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[saintbusan]

get to know me ⋆.˚

✧; 32

❀; germany

⋆˙⟡ ; just for fun > current hyper fixations

☼; she/her

⭑; infj/ cancer

♪ ; bts, ariana grande, charli xcx, sabrina carpenter, gracie abrams, olivia rodrigo

𖦹; kdrama, marvel, journaling, crafting, reading

[saintbusan]

I have a vision and it’s bright walk with me..

I need Antonio to play Uncle Jesse in a Full House Adaption

[saintbusan]

All I can think about is Logan appearing with the wings and muscle tee at the party, because are u fucking kidding me

[pinkyups]

ANTONIO CIPRIANO AS JOHN LOGAN OFF CAMPUS, 1.01.

[saintbusan]

Gosh he’s so beautiful

[saintbusan]

Already eating up the off campus fics, writers thank you so much for your service 🙂‍↕️

[soldierandawar]

Langdon did not just simply waltz in with no consequence, like are we not all watching the same show. he was in active addiction and lost his job for a while, the trust of his mentor, likely had major family issues, is broke, has to repeat a year, had to humble himself enough to go to rehab and deal with his demons, has to come back to a place where everyone knows what happened and now claw his way back into his mentors good graces and prove himself capable. A lot of people really want punitive measures for him so that they can feel good about watching someone who was addicted to a substance do things that people with an addiction often do, which is steal, lash out, and ruin their relationships with the people around them. And now I guess he has to be demonized forever and simply seen as the big evil man. That's not what restorative justice is. it's not what rehabiliation looks like.

[saintbusan]

LOUDER

[saintbusan]

Can me and the three derek luh stans unite on here we could bond and talk 🫡

[kaldurahms-lover]

i better see hella jordan fics when the new gen v season comes out.

[saintbusan]

Can the writers respectfully defrost 😔

[iced-coffee-chronicles]

big fan of anything that shuts my brain off for a little while

[saintbusan]

Heavy on that and rn it’s derek luh 😵‍💫

[saintbusan]

Incoming ‼️🚨

Next hyper fixation is the one and only derek luh and to celebrate this here’s a brand new playlist 🫡

[ava-deb]

#this is for me keep scrolling

[saintbusan]

one big juicy bite is all am asking for

[nero-draco]

[saintbusan]

Nothing horny to say, but if yall keep talking about that one topic on Danny’s hashtag one more time I’m gonna lose it. End that conversation NOW y’all sound like little obsessed fangirls please. It’s annoying and unbelievably unbearable to go through the # to find some content and all I get is that topic as suggestions atp yall made it his personality which btw his acting/ played characters should be the focus but oh what do I know. His private life shouldn’t matter to us move on the fuck.

[saintbusan]

Oh my fucking god this AGED badly like FUCKING ROTTEN MILK. I did not give a fuck until I noticed who he’s (really) spending time with and that started to bug me.

[lordofchips]

Shoutout to Superman (2025) for making it incredibly fucking clear that Superman is for good people. He’s hope. He’s love. He’s supportive. He’s an immigrant. He supports Palestine. He loves animals. He protects children.

The movie is a light. If you’ve been feeling really depressed about the world lately I’d highly suggest watching Superman.

[saintbusan]

Never made a post like this before on tumblr🫣 but since I’m so active on here bc of a certain actor(yes Danny I’m looking @ you). I just wanted to say that I freshly turned 32 and wanted to say thank you to all of those that I talked or interacted with. You guys made tumblr so much more enjoyable and getting more into Danny’s fandom on here 😔🥹(which now I can say that twt sucks to be on as a Danny fan🫩). Big thank you to those who took their time and wrote my fic requests for him like Shakespeare💘💘, I hope whatever were(yes I’m using were) going through it rn w those fabulous speculations, they die out soon and we can go back to fucking normal‼️‼️‼️

Anyways if you read this wow thank you and I love you and if not bye‼️

Signing off with dankook 💘

[saintbusan]

Something shifted after July 14 I find it so hard to go back to the old agenda. I did see people on twt moving like the usual but damn isn’t y’all’s moral compass acting up

[rhettsunshine]

For the first time

Mario Martinez x Reader

18+ minors do not interact

Warnings: Smut, Fem genitalia, Talks of first time, Mario picks up reader. I think that's it but lmk

What happens when you tell your boyfriend that you haven't done IT before?

A/N: This is my first time writing smut so please be nice. Also if you have any suggestions or requests please send them!!

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It was early friday morning, just before 8. You had spent all week waiting for this day. Half dreading half excited to get it over with. Your final project for the semester was to be presented today. And lucky for you your wonderful boyfriend Mario was your partner for this project. Y'all had spent all week practicing and finishing everything for today. You walked around the corner and saw Mario standing right by the door. His usual beautiful self just standing there very clearly waiting for you.

"Hi my love" you say walking up to him. "Hello mi amor" he replied pulling you in by the waist kissing you softly. "How are you feeling?" he says. "Good and you?" "Good, are you ready?" "Ready as I'll ever be" you say shyly as he pulls you into the class room by the waist and kisses your hair. Your professor has split the class into groups for different days to present. And today was the final day of presentations. You guys were the second duo to present. Which was great you weren't the first to present at 8 am. But also not the last to present, because everyone was very critical of the last people to present for some reason.

The first people went and they did well which made you a little nervous. The professor called your names and you guys grabbed your things and walked down. You pulled up your slideshow for the presentation and waited for Mario to start his part. He spoke as best as any one would suspect. He was good at this, the whole public speaking thing. He finished his part and you started yours. After finishing yours, a couple note card comments, Mario making the class laugh, and your closing statement everything was done. You picked everything up and walked back to your seats. Mario held your hand under the table for the rest of the class. And then held it as he walked you to your second class. Then leaving for his own second class. It wasn't long before y'all met up for the third class of the day. Then going to lunch and back to the apartment for the day.

"ugh" you sighed dropping your bag dramatically at the front door. Mario laughed under his breath at your antics. You flopped on the couch just as dramatically. Mario came and sat by your head. Softly petting your head and letting you decompress for the day. After a couple minutes you sat up. "So, my roommate is gone for the weekend do you wanna stay with me. I really don't wanna be alone" you say slightly pouting and giving puppy eyes. You knew he wouldn't say no but you really wanted to get him to say yes. "Of course! Why would you even think you have to ask?" he says grabbing you and sitting you on his lap. He kisses your cheeks, forehead, nose and side of your mouth just before finally kissing you fully. "Just wanted to make sure I don't know what plans you have" you say in between kisses. "Baby my plans are you and here on this couch. Now and till the end of the weekend" he kisses you to emphasize his statement. "Good" you reply returning the kiss

After a while the kissing on the couch isn't just kissing. It's hands in his hair and his hands grabbing at every part of you he can get. It's slowly grinding on him and him trying to hold back the noises he so desperately wants to make. After a while it's too much. You need him, like now. Which means you have to tell him. You have to say it now or never. Pulling away he starts kissing your neck instantly. "Mario" he just hums back at you as a response. Too focused on kissing you and your neck. "Mario i have to tell you something" you say pulling away and pushing his shoulders hoping he'll look at you but also hoping he won't. You're scared but also so ready. He recognizes something is off and stops. He stares at you slightly "what wrong love?" He says it so sweetly you almost blurt out what you need to say, but the rush of embarrassment sets before you can. You look down, take a deep breath and look up again. He's looking at you really looking at you. You have to tell him.

"I have to tell you something and you can react however you want to it. It's just it's kinda embarrassing and I don't know how you'll take it but I need to let you know." You begin to ramble. Thoughts all jumbled into one. " I really like you Mario, like really really like you. And you're amazing and so I wouldn't want to tell anyone else this. Or do this with anyone else. I mean you are kinda like it for me so I want to tell you" you stop. Look up at him as he's patiently waiting then say it "um, I've uh I've never I've never done it before. And I really like you and if you would like to I would like for you to be my first."

He stares at you. Not saying a word. You can't tell if him speaking would make you feel any better at this point. Your mind is running a mile a minute you probably wouldn't even be able to hear him. "Are you being serious?" It's all he says almost flatly "Yeah" you reply and it goes quiet again. You start to think maybe this wasn't right. Maybe it's too soon. Maybe he just doesn't wanna do that with you. You start to get up off his lap. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything. Forget it. it's nothing I'm sorry." He grabs you tight. You stop moving. He pulls you in closer "Are you joking right now?" "No" you reply making yourself as small as you can in his lap. "Well then I need to tell you something too." You look up at him waiting for him to finish his statement. "I haven't either" it's all he says and now you're the one staring. "What?" You say kinda loudly mostly from the shock of his words. "Yeah I uh I haven't either." You both sit in silence for a second

"Wait a minute how the hell have you, Mario Martinez never done it before." He starts laughing at your questioning. "I mean seriously you were so popular in high school and had all the girls around you laughing all the time. How did it never happen for you?" Genuinely you are dumbfounded. "Well" he starts while shifting you in his lap. Trying to make you both more comfortable. "between soccer practice and sharing a room with Ruby till I moved out basically I didn't necessarily have the time or place to have a girl over like that. Plussss" he pauses. "I didnt have the right girl. But I do now" he kisses you softly. You blush because who wouldn't when the most beautiful man just said the sweetest words ever.

"I don't want to pressure you or anything but I would love to be your first if you'll be mine" he says nervously. "OF COURSE I'll be your first, I mean I basically just asked you to be mine so yes I would be honored to be yours" you ramble off for a second before kissing him again. "Okay good, I'll help you figure out what you like" he says cheekily. "And I'll help you" you reply while kissing him again. And that's how it started just you two in your own world kissing softly.

"Mario" you pull away again breathless. "I know honey I know. Are you ready?" "Yes please Mario I need you now" you say whiny. He nods and picks you up slightly with one hand while pulling his sweatpants down with the other. He sits you down again more on his thighs so you can take in the moment. You look down at boxers before looking up at him. He nods and takes your hand and moves it to the front of his boxers. He lets you move your hand up and down feeling him at your own pace. He's focusing on making sure you're comfortable.

"Okay I'm ready" you say after a while of just palming him. "Okay let's go to your room" he says. "No no I need you here now" you reply half grinding on him almost gone at this point. "Are you sure?" "Yes please" "Okay" he says slowly pulling his shirt off. He then helps you take off yours. You get up and he helps take your pants off. Pulling down his pants he pulls you back on top of him. You both start kissing again. His hands are everywhere and you feel like you're on fire. "Do you want me to take these off" he says pulling at the side of your underwear slightly. There is a pause for a moment. You want them off but you don't know if you can do that right now. "Can you, can you do it with them on? I don't know if I'm ready for that" you say shyly tucking yourself in the crook of his neck. "I can do whatever you want carino" he says kissing the side of your head. He puts his hands on your thighs kneading the flesh and letting you take your time. After a while he says "can I help you out" and you just look up at him nodding. He dips his hands into your underwear. Following the line of your underwear around your legs. Just feeling you out. He slowly runs his fingers through your folds up and down slowly. You're breathless already but it's too good you need more. "Please Mario" and he knows exactly what that means. He pushes his fingers in slowly taking his time. Half to make sure you're okay half to savor every part of you.

He picks your head up with his free hand and kisses you. It is warm and says everything you need at the moment. Every bit of reassurance, every bit of love he can give all in one kiss. After a while he starts putting pressure on the bundle of nerves that needs it the most. You moan into his mouth and he replies with a moan of his own. You grind his hand helping him as best as you can with your body feeling like jelly. "You're so beautiful, you're gorgeous and mine all mine" he's mumbling. It's all mumbles but you hear it all and it's all you need. Him, his words, the pressure is too much and you're gone. It washes over you and it's like nothing you've ever felt before. You arch and moan into him and he is holding you tighter than ever helping you ride it out.

After a while you finally pull away from him breathless and sweating. He looks up at you like you've hung the stars for him. Big beautiful eyes full of love and you are looking at him the same way. "Are you okay" he says "yeah just a little dazed give me a minute" you say giggling. He chuckles back and starts rubbing your thigh with one hand and petting your hair with the other. He lets you take your time. You look up at him and you've never been more in love.

"Mario?" You say now with more confidence. "Yes my love" he says tilting his hand, still not letting go of you. "Let's do it, let's go all the way" you say with enthusiasm. "Really?" He says trying to hold back his smile. "Yes! C'mon baby I need to feel you" and your back to grinding on him. He groans, it's not loud but it's there. He starts chuckling, he buries his face in the crook of your neck and kisses everywhere. It's all giggly and messy and fun.

He picks you up again slightly pulling his boxers down. And though you might have not seen any penises in this sense you can confidently say he has the prettiest one you've ever seen. It's not too big but you're definitely still a bit scared. But when you look up and see that pretty face and hear that laugh you relax. "You ready" he says "Yes!" You say louder than intended. He smirks as he pulls your panties to the side. Pulling you up and slowly putting you on top of him. You sink down slowly and it's all overwhelming. He's gripping you so tight like he won't ever let go again. After a few moments pass he sinks fully in.

And there is a pause. You feel like you can't breathe and he is just a groaning mess under you. It's just noise and hard breathing. You two are trying to work through the moment. Savor every part of each other. You pick his head up so he can see you. "Please move, I can't." He short circuits for a moment and then immediately starts moving. He is moving so slowly he doesn't want to break you. But eventually without any verbal communications you both start moving faster. It's erratic and you are trying to figure out what you need. He's also trying to figure out what you need because he cares about helping you more first.

Eventually the movements are what you both need. Arms around his neck helping him pick yourself up. And he's still gripping you like he can't get enough. You're making out passionately. Hand in hair and moaning in each other's mouth. He's hitting you in that spot just right for both of you because he's clearly losing his control. Eventually it's there you both can feel that at any moment you're gonna snap. You both pull away and just look into each other's eyes. Rapid breathing and open mouths but nothing is coming out anymore.

Then it happens. At the same time you both snap. He groans and grips your waist so tight you will now have a physical mark of what happened. You moan his name like it's the only thing you know because in this moment it is all you know. It washes over you both. Even though you feel like jelly you are still moving helping him ride it out. He's doing the same for you making sure you still feel good even if it's "over." You both stop moving. He starts running your sides where his hands where. And you put your head on his shoulder trying to catch your breath. "Are you okay?" He says after a beat. "Better than, you?" you reply quietly. "I think I died and went to heaven" you smack his chest at his dramatics. But you also blush because no matter what he somehow says the exact perfect thing at the exact right time.

You two sit on the couch for a while before your legs start to ache in the position you are in. He pulls out and you both whimper at the loss of each other. He holds you up and then stands up himself. He picks you up and you squeal because how does he have the energy right now. He walks to your bathroom. Putting you on the edge of the bathtub. Then he walks over to the cabinet taking out a towel. He puts it down on the counter and picks you back up and sets you down on it. Once he knows you are okay he walks over to the tub and turns the water on. Letting the warm water run. You are watching him move around your bathroom and it's never been more apparent to you how amazing of a man he is. He helps you out of your bra and underwear and gives you his hand so you don't slip getting into the tub.

"Are you gonna join me?" You say looking over the side of the tub. "I was gonna give you space but I can if you would like" and there it is the gentleman his momma raised. "Please" is all you say and then he gets up. Pulling two small towels out of the cabinet to help you clean up. He slips in behind you and begins massaging and washing you. He stops for a second. He kisses the side of your head. "Thank you" he says whispering into your hair. "No thank you" you turn around and kiss his lips.

This is better than anything you could have imagined for your first time. And it was with your favorite boy in the world.

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I hope y'all liked it. Comments, reblogs and likes are appreciated!!

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