Magazine, June 2026

[maliketh]

it must feel so nice to be one of those racing cars and pulling over for a pit stop to have like 7 guys dote on you

[sail-not-drift]

If Shane were ten years older than Ilya I feel like they’d have definite shades of the SidNate dynamic.

Like - Ilya knew he was bisexual before Shane dragged his 17 year old ass down a sand dune, but that was the moment he received the cosmic need to do something about it.

[teddywesworl]

people in my notes making me think about hr AGAIN but honestly the biggest sign that the habs metros would close ranks around shane is that THIS year in THIS political environment the montreal canadiens org was perfectly aware that the ONLY correct answer to all the questions ABOUT heated rivalry was: of course a gay player would be welcome here

[teddywesworl]

and i say the org on purpose. idk exactly how coached guhle and jevans were before they were asked but nick on tout le monde en parle was definitely absolutely 100% prepared to give exactly the answer he did on an outlet that hits the quebec market specifically, and the answer was: emphatically, without reservation, yes. that speaks to the player (i can think of several nhl captains who would never have gone on local market tv to give that answer), that speaks to the team's culture (if it wasn't at least a little bit true, communications would probably have figured out another way to pay lip service--see the ottawa senators), but above all else it speaks to montreal: at the end of the day, the habs captain is on local, french language tv saying that the team would be welcoming to and supportive of a gay player because that is what the city wants to hear.

[f1vegas]

mikey misa on the phone to dicky: should i bring my white, cream or eggshell golf shoes to vancouver. or just be safe and bring all three

dicky: im bringing my nerf gun. and 500 things. bullets whatever. youre dead is the point

mikey: do you think macklin might. maybe i dunno. smile at me this time?

dicky suddenly heartfelt lowering the nerf gun: yeah. totally mis, he will for sure. he just didnt know you before. we’re all buddies now

macklin in the grouse grind parking lot pulling his too teeny shorts from his asscrack: oh my god aiden—AIDEN hit the gas GO that kid saw us im not getting out again [pulling the strings of his hoodie until it curls around his face, slinking deeper in the passenger seat] go go go dont roll down the window no! fuck you fuck you—hey whats up dude. you want a pic? yeah of course no problem. thanks bye…. [rolling the window up] fuck you fuck off. GO just go

will in lexington holding rigneys front paws making him dance to pharrells “happy”: mom look at this

[sail-not-drift]

Being stretched on a medieval rack would go so hard rn

[dragonfruityyy]

Oh Lou Wilson the performer that you are

[deusben]

babe wake up...i need to tell you multiple thoughts that don't corelate at all that i had in the span of five minutes..

[jacksally]

PROJECT HAIL MARY 2026, dir. Phil Lord & Christopher Miller

[maryfitzroy]

I can’t stop saying “what are we dOing? What’s GoingOn?” in the voice of jeremy culhane as tucker carlson

[maryfitzroy]

that’s the rule. that’s the goal now.

[naughtyasworld]

Nick Suzuki surprised Cole Caufield with the Lady Byng Memorial Trophy before Caufield surprised Suzuki with the Frank J. Selke Trophy. 🏆

So proud of our boys 🥹💙🤍❤️

[lavendersayshi]

Get yourself someone who looks at you the way Marie-Philip Poulin looks at Laura Stacey

[sail-not-drift]

obsessed with the habs top line winning awards for Most Responsible and Best Good Boy meanwhile their rookie goalie is biting people

[thefaultinourchickennuggets]

the bad thing about having unhealthy habits due to mental illness, is when you DO do something healthy style you can't brag about about it because then people will then know you've been doing it yucky style all along. Like you can't brag you changed your sheets or brushed your teeth because then ppl will be like oh did you not brush your teeth regularly before? Thats yucky disgusting! So you just gotta keep it to yourself. And be proud alone, I suppose.