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Bad Feel

I'm sad and lonely. It's hilarious how I only seem to meet people who have no desire to give me what I need unless I push them to, or people who just want me to do them the things I want done to me.

Its my own fault really. If I wasn't so fat and ugly more people would have interest in me. So I guess I best just cry about it.

shibari

All I want is to be on the receiving end of a long, sweetly initmate tie session. To have someone appreciate my body while sliding ropes on and off of it. To have intimate touches that don't go right into wanting to fuck. To be treated as a much appreciated work of art.

I don't know if I'll ever get that. No-one wants to watch their well placed lines sink into blubber. No one is going to actually appreciate a strung up ham. And when I do manage to find a rigger, the rope is just foreplay. It's not an experience itself, just a means to an end.

Sometimes I can't even browse Instagram without getting miserable because I see the sweetest rope videos and I know that's never going to be me. It feels so shitty. I love shibari, but maybe I should give it up. I'm not good enough for a beautiful hobby like that.

#Kink #shibari #ropeplay

Dont mind me, I'm over here lying to my partner and saying I'm motion sick instead of so hungry I want to die.

#lose weight #slim #losefat #weightloss #motivationloss

Why am I like this? I want to be slim enough for my partner to want to play with me, then I have a muffin and some tots. He'll always prefer others if I don't stop being such a repulsive tub of lard. He'll never want to actually marry me if I don't shape up and start being appealing. He'll always prefer the company of.others to me if I don't stop being like this. I could do better, but I never do. He'll stop loving me soon, then he'll leave for someone who's slimmer and prettier. And I'll deserve it.

When I lose the weight

I'll get that tattoo I want.

I'll get a sexy latex dress.

I won't have to deal with my gut rolling down my pants.

I'll feel sexy when on top.

I'll get cute thigh highs.

#weightloss #motivationloss #losefat #lose weight #beskinny

reciprocapoeta

sailorbundy

No belly pudge 🥺🤤

#weightloss #slim #tiny #flatstomach #body goals #lose weight #slim girl #lean body #thinspiring #lose fat

postmeridiem12

by Stepan Kvardakov •

che3eri0s

sailorbundy

Wow.

#flatstomach #body goals #lose weight #slim girl #lean body #thinspiring #lose fat #tiny #slim #weightloss #thinspo

anas0ng

i want this vibe for christmas

#weightloss #slim #tiny #flatstomach #body goals #lose weight #slim girl #lean body #thinspiring #lose fat

sendemimelisa

#weightloss #slim #tiny #flatstomach #body goals #lose weight #slim girl #lean body #thinspiring #lose fat

slaynnyy

put in the hard work now and then you’ll be able to look like this

sailorbundy

Why am I so weak now 😢

#weightloss #slim #tiny #body goals #lose weight #flatstomach #lean body #thinspiring #lose fat #slim girl

You would be so much hotter if you didn't eat like a goddamn hogger.

Old pictures of me from when I was skinny hurt the worst. Especially after having seconds after dinner. Especially on a day where I have munched a lot. Especially on a day when I am fat. Good God, I want to vomit.