Dealing with a Devil

Indie Fandomless Original Dual Muse AU and OC Friendly  NSFW, 18+

[saintedsin]

          It is no surprise, but I disappeared again! Shocker, sure. But the reason this time isn’t because I didn’t want to be here. I really did, I love writing and the community here, but I can’t write if I see my arms. I’m not sure what the source of the problem is, whether it’s gender dysphoria or some sensory issue or something else, but if they’re in my line of vision I’m compelled to pick and rip at my own skin. Similar with my fingers, I feel the need to chew at my nails and the skin around them.  

          The habit got to where I was bleeding, daily, and my arms were red from irritation to the point of causing my boyfriend alarm. He’d have to physically restrain me if he saw an episode of picking start. He’s a massive dude, so it’d only take a few minutes of bear hugging my arms to my sides to get me to chill, but he’s not always around. So just today I got in some compression sleeves, silicone finger covers, and ankle braces as a bonus. ( I like having the balls of my feet and my toes touch the ground, but not like... the arches and my heels to. If that makes sense. ) Why not just a regular long sleeve? Didn’t work. I’d just take the shirt off or pull the sleeves up. This thing I got is tight and strapped to my chest, I can’t easily pull it off, which is good!

          Anywho, so far so good. I like this little bundle of things I got. I won’t return to writing juuuuuust yet because I want to give myself a few days to settle into the swing of getting appropriately dressed. And making sure the lack of access to my arms doesn’t drive me batshit.

Thank you everyone for your patience.  I know this sucks.

[saintedsin]

YOOOOOOOOOOOO. I have my laptop back! 

Good news: I can charge it, and it still technically works! Bad news: One of two batteries within the laptop is fried. The one below the keyboard... so my keyboard doesn’t work.

“But d00d, how r u typing??”

USB KEYBOARD BABY. It’s made of silicone so it doesn’t heat up when the bad lower battery starts frying itself. 

I will not be doing anything on tumblr just yet! Since my computer has to charge weird, I will be letting it do so for most of today. My work weekend starts tomorrow, so I’ll be back then.

[saintedsin]

I should be getting my computer back today.

I'll know what's up with it around 2pm... ish. Hoping for the best, but shit happens.

[saintedsin]

An Update As To Why I've Been Missing As Fuck:

My computer is starting to fail. The battery is definitely not holding a charge, or charging much at all lately. I've been limiting my use of it to essential stuff and nothing else, since I can't afford a new piece of tech right now.

To anyone waiting on a starter or reply, I am very sorry.

[saintedsin]

In light of the feather gift, Sal has come back with a present for Az as well! "Happy Easter Az!" the cleric said with a grin and offers a small, soft parcel. It's a scarf of white with gold trim at the bottom. "Somethin' teh celebrate with!"

          Thin fingers glide over the fabric before gently taking it in his hold, the angel always enamored whenever Salem gave him a gift. While presents always seemed to be some kind of garment, especially something for the neck, Az was ever grateful. The angel loosely draped it around his shoulders, twirling the gold trimmed ends between his hands. “Easter… I am surprised you recall such a celebration…” 

          It was supposed to be something only Earthen Christians would participate in, when the wondrous son of his God has been resurrected. Though other humans seemed to take it as a day to gather eggs from an unusual rabbit. Either way, it wasn’t naturally an event of Bel’Terum. “Thank you though… for the gift…~”

[saintedsin]

"Aren't you a bit old to be playing with toys?"

          Sure it had started out as a toy, no better than a wind up doll, but it was much better now. “And aren’t you just a bit too old in general?” Zael was going to be snappy if the other was going to judge them. This was their one connection to an old friend, and the man’s supposed lost wife. “I’m having fun, unlike you.”

[saintedsin]

Looks at Zael, inconspicuously . Just looks. Not often you meet a redfur human.

          Zael was tinkering with a small robotics project, running diagnostics on what appeared to be a well upgraded tin-man. An old project of theirs. 

          Feeling eyes upon them, they glanced back to the Margaven (so glad to have remembered the name of Rriimsi’s species). Zael set down the metal toy, tucking it out of view slightly. “What?”

[saintedsin]

things a new rp partner should know about me !

fun new meme here ! write 3-5 things a new rp partner (or those who want to be) should know about you and tag 3-5 people! it should be related to rp and not to other interests.

tagged by: @godforsakcn​ tagging: @pawnshopsouls​ @xaallo​ / @carnivorarium​ @whisperonn​

I.           I am a Tumblr ancient... been on this site RP-ing on and off for an entire decade at this point. Been through glitches, crashes, fads, trends, drama, other bullshit and the like, but I never fail to return because new ideas and new love for muses is the best. If you have an idea you want to try out, don’t shy away just ‘cause I’m a veteran, I certainly haven’t tried everything yet! And if I have tried your idea? Hell, I’ll try it again with a new face.

II.          While I say I haven’t tried everything, I have done a lot. Anywhere from the softest slice-of-life fluff pieces, to forced impregnation and giving birth to an insect abomination. Nothing is technically off limits when it comes to writing. Now, I do still have morals and will stay away from dark topics including children. That has always been a space I don’t intrude upon. As for anything between some-level-of-sentient-adult-type-beings, absolute free for all. So be warned.

III.          The free for all continues into my icons! I love pictures, very much, so I try to have as many expressions an actions as possible in my image folders. This can include eye horror, blood, or just straight up sucking dick. I just prefer it when an icon will mirror something that’s taking place within writing, regardless of what chosen action is. And I do sometimes hold that to my RP partners as well. If you use 50x50 high exposure type icons or don’t use icons at all, I’m less likely to interact because of that lack of visual. Now, I won’t force you to use gross icons, obviously, but a face would be nice.

IV.          MEMES. Can’t think of a way to break the ice and get the rest of 1 through 3 rolling? Send me something! Short and sweet is best done in the askbox. 

V.          If all else fails and you don’t want to RP at all? Just send me a picture of Elmo’s Hellfire in the IMs and I’ll be your friend OOC. From one mun to another, writing doesn’t have to be the end all and be all of this place. Have fun.

[saintedsin]

NEW AUs

AU #1, Troublesome Time Traveler & Immortal Intra-Dimensional Being  ( TIME TRAVEL AU. )

          In a very far off future, a young explorer named Zael works for a time-and-space travel agency designed to study and record lost history and help prevent disasters in the waiting, across as many habitable planets as possible. The facility Zael belongs to is dedicated to the social branch of history, the development of reasoning sentient beings (ex. humans, conscious deities, non-primitive aliens, etc). Wonderful researcher that they are, Zael is an uncontrollable wildcard. They’ve recorded the best, most groundbreaking discoveries, but at the cost of wreaking havoc in the time periods and places they travel. Numerous times they’ve been put under probation, but it never sticks.

          The reason Zael’s job has been able to keep a good record of the troubles they cause is because of an unusual being known only as A/Z, what the facility classifies as an Anomaly Zero, an entity that doesn’t really exist and can’t be traced. This A/Z has supposedly been fortunate to be in the same place at the same time as Zael, each and every time they cause trouble, as if the being is following the other. This being always returns to leave a report, which can be filed, though Its existence in the facility has no record to date. Only Zael seems to have a collective memory of what A/Z is.

AU #2, Wandering Through The Greatest Show ( CIRCUS FREAKS AU. )

          Az had long been apart of the circus, a veteran of the freak show, his ghastly appearance giving him a morbid popularity in his travels. At least until his ring master, at the time, decided that he had grown out of style. Things were flashier now, more about the costume and beguiling lies than anything else. Az was cast out of his circus, and upon searching for a new one became partners with Zael, a spirited redhead who had very similar talents to himself, though they were obviously easier on the eye. 

          The two of them became a partner act of contortionists, with secondary acts as sword swallowers. Zael’s physical ambiguity and beauty was a good contrast to Az’s opposite looks, and the two of them made an eye catching show. They are wandering performers, joining local shows for a night or two before leaving again. A new ringmaster hasn’t caught their interest, and the people are the ones that gave the two their name. ‘Demon’ Az, and his ‘Angel’ Zael, though in reality that’s not quite right.

[saintedsin]

Hey, I’ve been like... religiously playing Guild Wars 2 lately! So slow and or sporadic replies is definitely gonna happen until I chill with game play. Not likely! Because quarantine and I have nothing better to do.

[saintedsin]

♉: is my muse prone to jealousy? //zael

HEADCANON MEME! SEND ME A SYMBOL AND I’LL TELL YOU…♉:  is my muse prone to jealousy?

          Jealousy is without a doubt one of Zael’s worst traits. However, it’s a feeling gone as quickly as it comes. If they happen to see someone with something they want, they’ll do anything they can to get a hold of said thing. Whether it’s an object, status, or another person. Have a dress Zael wants? They’ll ask where it was bought, then simultaneously sabotage the one presently being worn. Obviously they’d look better in it anyways. Have a boyfriend? Oops, they’ve just charmed him and got his number. Pity for you. Zael is jealous quite often, but efficient and ruthless in solving it. 

[sphinxmemesmusings]

Headcanon meme! Send me a symbol and I'll tell you...

☺:  three things that make my muse happy

☻:  three things that make my muse sad

✝:  any religious beliefs my muse has

☎ :  my muse’s ringtone

♫:  three of my muse’s favorite songs

♪:  three songs that remind me of my muse

★:  a wish my muse has

☑:  something my muse has accomplished that they’re proud of

☢:  something my muse is afraid of

☂:  what my muse does on a rainy day

→:  is my muse any good with directions?

☮:  is my muse a happy person?

웃:  three people that are important to my muse

☃:  does my muse like the holidays?

☯:  is my muse more idealistic or cynical?

▲:  my muse’s happiest memory

✄:  is my muse creative?

⌘:  was my muse good in school?

✿:  is my muse an outdoors person?

♈:  the most daring thing your muse has ever done

♉:  is my muse prone to jealousy?

♊:  is my muse smart?

♋:  is my muse emotional?

♌:  three things my muse is enthusiastic about

♍:  is my muse shy?

♎:  is my muse vain or cocky?

♏:  something my muse obsesses over

♐:  is my muse blunt or do they beat around the bush?

♑:  is my muse an optimist or a pessimist?

♒:  is my muse emotional or more detached?

♓:  my muse’s biggest secret

[saintedsin]

xaallo‌:

“ Just because he lay with you once does not mean he trusted you.” Xaallo snipes back, “ Whether or not you’re a worthwhile human will be proven in time.” After all, time always brought out the true self.

“I am Xaallo. Prince Xaallo.”

          This one has never gotten laid, hm? There had to be some level of trust to fuck someone. A safety between both bodies. Idiot. 

          “I do apologize, your majesty. Have mercy on my mortal soul, would you?” Maybe the earlier analogy was correct. They were certainly grown bucks, bashing horns to see who was less stupid and more stubborn. “My father would have a field day if he found out I met another alien...”

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[saintedsin]

xaallo‌:

“….”

Xaallo frowns, his ears laying back some. Kindness didn’t come naturally to him, as it had his father. No, he was much more inclined to be prickly, like his mother. Soon enough though, he was fixing them with a hard glare once again,

“ I’ve only adapted to my surroundings. You humans are hardly a friendly bunch.”

          Has this creature met so many other humans already? That was definitely a dangerous game to play, people were crazy. Including Zael, but in a different way. “True, but if Rriimsi trusted me, surely you could give me a bit less salt.” Unless this one hated his father, in which case, understood. “My name is Zael. What is yours?”

[saintedsin]

xaallo‌:

“A flame?”

Briefly, the term is lost on Xaallo, but it only takes him a few moments to retrieve it. And when he does, his muzzle wrinkles up with disdain. His father had fooled around with this twig of a human. Rriimsi had…fooled around, period? Of course he knew Rriimsi was popular, but Xaallo didn’t like thinking about it.

“ I see. He’s never made any mention of you.”

          “I can understand why.” If Zael recalled correctly, Rriimsi had been some kind of noble within his species, so messing with humans was looked down upon. Mentioning what the two of them had done to anyone would’ve caused trouble. “He’s still a fond memory, regardless~ You though, are much less soft and sweet.”

[saintedsin]

xaallo‌: 

Now that caught him by surprise, his ears shooting up. He had been ready to walk away from this conversation, but now Zael had his full attention. Xaallo eye’d them for a moment.

“How do you know my father?”

          Father? Oh SHIT. What’s a good way to phrase ‘I sucked his dick and then left for a year’? How do you say that to someone’s kid? “Ah...” Zael had been expecting maybe a friend or distant cousin. “...I was a brief flame of his~ Some time ago now.”